Always
Waiting For Tonight
Harry’s POV
Tuesday, 11th October
Her breathing was soft, her arm draped over my torso. Her head was tucked in the crook of my neck while my right arm circled her shoulders. Her petite naked body fit flawlessly into mine, our sweaty legs interlocked together. When we had made love, her limbs glided around mine, her hips rolling with my own as I pounded into her. I knew it had been her first time. She didn’t have to tell me that it was because the noises she had made, how her body had trembled and how she writhed whenever I touched her with my lips or fingers. It had been so pleasurable, having her mouth on mine, hearing her moan my name as she dug her fingernails into my back. In those wondrous moments, my love for her deepened 1,000 times more.
I was so happy that Kaylie loved me. The sadness I had felt yesterday was gone, replaced with the most deepest glee. The young angel in my arms loved me and was mine. No-one would come between us, no-one would take me away from her or her away from me. Our bodies had now been joined deeply in the only way that they could be. Her skin was warm, sticking to my slick torso as she traced my left swallow tattoo. The touch of her fingers didn’t help with the boner I still had but this was the truth of it. This was how she made me feel.
“I love you.”
Kaylie’s voice melted my heart, hot pools of love spreading throughout my system. The girl lying with me was everything to me and if I had my way, I would lie here with her forever. I turned my head to the side and rested my lips on her forehead.
“I love you too, angel.”
It felt so good to have my feelings be known to Kaylie as well as be reciprocated. I wanted to be in love with her with the intention of her loving me and fortunately, she was. Kaylie giggled sweetly and my soul shivered. That sound always delighted me.
“Why are you giggling?” I asked, looking down at her. Kaylie’s milk chocolate eyes locked to my emerald green ones and I resisted the urge to kiss the fuck out of her. Without warning, her arms and legs circled my body, pushing me down onto my back. Nothing prepared me for the passion that flooded through my veins when her mouth meshed with mine. A growl came from the back of my throat as I latched my teeth onto her bottom lip, pulling her closer to my chest. My hands danced over her bare back while her hands curled in my long hair, sighing into the kiss. Her nose touched mine when she broke the kiss, smiling at me brightly as her fingers stroked my cheek.
“I’m so happy.”
I returned her smile as her voice lifted my heart up. She looked so beautiful lying on top of me, her long caramel locks falling in messy waves around her face and shoulders, the gentle golden light making her flushed face glow even more. How did I get so lucky? Kaylie kept her eyes to mine as I traced the curve of her lips, admiring the structure of her face with my fingers. I leaned up and kissed her gently, feeling her dissolve into my lips instantaneously.
“I am too. I love you so much.” I whispered and her smile widened, lighting up her warm eyes. A cute squeal flew out from her mouth as I rolled on top of her, pressing my lips to the corner of her mouth. My fingers ghosted over her chest, feeling her heart pound louder from my touch. My gaze went to her breasts, small but perfect, rubbing against my chest when we had made love. Every inch of this girl’s body was beautiful, flawless in my eyes. I had never loved anyone the way I loved Kaylie. My love for her was deep, passionate, death-defying. I would do anything for her. She was more important to me than myself. Sure, I had an ego but when Kaylie was around, it was gone, because she was my priority.
“God, you’re so incredibly gorgeous.”
My girlfriend wrapped her arms around my neck, slithering our legs into one another. The sensation of skin-to-skin contact was like nothing else. It was far better than just holding her hand. Feeling her thighs constrict at the touch of my still-hard member told me she was still aroused but I wasn’t going to make love to her again tonight. This had been her first time and I had wanted it to be special for her. Hopefully, it had been. I threaded my fingers with hers, resting our hands next to her head on the pillow. My attention was grabbed by the numbers displayed on the digital clock on her bedside table. 10:36. I couldn’t believe it had been 4 hours since I had arrived tonight. Time had flown by, quicker than I had wanted it to.
“I have to go.” I looked down at Kaylie apologetically.
