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~Luke's p.o.v~

When I woke up, I rolled over in bed to see if Taylor was still there but to my surprise, she wasn't. The only thing on her side of the bed was crimson red blood stains, covering my white bed sheets like a million paintball splats. I didn't care about the bed sheets though. As long as Tay was okay.

I got out of bed and rapidly put some sweatpants on and grabbed a hoodie, slipping it over my head. I wandered into the kitchen to see Taylor sitting at the table with her head in her hands. Her arms were now bandaged and cleaned up but she still had red stains on her face and neck. I noticed she was wearing my blink 182 shirt and a pair of random shorts. Her long brown hair trailed messily down her spine and her legs were shaking.

"Baby, are you okay?" I questioned as I switched the coffee maker on. She looked up at me startled and sighed.

"Yeah. I'm just a little jumpy from last night." She said in a voice just below a whisper. I kissed the top of her head and sat down on the other side of the table after passing Taylor her coffee. She thanked me and it all went quiet again.

"I'm scared Luke. To be honest." She looked at me with her blue eyes drenched with fear and pain.

"I know Tay. I'm so sorry. This is all my fault. If you hadn't met me everything would still be okay." I replied sadly as I got back up and stroked her hair. "Its all my fault. Get dressed and I'll take you home." She nodded at me and walked upstairs. I didn't want to let her go but I knew it was the right thing to do.

~Taylor's p.o.v~

It upset me how Kenzie could ever do something like this to me. Kenzie, joseph and Luke were the only people I told my secret too and now Kenzies using it to hurt me. About two years ago I tried to commit suicide several times. I hurt myself and others around me. I was put in hospital long term and soon got better. I'm now over it and I dont understand why kenzie is using it against me.

It was Monday (The first day back at school) when I walked into Luke's classroom early as I usually did so we could spend some time together before class. I sat down at my desk and chewed on my pen. I did everything I could to get his attention but he just ignored me and carried on typing away at his computer. Maybe he's just busy?

"Miss Wallis, I do not appreciate you staring at me like that." He said sternly. Miss Wallis. When the hell did he start calling me that? I sighed and got out my literature book, doodling something random in the back. I drew Luke and I in the future. With kids, a house, a pet. The perfect family. I could imagine us like that and whenever I did, it made me happy.

I felt Luke's tall shadow tower over me as I drew. I didn't mind him looking so I carried on. "Why are you drawing in your book?" I heard him ask professionally. I ignored him just like he'd done to me and drew a little puppy next to Luke on the page. "Is that us?" I nodded, not looking up at him. Suddenly, he snatched the book from the desk and ripped out the piece of paper, not noticing that I'd filled the whole book with doodles of us.

His face looked sad and regretful when he put the picture in the garbage can but carried on ripping the pages out until eventually throwing the now pageless book in the trash. My eyes were watering and I stared at him with a shocked and pained expression. "No Taylor wait" Luke began as I slammed the door to the classroom and started to walk wherever I could to get away from that jerk. I had no idea why he was acting like this but I didn't like it.

I felt something warm completely drench me as I bumped into a boy in the corridor. There was coffee all over my brand new shirt and jeans. I winced at the pain as the guy threw his shirt off and offered it to me to change in to. "Hey, sorry about that. You're Taylor right?" The guy said as he studied my features. I nodded as I took the shirt off him and changed into it then and there. I didn't care that it was in front of a total stranger in a semi busy hallway. The coffee was burning my skin.

"Yeah, how do you know me?" I asked as I wrapped my shirt in a plastic bag and put it in my locker which was beside us.

"I'm your brothers friend. You know, the one who gave you your first kiss at a truth or dare game when we all came over for your brothers birthday?" He questioned. I bit my lip nervously as I remembered that moment. My first kiss was with a dude I didn't even know properly and is 2 years older than me.

"Oh right yeah." I fake chuckled.

"alright, call me sometime?" He gave me a slip of paper and I shrugged, putting it in my back pocket as I walked away.

Suddenly, I felt a tight grip on my sore wrist pulling me towards a set of lockers. I winced in pain as the character snickered evily. "So how are you doing whore?" I heard Kenzie's voice ask me.

"You're lucky my brother was there to help you or should I say your fuckboy." Her and her friends laughed and I looked down, pulling my wrist away. I stormed off angrily and went to the only place I knew I was safe. I had to go see Joseph.

~Snowy's p.o.v~

School was beginning to get boring without Jo here. All I had to contact him was skype and we hadn't even talked over that since he left. I tried texting him but he would just ignore me and avoid my calls. Maybe he was having too much fun for a change. I grabbed my bag as as I walked out of Mr hemmings classroom.


"Snowy could i talk to you for a minute?" He asked seriously.

"What do you want Hemmo?" I questioned sighing.

"Hemmo?"

"Can you just ask me already?"

"oh right yeah. Well i dont know if you know who Taylor Wallis is but i was wondering if you could look after her for me? Like be her friend or whatever. She needs somebody and it cant be me.

"yeah course ai can hemmo. See ya. Also, just so you know. The beard doesn't suit you." I smiled as he shook his head . I left the room and went to go find Taylor. I hoped we could be friends. It would put my mind off Jo.

Notes

AAGGHHH STUPID FREAKING FILLER CHAPTER! Sorry. Hope you liked it anyway comment/vote/subscribe if you haven't already xxx