
Always & Forever
17.
"So what do you want to do today?" Olivia asks as she slips on her shoes.
"Um whatever I don't mind."
"umm ok, we could go for a swim." She suggests as she cleans the breakfast table.
"Are you sure your ok?" She taps my shoulder.
"Fine"
"look Harry I know what your going through, ok. You can talk to me." She sits next to me at the table.
"I told you I'm fine" I say firmly
"You don't have to hide your feelings ok. You don't have to put the wall up maybe with other people, but never with me" She takes my hand but I don't take hers.
"OK YOU AND EVERYONE ESLE NEEDS TO STOP TREATING ME LIKE THIS. I TOLD YOU I'M FINE AND I DON'T CARE!" I yell and leave her place.
Olivia's POV:
I have been walking around for an hour and finally now I have found him. He is sitting on the rocks in view of his mums murder investigation.
I remain silent and sit next him.
"You know it sometimes creeps up to me time to time and I find myself bursting into tears. My mum I was only seven but I can still remember every bit of it. The look on Lyn's face when she had to tell me, she was just as distraught I was. When she told me I thought she was lying, and I couldn't believe she was actually gone. And for a while I was angry at the world, I thought how comes you get to keep your mum and I don't. But then reality set in, she wasn't coming back and no matter how much it hurt I had to accept it and try and move on."
I speak on my own personal experience.
"I, I just can't believe I'm never going to see my mum again." I see him getting emotional so I scoot closer to Harry. "All the stuff she did I hated her for it." A tear falls from his left eye.
"But I miss her."
I wrap my arms around him and he accepts as his hugs me which is what he needs right now.
We are now at the diner sitting down. "Sorry for getting all emotional before, but it helps that now you think I'm so hot you can't keep your hands off me." He jokes.
"No please don't do that . Don't make fun of yourself, you are allowed to cry." I look at and tell me seriously. "Especially if your going through something like this, it would be weird if you didn't."
He reamins silent and leans in closer to me and tucks a piece of hair behind my hair. "I'm so glad I have you"
"Me to."
"I'll get some juices." I get up and go to order.
Harry's POV:
I am so beyond lucky to have Olivia in my life, the way I can just be me and not apologise for my behaviour is something I am grateful for.
My phone goes off again, it's probably the boys. I look at the name and chose to ignore it.
"Thank you for being so awesome." I kiss her
We finish our juices and i am walking her out of the diner. "Call me if you need anything." She kisses me. I thank her and she leaves.
I wait a bit for her to be at greater distance. I get my phone from my pocket and call that number back.
"Yes hello. I told you. I have a girlfriend. No just leave me alone." I say and hang up my phone.