“Can’t you stay?” She begged me, tightening her free arm around my neck. I knew she didn’t want me to go and I didn’t want to go either. But I had to.
“I wish I could. But angel, it’s past 10:30. I can’t leave in the morning because the media may suspect something and you’ve got school tomorrow.”
A look of longing and aversion flashed across Kaylie’s face. She didn’t want me to leave and she didn’t want to go to school. I couldn’t blame her but tomorrow morning, I had a rehearsal with Alicia and I had to be there, otherwise I probably could be persuaded to stay the night and cuddle with the love of my life. Kaylie nodded her head, allowing me to leave. I pressed another kiss to her smooth lips and pushed myself out of the bed.
As I put my clothes back on, I could feel Kaylie’s eyes watching my every move. Once I had my entire lower body covered, I picked up my pink polka dot shirt and looked at my girlfriend, who was snuggled up under the sheets, looking at me with those big chocolate eyes. I wished I could join her. Rip my clothes and resume my position holding her in my arms. A smirk came upon my face as I held up my shirt.
“Want to keep this?”
“What will you wear then?” She asked.
“I’ve got a T-shirt in my bag downstairs. I can wear that and leave myself. So you want this?” I cocked my eyebrow at her. She nodded and sat up, leaning against the headboard, clutching the sheets to her chest. I threw the shirt at her and she caught it in her dainty hands. I stepped up to the bed and sat down, holding out my hand to her. Kaylie placed her hand in mine as I wrapped my fingers around her smaller ones, her skin warm.
“Tonight has been amazing, angel. I feel so lucky to call you mine and I hope you enjoyed our time together. I’ll see you tomorrow afternoon, OK?” We had a rehearsal tomorrow after Alicia’s so at least I would see her again. The problem was that now I had seen her body, I was going to have a hard time not touching her. It had been hard enough already, not even being able to hold her hand all the time or kiss her. Not being able to flaunt my deep love for her was going to very difficult.
Kaylie squeezed my fingers and smiled at me with a nod of her head. I shuffled closer to her and claimed her lips with my own in a heated kiss. Her tongue moved with mine and my hand cupped her face gently. Her fingers slid around the back of my neck, letting out a sigh when I pulled back.
“I love you, Kaylie.” I told her.
“I love you too, Harry.” She whispered back. Those words had never made me feel so good. Who knew that just a few simple words could make my heart thump with so much happiness? I kissed her forehead and stood up. I walked over to the door and opened it, blowing her a final kiss and giving her a big smile. She raised her hand and waved goodbye. I didn’t want to leave but I had to fight my desires this time. I sucked in a breath and left, closing the door behind me.
I made a slow walk down the stairs, adjusting my skinny jeans around my hips. The only light in the bottom level of the house was the soft beams of moonlight streaming in through the curtains so at least I could see where I was going. I reached my bag and unzipped it, feeling around for my T-shirt. My fingers touched a soft cotton material and I fished my T-shirt out, pulling it over my head, letting it cover my torso. I slung my gym bag over my shoulder and walked over to the door. But it was locked.
I looked around for a set of keys and found Kaylie’s on top of the table by the door. I slid it into the lock and the door clicked open. I looked over my shoulder, up onto the landing, wishing I could run back up the stairs and return to my naked girlfriend. The words “I love you, angel.” fell from my lips in a hushed whisper as I smiled to myself. I returned the keys back to the table and stepped out into the night, closing the door behind me, locking itself.
0*0
During the drive home, I was in half a daze. All I thought about was Kaylie and the way her body melded with mine, soft sweaty limbs interlocking. I had dreamed about this night for weeks. I had waited for this night for weeks. But all of my fantasies, my urges, my cravings, they were satisfied beyond expectation. Her moans had been sweeter, her skin had been silkier, her lips had been purer, her entire being had glowed a brighter shade of gold, extending from her kind heart that belonged to me. So this is what true love feels like.
