As I was waiting for my flight to come, I was thinking about how my life would be without my grandmother around anymore. I got on the plane, praying for my grandmother to be okay. It was going to be a long trip to their I couldn’t sleep, nor eat. I wanted to just kiss my grandmother and sing to her one last time, my cousins and I were not close at all. They have done a lot of shit to me in the past, that it is quite hard to forget. After anticipating for a long time I have finally touched down Philippines, I saw my brother and mother and I gave them a huge hug. “ When did you both arrive here?”, I asked my mom “ around a week ago anak.”.


We reached the house of my grandmother she was bedridden she couldn’t stand up anymore, tears started falling down my face. I kissed my grandmother in the forehead and I sung to her “ I will always love you”, by Whitney Houston. She always requested me to sing that song to her, it was very emotional for me to sing that song in front of her because of her present situation.

My cousins came to the house, every time this cousins of mine come inside the house a fight occurs. I didn’t want to fight, so when they visited my grandmother in her room I left the room.

A couple of weeks passed, and her situation was getting worse and worse. My mother approached her and said “ You can go now, nanny we are going to be okay I don’t want to see you suffer anymore”. That night we fell asleep my auntie woke us up, my grandmother BP dropped. I jumped out of my bed, went and saw my grandmother paled the angels took her away.

That day we buried her I was crying the whole day, when we got back from the cemetery my uncle and mom had a fight. It escalated quickly and my uncle stormed outside the house, he started the engine of his car I was in the middle of the street. He was driving very fast, I thought to myself “ that’s it I am going to die today as well”. I moved away so quickly but I really thought that was the end of my life, my grandmother saved me I felt it.

That following day I went back to UK because I had already missed out a lot of university time, I kissed my mom and bro good bye and left the country. It was a peaceful return my grandmother isn’t suffering from pain anymore, that was the most important thing.

Niall picked me up from the airport, “ Baby I am so glad, you are here with me right now. I have a surprise that is awaiting for you at home”, I didn’t know what the surprise was but I was glad I was there with him at that moment.

We arrived back to the house, the lights were off and the T.V was the only thing on. It was a video , “Hello my beloved Elizabeth I heard about what happened and I just wanted to let you know that if you need anything just come to me”. Harry started off the video by saying that, “ Elizabeth baby, losing someone is so hard but I know you are going to handle it you are a very strong women”. Zayn’s turn was on next, “ LIZ!!! My sister, I love you so much hang in their the rest of the mates are here for you through every step of the way”. Liam said that, “ Elizabeth you strong girl Niall is very lucky to have met such a strong person like you. We are all here for you if you need any assistance”, Louis said that. “ BABY GIRLLL!!!,

The reason why we bonded together in the first place was because we all shared the same pain, you know I will always be there through think and thin love. You are my BFF without you, I wouldn’t be alive you have helped me through a lot in life. Now that you are in this situation I am here to help you go through it, forever and forever love you BFF.” I started tearing up, I couldn’t believe I have such amazing friends that I could count on.

The last message was from Niall, “Well it is my turn to tell you a message I am not even going to speak watch this, alright my Hawaiian crazy mofo’s. I want you to tell this baby girl that I love so much, that I love her on three, ONE, TWO, THREE. NIALL LOVES YOU ELIZABETH!!!, I love you baby and it sucks having this concert without you, but I know you need to be there. So here is my message for you, you had me at hello. My heart dropped to the floor, I was very scared to tell you that I like you.” The whole crowd in the concert goes AWWWW, “ Haha, you guys are amazing, where was I oh yes. If it wasn’t for the support of my lads, I wouldn’t have the guts to ask you out. As I got to know you I fell even more in love with you, I hope that you can go to France with me because that is where we are touring next.” MY JAW DROPPED!! The video was done!!, “ FRANCE BABY???!!! WE ARE GOING TO FRANCE??”.

I started tearing up that it actually looked like Niagara falls, the lads and Crystal tackled me on the sofa. All of them started pilling up on me , “ I can’t breath I screamed”. “ We love you too”, Niall said as he was at the bottom of the pile up.

Notes

For the people that don't know the meaning of Anak it means Child in Tagalog :). This chapter was again inspired by true events that actually happened at one point in my life, hope you enjoyed reading a little bit of an insight of my life.

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