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Am I Falling For You?

Just leave me alone..


We reached our destination we went to a club in Atlantis Hotel, the club is called N’Dulge Club. Crystal and I heard a lot of good reviews about this club so we decided to go their…

Louis: “ Lads, is this club buzzin our what?!!”

We all agreed and we were astonished about the club and how good the decorations were, the DJ was playing some fresh songs so that definitely helped the environment!!.

Zayn: “ May I please have this dance with you, I don’t want to let this beautiful night to go to waste, without a dance with my beautiful girlfriend”.

Crystal: “ Stop it Zayn hehe you are making me blush right now, of course silly I would dance with you”.

I was happy that Zayn and Crystal were happy with each other they remind me so much of my relationship with Deandre.. I started putting on this fake smile because I just had a lot of things on my mind..

Nial: “ Darlin is everything okay with you?”.

Me: “ Yeah.. baby I am fine.. I just have a lot of things in my mind right now… that’s all”.

Nial grabbed my hand and he took me to a private room where it was quiet and it was only us..

Nial: “ Tell me everything I want to make you happy, I don’t like seeing my love sad it just breaks my heart.”

Me: “ Well… Nial….” I sighed tears came down streaming my face…

Nial: “ Don’t cry please..” He wiped my tears away with his angelic hands… he is such a sweetheart any girl would be lucky to have him…

Me: “ Okay well I haven’t been completely honest with you Nial.. I haven’t told you all of me… when Deandre passed away. A few days passed and I gave a call to his best friend, Lazaro Crystal and I were going clubbing. He was to drunk that night and we made out .. I pushed him away and I was hurt.. that night didn’t end well. The following morning he texted, he said that he wanted to talk to me about last night, he came to my house we talked, and then he raped me…” I started tearing up even more… I couldn’t take it..

Nial: “ I…”

Me: “ Wait there is more.. remember that night we went to Fairmount hotel? Well that same day I had sex with my boss… I am sorry Nial.. I don’t mean to hurt you..”

Nial: “ You had sex with your boss when, we were seeing each other? Excuse me for a second I need to have some fresh air”.

He left the room teary eyed, tears were dropping down his face… I felt like my whole world crashed down on me… I lost someone worth fighting for… he made me smile.. and he was always there when I needed him. I don’t deserve him I cried so much the words came out of my mouth “ Goodbye my angel boy, you deserve to be with someone else… you loved me with all your heart, and I didn’t return the love.”..

I left the club I couldn’t stand to see anyone at that moment I left crying…

Louis: “ Elizabeth?? ELIZABETH WHERE ARE YOU GOING”!!

Louis ran after me it was too late I was already in a cab…

Crystal texted me: “ Liz.. Liz where are you text me back!!”

I didn’t want to respond to her text..

Liam: “ Elizabeth answer my text please I am worried sick about you!!!”

Zayn: “ Love, we are all worried sick about you answer me please!!!”

A few min later I saw Crystal at the door…

Crystal: “ Tell me whats wrong now, I saw Nial crying his eyes out looks like he was hurt badly.”

Me: “ I told him everything… about how I was raped by Lazaro and how I had sex with Christopher the same day we went to our night out”…

I started tearing up yet again, I headed to my room lock the door and slept….

Notes

I don't deserve you Nial ... I am sorry :(... What will happen to Nial and Elizabeth??? Stay tuned for more drama comment, rate and subscribe yall :D

Comments

@HARRYS_GRAVEY_LOVER
Thank you love I am glad you like it <3 :D
I love your story so much! When I read it, everything just comes alive in my head:)
No prob and ok thxs
@ShoutingOutTheTruth

Thank you for the comment, I have updated one chapter it is the best I could today thank you so much for the comment it means alot <3 :D
please update i just started reading this morning and its really good so far