I pulled into my driveway and accelerated down into the garage beneath my house. As I shifted the car into park mode, I caught sight of the time flashing at me on the dashboard. 11:12. I had been at the studios tomorrow at around 8am and I needed to sleep. But I wasn’t tired, not after what had transpired tonight. I ran my hand through my hair and leaned back against the leather seat, closing my eyes. An image of Kaylie entered my mind. She was in the same position when I left her, lying in bed with my shirt on her chest, her eyes closed as she drifted off to sleep. Her hair fanned out around her head, spilling across the pillows. In her sleep, she looked even more like an angel. So innocent and beautiful without a care in the world. My jeans suddenly felt more tight and I looked down to see that my boner still hadn’t gone down.
“I need a shower.” I sighed and shut the car engine off, stepping out into the cool garage.
After said shower, I felt refreshed and happy. Refreshed because of the hot water cleansing my body and happy because of the love Kaylie and I shared. I don’t think I had been this happy in a long time. To have the girl of my dreams, contestant or not, love me for me and not for my reputation. I knew Kaylie loved me for the right reasons. She wasn’t here for the money or to bleed my fame from me. She was here to pursue her dream, a dream that had been the same as mine. I hoped I could make hers come true.
I collapsed onto my bed, my lanky body finding its way to crawl underneath the sheets. My bed was big and I had gotten used to it being so large but now that I had someone I wanted to sleep with and cuddle, I was lonely. There was more than enough room for my angel to sleep in this bed with me, have her petite body wrap around mine, her small fingers curling against my naked chest. I remembered the floral scent of her hair, the feeling of her hands tangling themselves in my curls, hearing her whimper into my mouth as I kissed her. I stared up at the ceiling, the bed cold with no-one but me in it. This was the first night when I felt truly forlorn, with no angel with me. I placed my hand on the pillow beside me, wishing that Kaylie’s head was there. Maybe one day, she will be in this bed with me. I let my eyelids close and I fell into a melody of dreams, my angel always there with a pair of angel wings sprouting out of her back. She’s flying. My angel is flying. And so was I.
(A perfect lyric for my lovebirds, I think ;D)
Tuesday, 11th October
Her breathing was soft, her arm draped over my torso. Her head was tucked in the crook of my neck while my right arm circled her shoulders. Her petite naked body fit flawlessly into mine, our sweaty legs interlocked together. When we had made love, her limbs glided around mine, her hips rolling with my own as I pounded into her. I knew it had been her first time. She didn’t have to tell me that it was because the noises she had made, how her body had trembled and how she writhed whenever I touched her with my lips or fingers. It had been so pleasurable, having her mouth on mine, hearing her moan my name as she dug her fingernails into my back. In those wondrous moments, my love for her deepened 1,000 times more.
I was so happy that Kaylie loved me. The sadness I had felt yesterday was gone, replaced with the most deepest glee. The young angel in my arms loved me and was mine. No-one would come between us, no-one would take me away from her or her away from me. Our bodies had now been joined deeply in the only way that they could be. Her skin was warm, sticking to my slick torso as she traced my left swallow tattoo. The touch of her fingers didn’t help with the boner I still had but this was the truth of it. This was how she made me feel.
“I love you.”
Kaylie’s voice melted my heart, hot pools of love spreading throughout my system. The girl lying with me was everything to me and if I had my way, I would lie here with her forever. I turned my head to the side and rested my lips on her forehead.
“I love you too, angel.”
It felt so good to have my feelings be known to Kaylie as well as be reciprocated. I wanted to be in love with her with the intention of her loving me and fortunately, she was. Kaylie giggled sweetly and my soul shivered. That sound always delighted me.
“Why are you giggling?” I asked, looking down at her. Kaylie’s milk chocolate eyes locked to my emerald green ones and I resisted the urge to kiss the fuck out of her. Without warning, her arms and legs circled my body, pushing me down onto my back. Nothing prepared me for the passion that flooded through my veins when her mouth meshed with mine. A growl came from the back of my throat as I latched my teeth onto her bottom lip, pulling her closer to my chest. My hands danced over her bare back while her hands curled in my long hair, sighing into the kiss. Her nose touched mine when she broke the kiss, smiling at me brightly as her fingers stroked my cheek.
