i was panting loudly and i could feel he was too by the way his chest was moving. it was our first time and it was magical. he looked at me and smiled. i climbed out of bed and squeezed into my jeans. he looked at me and began to sing ''and you still love to squeeze in to your jeans'' i flashed him a cheeky smile and put my top back on. i walked out of his room and ran into beths.

''thanks for covering for us hun...what did you say?''
''i said that me and you went to get skinny late's'' beth said pooshly. i hoped it was believable and put my socks and uggs on. i walked over to beths mirror before leaving the room to go back to mine to see niall.

i walked into my room where i saw niall on twitcam and he called me over. ''nooo noo i look awful'' i told him. ''you dont you look gorgeous like always''. i walked over sighing and sat next to niall on the bed as soon as they saw me loads of messages came through saying how pretty i was and how much of a cute couple we were. it made me think about what i just did and how could i have done that to niall. i felt like i had killed someone and got away with it. i felt guilty and awful.

that night i was in bed with niall and he rapped his arms around my waist.however all i could think of was louis and i earlier on that day.every time he kissed me i pictured his face as louis'. did i not love niall no more.what was going on.

the next day charlies friend jodi turned up and she seemed like a really pleasant nice pretty girl.we hit it off straight away and were chatting like we had known each other forever.when the boys came in she was ecstatic but not about the boys but about louis. she ran over to him and was kissing him on the cheek and taking photos. the whole time louis was just looking at me and i felt my jelousy levels rise when she told him she loved him. but she was just another fan right? wrong!!! the whole night she did not leave louis side. she was wearing tiny shorts and kept bending over in front of him.

''jodi what you doing coming out of louis' room?'' i questioned her
''oh nothing just....urrmmm....we had amazing passionate sex lastnight''' she ran off overjoyed.
i felt tears approching my eyes but i sucked them back in and knocked on louis' door.
''louis?'' i stated.
''ohh urrmm that was jodii....which you already know...but i think i cant do this to niall'' he muttered...
i ran down the corridor in to the public toilets and didnt suck the tears in no more they flew out of my eyes and i no what louis said was right but i liked louis i liked him a lot....

Notes

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