"Well,..."

---

"Tell." Calum groans.
"Ow, it's nothing important, just that Dean is planning another attack." He shrugs.
"Why would you tell us?" I ask.
"Why not?"
"Because you're our rival. I think you're lying."
"C'mon Lana, don't you trust me?"
"Not one single hair on my head."
I turn around and walk out of the basement.
"Lana!" Calum yells after me.
I don't listen and walk further upstairs.
"Lana!"


I walk to the kitchen.
"Hey, why aren't you listening?!"
"Can't you see that he's lying?!"
"Why would he?!"
"Because we would be worrying us sick of when they would attack and watch him less. He could escape easily."
Calum seems to think and nods his head.
"Maybe you're right, but I still want you to wear some extra weapons, just in case."
I nod my head and smile.
I walk to him and he looks and me for a second.
Then he smashes his lips onto mine and I lay my hands behind his neck.


"Now, go to bed, I'll be right there." He whispers.
I roll my eyes and walk upstairs.
I walk to Ashton's room instead of Calum's though.


"Ashtooooonnnn." I smile.
He lays on his bed and I see that he's sketching again.
"What's up?"
"Nothing, I'm just bored."
"So?"
"So, I'm going to keep you company until Calum is done with beating up Dylan."
He looks up from his paper and looks at me.
"Not in that way you pervert!" I laugh while I lay next to him.
He chuckles and I watch while he draws.
At some point I zone away and think about Calum.

I come back to life when I see Calum stand in front of me.
"I thought I told you to wait for me in the bed?" He asks.
"But I was bored!" I protest.
He sighs and holds out his hand.
"C'mon."
"No."
"No?"
"No."
"And why not?"
"Because I'm sleeping here."
"Hey, it's my bed you're talking about!" Ashton protests.
"Lana, c'mon." Calum says.
"What, jealous?" I smirk.
"Jealous that my girlfriend rather stays with another guy? No, I'm not..."
"I'm hurt." He whispers in my ear so Ashton can't hear it.
Then he leaves.
I roll my eyes.
"Drama queen." I mumble.
"What did he say?" Ashton asks.
"That he was hurt instead of jealous."
"Hurt?" Ashton lifts his eyebrows.
I nod my head.
"No way."
"I'm serious! What's so special about it?"
"Calum is never hurt, not by anyone. Mentally at least. Girl, you must be some special kinda witch to get him mentally hurt.."
I hold my breath.
"Ashton, please don't tell anyone that I just said that to you, okay?"
He nods his head.
"Sure."
"I gotta go."
I stand up and walk out.


"Calum?" I whisper while I walk into his room.
"What?" He shortly asks while he roughly throws a tee in a corner.
"You were joking, right?"
"No. No, I wasn't... Wait, I was about one thing..."
"Which one is that?"
"That I want you in my bed."
"Calum, please don't act like this..."
"Go away."
"Calum.."
"No. Just go to your own room."
"I was joking!"
"About what?!" He turns around.
He looks stressed, angry... And hurt.
"About that I wanted to sleep at Ashton's room!"
"Just go.."
"But, I do want to-"
"Go. Away."
Tears fill my eyes as I turn around and walk away.


Okay, it's... 3a.m.
I sigh.
I don't dare to go back to Calum. I don't even dare to speak to him.
Are we over? Did Calum broke up with me?


I sigh again and look at my phone.
At least I can text him. And I know if he's awake, just like me.
Maybe he calmed down already and wants me back into his bed.
Claiming that little hope, I grab my phone.

Me: Calum?

I wait for a while but don't get any reply.

Me: Are we over?
Cal <3: I don't know.
Me: Do you still want to be with me?
Cal <3: I don't know.
Me: What do you know?
Cal <3: that I'm confused.. And that I think we need some time apart...

Tears fill up my eyes as I turn my phone off.


-Calum's POV-

I already regret sending the last message.
C'mon, admit it. You're a big softie for her, a voice in my head says.
That's why I want some time apart, I argue.
You can't handle 'some time apart' because you would talk yourself crazy about what she would be doing, I can just hear it smirk.
No I wouldn't.
Yes, you would.
I wouldn't.
You're texting her right now and you only didn't see her for a few hours.
She was the one texting me.
But you texted back. You could've ignore it.
I sigh.
Fine, I am a softie.


Me: babe, wait, I can't. I need you. Please come back to my room.


She doesn't reply.


Me: baby girl, please.. I need you..
Me: I love you..
Me: if you don't reply, I'll come to your room to drag you to mine..
Me: fine. I'm coming.


I stand up and walk out in only my boxers.
I open her door and see that she's sleeping. I look at her phone and see it's turned off.
Well, that explains something.
I carefully lift up a piece op her hair and see that she cried.
Guilt washes over me. I'm such an asshole.
I don't even deserve her... And still I can't live without her.
I lay myself next to her and cuddle up to her body.
I sigh in relief and close my eyes.


Suddenly I feel a kiss placed in top of my head.
"I love you too." She whispers.
I lift up my head and place a kiss against her lips.
"I'm sorry." I whisper.
"It's okay." She replies.



-Lana's POV-

I smile when I close my eyes.


The only thing I'm sure about: Calum and me.

Notes

Soooo..

SCHOOL FUCKING BEGAN AGAIN :(.
That's why I didn't upload yet..

SCHOOL MEANS THAT IM GOING TO UPLOAD LESS.
BRUH.
I REALLY NEED TO PASS THIS YEAR BECAUSE I NEED TO BE BETTER THAN MY DAD

ANYWAY, IM HAVING P.E. TOMORROW HELP HELP HELP.
(I SUCK AT P.E.)
PLEASE SEND HELP.
ALL FOOD AND BANDMEMBERS ARE WELCOME.

R.I.P ME


until next time my friendZzzz


xx

D❤️❤️