“I’m so happy.”
I returned her smile as her voice lifted my heart up. She looked so beautiful lying on top of me, her long caramel locks falling in messy waves around her face and shoulders, the gentle golden light making her flushed face glow even more. How did I get so lucky? Kaylie kept her eyes to mine as I traced the curve of her lips, admiring the structure of her face with my fingers. I leaned up and kissed her gently, feeling her dissolve into my lips instantaneously.
“I am too. I love you so much.” I whispered and her smile widened, lighting up her warm eyes. A cute squeal flew out from her mouth as I rolled on top of her, pressing my lips to the corner of her mouth. My fingers ghosted over her chest, feeling her heart pound louder from my touch. My gaze went to her breasts, small but perfect, rubbing against my chest when we had made love. Every inch of this girl’s body was beautiful, flawless in my eyes. I had never loved anyone the way I loved Kaylie. My love for her was deep, passionate, death-defying. I would do anything for her. She was more important to me than myself. Sure, I had an ego but when Kaylie was around, it was gone, because she was my priority.
“God, you’re so incredibly gorgeous.”
My girlfriend wrapped her arms around my neck, slithering our legs into one another. The sensation of skin-to-skin contact was like nothing else. It was far better than just holding her hand. Feeling her thighs constrict at the touch of my still-hard member told me she was still aroused but I wasn’t going to make love to her again tonight. This had been her first time and I had wanted it to be special for her. Hopefully, it had been. I threaded my fingers with hers, resting our hands next to her head on the pillow. My attention was grabbed by the numbers displayed on the digital clock on her bedside table. 10:36. I couldn’t believe it had been 4 hours since I had arrived tonight. Time had flown by, quicker than I had wanted it to.
“I have to go.” I looked down at Kaylie apologetically.
“Can’t you stay?” She begged me, tightening her free arm around my neck. I knew she didn’t want me to go and I didn’t want to go either. But I had to.
“I wish I could. But angel, it’s past 10:30. I can’t leave in the morning because the media may suspect something and you’ve got school tomorrow.”
A look of longing and aversion flashed across Kaylie’s face. She didn’t want me to leave and she didn’t want to go to school. I couldn’t blame her but tomorrow morning, I had a rehearsal with Alicia and I had to be there, otherwise I probably could be persuaded to stay the night and cuddle with the love of my life. Kaylie nodded her head, allowing me to leave. I pressed another kiss to her smooth lips and pushed myself out of the bed.
As I put my clothes back on, I could feel Kaylie’s eyes watching my every move. Once I had my entire lower body covered, I picked up my pink polka dot shirt and looked at my girlfriend, who was snuggled up under the sheets, looking at me with those big chocolate eyes. I wished I could join her. Rip my clothes and resume my position holding her in my arms. A smirk came upon my face as I held up my shirt.
“Want to keep this?”
“What will you wear then?” She asked.
“I’ve got a T-shirt in my bag downstairs. I can wear that and leave myself. So you want this?” I cocked my eyebrow at her. She nodded and sat up, leaning against the headboard, clutching the sheets to her chest. I threw the shirt at her and she caught it in her dainty hands. I stepped up to the bed and sat down, holding out my hand to her. Kaylie placed her hand in mine as I wrapped my fingers around her smaller ones, her skin warm.
“Tonight has been amazing, angel. I feel so lucky to call you mine and I hope you enjoyed our time together. I’ll see you tomorrow afternoon, OK?” We had a rehearsal tomorrow after Alicia’s so at least I would see her again. The problem was that now I had seen her body, I was going to have a hard time not touching her. It had been hard enough already, not even being able to hold her hand all the time or kiss her. Not being able to flaunt my deep love for her was going to very difficult.
Kaylie squeezed my fingers and smiled at me with a nod of her head. I shuffled closer to her and claimed her lips with my own in a heated kiss. Her tongue moved with mine and my hand cupped her face gently. Her fingers slid around the back of my neck, letting out a sigh when I pulled back.
