tell me a lie
rock me...
''im sorry but and cant resist you pleasee'' he shouted
''okay hurry niall will be back in an hour'' i replied
''ok we have time'' he answered
''Niall what you doing back so early'' i asked him
''ohh the fans got a bit out of control'' he replied suspiciously
''oh well thats a shame'' i looked down at the ground. my hair was a mess my lipstic smudged and my top was on back to front. louis had climbed out of the window so niall could not cath him. This was getting harder i couldnt do this no more. ''Niall i have to tell you something'' it was going to slip out of mouth. i could feel the word vomit coming up.
''sure whats up'' he said in a comforting voice. no i could not tell him. it would kill him. ''i....i...i want to go out tonight just me and you'' i couldnt bring myself to do it. i knew i was leading him on even further than i already had. what was i suppose to do. if i told niall the truth then one direction will break up. if i stop seeing niall i cannot see louis. i was a mess. ''suree hun we can go out where you thinking''. he replied.
the music was deathening and i couldnt hear anything niall was trying to say to me. he could see i couldnt hear him and didnt want to be there. ''Do you want to go?'' he asked. ''no its nice here just a bit loud'' i replied. i didnt want to go, i couldnt be alone with him. ''what?'' he didnt hear me. ''NO'' i shook my head ''JUST LOUD'' i pointed to my ear as i spoke. he took my hand and walked me down to a seat in tho corner. he put his hand up as saying wait here. i hadnt spoken to louis since our earlier incounter. i could feel my phone vibrate in my pocket so i took it out and there was a text from louis.''loubearxx:ROCK ME!!;)'' that was our secret way of communication. ''me:out with niall :/''. he did not reply after that. i could tell this was killing him but i was soo confused.
it was 7:00 am and i woke up from a really loud knock on the door. i was only in one of nialls shirts but i did not care. i walked over to the door and opened it. i stood there and wiped my eyes. i looked up to see a very excited louis. he burst past me and woke up niall. ''merrrrr'' niall replied. ''quick niall our new song has been released come to my room''. louis shouted. niall jumped up from the bed with more life than ever and put on the nearest clothes he could find. he looked at me and said ''well are you coming''.
When we were all in louis room he gave niall some music and got him to play it on his guitar. It was an upbeat song and i liked the beat. Louis held the lyrics in his hand a began to sing. ‘’we were together summer 09 wanna go back there every night’’. The lyrics were nice and we all knew there were about liam. Liam lost his virginity in summer 09 and when he started hearing the chorus he went red. Louis looked at me and sang the chorus. ‘’i want you to rock me,rock me, rock me yeah’’. I was worried that someone would notice so i got the rest of the boys to join in. Beth was in the background jamming on a air guitar bobbing her head but not in time with the beat. Me charlie and indi were clicking in time with the beat. When the song finished we were all saying how amazing the song was and the looked at who was singing which parts. I took charlie aside and asked where jodi had gone. She looked at louis and then back at me and said ''she went home something to do with boy trouble''...
''okay hurry niall will be back in an hour'' i replied
''ok we have time'' he answered
''Niall what you doing back so early'' i asked him
''ohh the fans got a bit out of control'' he replied suspiciously
''oh well thats a shame'' i looked down at the ground. my hair was a mess my lipstic smudged and my top was on back to front. louis had climbed out of the window so niall could not cath him. This was getting harder i couldnt do this no more. ''Niall i have to tell you something'' it was going to slip out of mouth. i could feel the word vomit coming up.
''sure whats up'' he said in a comforting voice. no i could not tell him. it would kill him. ''i....i...i want to go out tonight just me and you'' i couldnt bring myself to do it. i knew i was leading him on even further than i already had. what was i suppose to do. if i told niall the truth then one direction will break up. if i stop seeing niall i cannot see louis. i was a mess. ''suree hun we can go out where you thinking''. he replied.
the music was deathening and i couldnt hear anything niall was trying to say to me. he could see i couldnt hear him and didnt want to be there. ''Do you want to go?'' he asked. ''no its nice here just a bit loud'' i replied. i didnt want to go, i couldnt be alone with him. ''what?'' he didnt hear me. ''NO'' i shook my head ''JUST LOUD'' i pointed to my ear as i spoke. he took my hand and walked me down to a seat in tho corner. he put his hand up as saying wait here. i hadnt spoken to louis since our earlier incounter. i could feel my phone vibrate in my pocket so i took it out and there was a text from louis.''loubearxx:ROCK ME!!;)'' that was our secret way of communication. ''me:out with niall :/''. he did not reply after that. i could tell this was killing him but i was soo confused.
it was 7:00 am and i woke up from a really loud knock on the door. i was only in one of nialls shirts but i did not care. i walked over to the door and opened it. i stood there and wiped my eyes. i looked up to see a very excited louis. he burst past me and woke up niall. ''merrrrr'' niall replied. ''quick niall our new song has been released come to my room''. louis shouted. niall jumped up from the bed with more life than ever and put on the nearest clothes he could find. he looked at me and said ''well are you coming''.
When we were all in louis room he gave niall some music and got him to play it on his guitar. It was an upbeat song and i liked the beat. Louis held the lyrics in his hand a began to sing. ‘’we were together summer 09 wanna go back there every night’’. The lyrics were nice and we all knew there were about liam. Liam lost his virginity in summer 09 and when he started hearing the chorus he went red. Louis looked at me and sang the chorus. ‘’i want you to rock me,rock me, rock me yeah’’. I was worried that someone would notice so i got the rest of the boys to join in. Beth was in the background jamming on a air guitar bobbing her head but not in time with the beat. Me charlie and indi were clicking in time with the beat. When the song finished we were all saying how amazing the song was and the looked at who was singing which parts. I took charlie aside and asked where jodi had gone. She looked at louis and then back at me and said ''she went home something to do with boy trouble''...
10/19/13