Login with:

Facebook

Twitter

Tumblr

Google

Yahoo

Aol.

Mibba

Your info will not be visible on the site. After logging in for the first time you'll be able to choose your display name.

Fate can be funny sometimes

Mister!

Katherina’s POV

‘’What?’’ Niall stops up and looks at me with widen eyes, ‘’what did you say?’’
I sigh knowing I couldn’t go back now, ‘’they are both yours.’’
He stands still in silence, before speaking up.

‘’You robbed me from 4 years of their life and your pregnancy!’’ He cries out, staring at me’ ’I would have been there!’’

I look down knowing I might have been selfish but I did it for him all the way through.

‘’They first step, they first word!’’ he looks down on his hands, ‘’why?’’ He finally ask not looking at me.
‘’I did it for you.’’ I stare at the floor feeling the tears press on, ‘’ I didn’t want to steal your life away.’’
I stop before continuing, ‘’If you knew you wouldn’t have audition for the x factor, and then you wouldn’t be living your dream!’’

I cluntch my hands trying to calm myself, ‘’ I wanted you to be able to have a future, and I’m still holding on to that.’’

‘’How could you do that to me?’’ He ask narrowing his eyes once again when the door cracks open.

‘’Are mister and mummy fighting?’’ Leah ask hiding behind the door as I look at niall and the gentleness in his eyes returned once he gazed upon his little girl.

‘’No no, we were just speaking really loudly.’’ I coos at her not wanting her or Mason to hear the shouting, she looks halfhearted satisfied by my answer.

‘’I can’t sleep.’’ She mumbles looking down at the floor, when niall suddenly speaks up.

‘’do you want me to sing to you?’’ He asks sweetly as she nods.

He takes her up in his arms and goes into the living room, not letting her go.
‘’Look how beautiful she is,
Not even one day old,
Look how beautiful she is,
Made of love she was.’’
He sings over and over again swaying her in his arms, I stand in the door frame watching them and felt sadness roll over me.

I had robbed my kids from a dad and I had robbed Niall his voice in all this madness. Somehow with Leah in his arms while he sings to her makes it look like he adapted the daddy role right in the minute he saw her.

But I wouldn’t let my hopes too high, I had to be careful. For both me and my kids’ sake. It would be the best, soon Leah is asleep and Niall carries into her room.

I sit on the couch waiting for him when he comes.

‘’You don’t have to be a part of this, I don’t even want your money.’’ I whisper looking down on my hands.

‘’Why couldn’t you just tell me back then? Instead of now when I’m at the top of my career.’’ He snaps, I knew he loved them but he was still furious at me for keeping such a big secret from him.

‘’You had the right to know, but go ahead and leave then before my kids get too attached to you!’’ I snap back at him, tired of putting up with him.

‘’It’s my kids too.’’ He coldly replies looking away.

‘’I’ve done a pretty fucking good job raising them alone for the past 4 years, so go ahead! Get home to Holly will you!’’ I turn away.

He doesn’t say anything but just leaves, I stare at the door wishing he would come back as I curl up on the couch crying.

Niall POV

I wake up to the sound of birds, I hated those bloody creatures. I look down seeing Holly wrapped around my body, I rub the sleep out of my eyes and sigh.

I gently pushes her aside so I can get up, I haven’t taken well to the fact that I was a dad to not only one but two babies.

I didn’t even know how to react and it was pretty childish of me to just leave her like that, but her words stung.

It wasn’t like I planned to butt out of the most important years in my children life, she gave me no other choice.

I couldn’t get the thought of Leah and Masons face out of my mind, of the face Katherina pulled when I left her on the couch with her own problems.

This caused a lot of trouble I knew, with the band, tours, management and even Holly.
But again she told me I didn’t have to do anything.

I sit down on the chair in the dining room, sighing. I had a headache and it was horrible, I wasn’t even hungry as I nibble on the toast and sip my tea.

I try to call her but I only get the voice mail, I knew she was very protective of them and she wouldn’t let anyone one hurt them even if it meant shutting me out of hers and theirs life completely which actually hurt, because I just now had gotten Kat back. Even if she made me so pissed I could smash a freaking wall.

I try once again but again I’m greeted by the voice mail, ‘’Hi kat. I’m sorry. We should talk right?’’
I sigh hanging up not knowing what to do at all.

I walk aimlessly around my house while Holly still is asleep for nearly 2 hours and still not getting a call or text from her.

I had to see her even if she wasn’t going to lock me in, I had to at least try to find out what was going to happen now because honestly I had no idea.


Soon I’m running up the stairs to her flat as I knock on her door, soon she cracks it opens a little looking surprised to see me.

‘’You didn’t pick up.’’ I awkwardly state, ‘’please let me in?’’ I suggest as she sighs opening the door a little wider so I can slide in.

‘’Mister mister!’’ Leah runs over to me hugging my leg, grin lifting her up in the air, ‘’well hello to you princess.’’ She giggles as I places her down soon Mason comes running, ‘’Chef Horan!’’ He giggles as I give him a short piggy ride.

‘’Will you play with us?’’ They both ask as I eye Katherina that watches her kids with so much gentleness in her eyes.

‘’I need to speak to mommy first.’’ I reply eyeing the kitchen door leaving the two kids back in the living room.

‘’What do you want?’’ She asks when we are alone, ‘’I don’t know.’’ I honestly replies.

‘’I want you to be a part of their life, but I don’t want them to get attached if you bail out.’’ She shrugs looking down, ‘’they are already getting attached.’’ She sigh burying her face in her hands.

I was about to speak up when she hushes me,’’ Listen, you are going to have to tell your management and your girlfriend Niall.’’

‘’I want this to be done properly and in all seriousness so we all are clear on the fact you also are a father.’’

I hesitates, I wished I could keep this a secret I wasn’t ready to tell anyone yet! '

‘’I don’t know if I’m ready to tell her or anyone for that sake yet.’’ I stutter avoiding her gaze, ‘’can we keep this a secret for now?’’ I asks hopefully as her eyes softens for a moment.

‘’No I won’t do that to the kids, either you are in or out.’’ She holds on to it, ‘’there’s no way around it.''

I knew she only wanted to protect her kids, but it annoyed me. She didn’t have to risk her whole life or career! Having your life turned upside down over night isn’t easy.

‘’I think its best you leave now, and if you agree on this then you are welcome in their life.’’ She sighs following me out, ‘’either way you should tell Holly and if this takes too long for you then don’t come back. The kids wouldn’t be able to cope with it’’

She opens the door, ‘’Goodbye Niall for now.’’ She sends me one last look that made it look like she was pained when the door closes.

‘’Where’s mister?’’ I hear my children’s voice from the door as I run down the stairs.

Notes

So guys what now? Will he back out of her life or will he man up?

Comments and votes makes me so happy!<3

Comments

update
@Horanx
Carissaaa Carissaaa
9/13/13
Update please.
Love this story.
xoxo Jennifer the Dreamee
Update please!
Update pleassssseeeee!!!!!!!!!
Baby_Charms101 Baby_Charms101
7/12/13
Can you PLEASe update!!???