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Surrounded yet Alone

Mistakes Happen

Harry’s POV

“Niall, what the hell?” I yell loudly after Niall gives Christina a goodbye kiss and we get in the car.

“What do you mean, Harold?”

“Niall. You’re piss ass drunk and there are pictures of you and Christina making out all over the internet!”, I yell at him, “Luna is like a sister to me. How do you think she feels Niall?”

“She said she was okay with it, though. Christina and I had a great time. She danced with me and she’s soo pretty.” he barely manages to slur out.

I roll my eyes at him and let him ramble on about how pretty Christina is. When Luna called me 20 minutes ago she was pissed. I’ve never seen her this mad. It wasn’t all mad though, she was a little sad too, but mostly mad. I don’t blame her. I remember what she told me before tour.

***

*Flashback*

“Do you want to go get a drink or just chill out here?’, I ask her. We just got back to the hotel and Luna and I are chilling out before we leave for tour in a few days.

“Um, we can just chill out here. I don’t drink.”, she says.

“Oh yeah, sorry! I forgot.” I say, “So if you don’t mind me asking, why don’t you drink?”

“Well, I was a junior in high school and I went to a senior party, which is a mistake to begin with. I had a few too many drinks and I was hanging around my boyfriend at the time who was a senior. His name was Kyle. We were dancing around drunk and he went to go get me another drink. I remember chugging the drink and then waking up in the hospital. He slipped something in my drink. I don’t even remember what it was, but I passed out and had to stay at the hospital for 4 days.”

*Flashback Ended*


***

Luna’s POV

I’m mad.

He went out with some girl and they were making out and who knows what else they did? Maybe I’m not enough. Maybe Niall needs more than a silly little girl. We can’t even be seen together, so why would he want me over her? With someone else, he can go out and be himself around her and do whatever with her. We haven’t even had sex yet. We’ve been dating for a few months now, but we’ve basically been on the road the entire time with the boys, so how could we? Well now we’re in a hotel so, I guess we could?

I’m jealous. That’s what it is. She went out with him and got everything that I want. The kisses, the pictures, the affection of a beautiful Irish lad. Harry and Niall should be home soon. I know Harry is mad too. Probably more mad than me considering he heard over the phone how mad and hurt I was. He’s pretty protective over me.

I have to stop thinking about Niall and Christina. If I think about this boy any longer, I’ll forgive him before we even talk and we’ll be making love.

My sister. Nothing has really changed since surgery. She hasn’t woken up yet. She’s close to going brain dead the doctors say. If that happens, her husband and I have decided to take her off of life support. But as for now, all we can do is just wait and see what will happen. Of course I’m hoping she miraculously wakes up, but I’m not expecting it to happen.

“Honeeyyy, I’m hoomme”, I hear after four lazy knocks. His accent is extra thick, I guess that’s something alcohol does.

I open the door to see Niall leaning on the door frame with Harry behind him.

“He can stay with me tonight, if you want?” Harry says to me. Yikes, I can’t decide if he looks more frustrated or annoyed.

“Oh uhm, that’s okay Harry. I can take it from here.” I say to him slowly without looking at my boyfriend, “Thank you so much, goodnight.” I give Harry a kiss on the cheek as he mumbles a “goodnight”and walks to his room. “Okay, Ni, come inside.”

“Are you mad at me?” he says with puppy-dog eyes. Those blue eyes defeat me every time. I forget all he did tonight and we make love for the first time, but definitely not the last.

***

Notes

I'm not good at writing smut. Sorrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyy

ALSO I ALREADY KNOW EVERY WORD TO THIS TOWN IT'S AN ISSUE

But thanks for reading xoxo

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