“I love you, Kaylie.” I told her.
“I love you too, Harry.” She whispered back. Those words had never made me feel so good. Who knew that just a few simple words could make my heart thump with so much happiness? I kissed her forehead and stood up. I walked over to the door and opened it, blowing her a final kiss and giving her a big smile. She raised her hand and waved goodbye. I didn’t want to leave but I had to fight my desires this time. I sucked in a breath and left, closing the door behind me.
I made a slow walk down the stairs, adjusting my skinny jeans around my hips. The only light in the bottom level of the house was the soft beams of moonlight streaming in through the curtains so at least I could see where I was going. I reached my bag and unzipped it, feeling around for my T-shirt. My fingers touched a soft cotton material and I fished my T-shirt out, pulling it over my head, letting it cover my torso. I slung my gym bag over my shoulder and walked over to the door. But it was locked.
I looked around for a set of keys and found Kaylie’s on top of the table by the door. I slid it into the lock and the door clicked open. I looked over my shoulder, up onto the landing, wishing I could run back up the stairs and return to my naked girlfriend. The words “I love you, angel.” fell from my lips in a hushed whisper as I smiled to myself. I returned the keys back to the table and stepped out into the night, closing the door behind me, locking itself.
0*0
During the drive home, I was in half a daze. All I thought about was Kaylie and the way her body melded with mine, soft sweaty limbs interlocking. I had dreamed about this night for weeks. I had waited for this night for weeks. But all of my fantasies, my urges, my cravings, they were satisfied beyond expectation. Her moans had been sweeter, her skin had been silkier, her lips had been purer, her entire being had glowed a brighter shade of gold, extending from her kind heart that belonged to me. So this is what true love feels like.
I pulled into my driveway and accelerated down into the garage beneath my house. As I shifted the car into park mode, I caught sight of the time flashing at me on the dashboard. 11:12. I had been at the studios tomorrow at around 8am and I needed to sleep. But I wasn’t tired, not after what had transpired tonight. I ran my hand through my hair and leaned back against the leather seat, closing my eyes. An image of Kaylie entered my mind. She was in the same position when I left her, lying in bed with my shirt on her chest, her eyes closed as she drifted off to sleep. Her hair fanned out around her head, spilling across the pillows. In her sleep, she looked even more like an angel. So innocent and beautiful without a care in the world. My jeans suddenly felt more tight and I looked down to see that my boner still hadn’t gone down.
“I need a shower.” I sighed and shut the car engine off, stepping out into the cool garage.
After said shower, I felt refreshed and happy. Refreshed because of the hot water cleansing my body and happy because of the love Kaylie and I shared. I don’t think I had been this happy in a long time. To have the girl of my dreams, contestant or not, love me for me and not for my reputation. I knew Kaylie loved me for the right reasons. She wasn’t here for the money or to bleed my fame from me. She was here to pursue her dream, a dream that had been the same as mine. I hoped I could make hers come true.
I collapsed onto my bed, my lanky body finding its way to crawl underneath the sheets. My bed was big and I had gotten used to it being so large but now that I had someone I wanted to sleep with and cuddle, I was lonely. There was more than enough room for my angel to sleep in this bed with me, have her petite body wrap around mine, her small fingers curling against my naked chest. I remembered the floral scent of her hair, the feeling of her hands tangling themselves in my curls, hearing her whimper into my mouth as I kissed her. I stared up at the ceiling, the bed cold with no-one but me in it. This was the first night when I felt truly forlorn, with no angel with me. I placed my hand on the pillow beside me, wishing that Kaylie’s head was there. Maybe one day, she will be in this bed with me. I let my eyelids close and I fell into a melody of dreams, my angel always there with a pair of angel wings sprouting out of her back. She’s flying. My angel is flying. And so was I.
(A perfect lyric for my lovebirds, I think ;D)
Notes
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11/19/17