If Only It Were That Easy

Harry's POV

"That's...umm great news guys" said Sara looking at me whispering help me out here.

But I was too dazed off after that hug we had...wow... she smelled amazing...she was short but not too short...perfect for a girl...It was just a hug harry snap out of it, besides you ruined it with the "just friends" bullshit anyway.

I shake my thought away and say "yeah we are happy for you guys really,and congrats for both, this and getting into the team... when do you start"?

"In a week" Sara said quickly but shyly "....yeah we move to England...London to be exact" said Alice quickly after Sara spoke.

"what???, Why didn't you tell me this?". said Niall sadness and anger taking over him.

"I just found out Niall,I'm sorry" Alice said with sadness in her eyes a tear slipping down her cheek, "come'mere" said Naill, and with that he took her away to talk to her.

I turned to look at Sara..she's leaving...and I really wanted to get to know her... I hear my phone ring.i pick up.
"Hello"?

"yea...Harry" Simon..."I need you and the boys in London for a new record deal and record a new album" "okay we'll be there" i said a smile growing on my face. "okay i need you guys here in a week" "sounds perfect, see you then bye".

"We're going to London together" I said to Sara only to find her shocked " Are you serious"? her happiness taking over....wow she's happy that I'm going... "yeah i just got a call from Simon saying he needs us there". "great! we're going to London then!!" her hands shooting in the air a sign of excitement, and for some reason my body reacts before my mind and goes to hug her.

shoot she hates hugs...

surprisingly she doesn't say anything or let's go...god I wanted to ask her out so bad, but i also wanna get to know her..I'll take her out on a date, yea a couple of times then ask her out in England...Sounds great Harry, you better make it perfect....just for her.


Sara's POV

what is happening to you, look at you hugging Harry and all....stop it your going to get hurt if your catching feelings for him....I can't help it though he's like a magnet that i keep attraching too. I find my mind debating on Harry, I pull out of Harry quickly not wanting to be seen,when we hear a voice. Harry soon seems tense.

"Oh MY GOSH...Is that you Harry styles?"said a female voice

A female voice...she came up to us suddenly hugging and putting her arms around his neck....huh,girlfriend? I guess..... "Babe how've you been"? she speaks again.....well that explains it... A touch of sadness grew into me.... Before Harry having a chance to speak she pulls him into another hug this time she makes sure i watch her as she nuzzles herself in his neck sending me a dirty look.... I roll my eyes and begin to walk away.


She...she was beautiful, pretty, tall, perfect body, she almost looked like a model or maybe she is...well come on its Harry styles of course he'd rather date people like her and have just friends like me....I can never go against her or be like her...I mean look at me all...I fucking mostly wear just t-shirts and jeans,converse,or airforce ones,and these stupid glasses that make me look like a stupid nerd...since my contacts bother me...I can never wear heals, dresses, loads of makeup...but I guess its just how society thinks we are and belong in.


I look up and find myself near my house...great because one I need paint in my life right now and two I'm cold...my thoughts are interrupted by someone pulling my wrist to face them...Harry...here it comes the explanation ....I nudge my face to the side so he doesn't see me.


"Sara I..." I cut him of saying " It's okay Harry don't worry about it...I kinda didn't wanna interrupt your moment back there, so I went home since Niall took care of Alice" I laugh it off looking towards the floor, sadness taking over.


"Sara look at me" he said tears welling up my eyes...


This had already happened to me, not directly to me but when my mom and dad were together...I saw it all through my tiny bedroom window as it all happened outside...The image of moms face, the crying, the sadness taking over as well as for my dad... and its all repeating itself in my mind.

"Sara please, look at me" I ignore his call, as i keep looking towards the ground, a tear escaping my eye running down my cheek...this was the first time I cried because of my parents...or was it just that?


I began to walk away only to be stopped by Harry again this time him seeing my tears fall...

Notes

Hey guys I know its pretty early and all but here's my chapter alice should be updating later since she's sleeping...booo... but yea i'll try updating tonight since Alice promised two chapters today and well I like to commit to promises.


Thanks for waiting guys :)