Am I Falling For You?

It’s been two weeks since the accident, I have done 5 therapy sessions and the doctors saw my improvement. He told me I just need 5 more sessions then I should be able to travel back to UK. Niall came back from his tour in France, he told me it was beautiful but it would have been more amazing if I was with him.

I still don’t know where our relationships stands, I was so focused on getting better that this relationship was the last thing on my mind. I cant lie I do miss his Irish lovin’ but I can’t forget how much he hurt me. But I think I have finally came up with an answer, I don’t want to keep him hanging for so long.

I called his name, and he came to the room. “Remember the times when you promised that you wouldn’t hurt me?. I remember it perfectly when you told me that, I couldn’t say no. Our relationship isn’t easy, there is always gong to be scandals between us.

I admire your honesty I really do, but I have to tell you something”… I pulled his shirt closer, “I love you baby, and I accept your apology but if you do it again to me I will kill you.”

He looked at me, “Elizabeth I know you want to come back together, and I do really want too. But baby listen”, he grabbed my hand and I was about to cry, “I don’t want to see you suffer again.

I feel so bad about what happened to you I wanted to kill myself, do you know that?. So baby I cannot stay in this relationship, I am sorry I still love you so much but seeing you hurt like this because of me cuts my heart into pieces.”

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