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Fangirl

Just Another Fan

Mukeisreal96: You're kidding.
R.S: Nope. c:
Mukeisreal96: You did that?
R.S: Yes.
Mukeisreal96: By yourself.
R.S: Mhm.
Mukeisreal96: Alone.
R.S: Yeah.
Mukeisreal96: You, R.S, are fucking magical. cx
R.S: It's true, I know.
Mukeisreal96: Any chance I can get your real name yet?
R.S: Nope :)
Mukeisreal96: Whyyy? Not even your first name?
R.S: Nope. It would literally kill me if people knew who I was.
Mukeisreal96: But your fanfiction is famous. What harm would that do?
R.S: I don't know. Things would change to much.
Mukeisreal96: And change is a bad thing?
R.S: For me, big time.
Mukeisreal96: Hm.
R.S: What's yours?
Mukeisreal96: My what?
R.S: Real name.
Mukeisreal96: No, I can't tell you.
R.S: My point exactly c:
Mukeisreal96: Well you wouldn't believe me, either.
R.S: What?
Mukeisreal96: Well. I mean. Just, I have a really weird name.
R.S: Eh. My friend's name is Stazzi, so.
Mukeisreal96: Wow.
R.S: Yup. Well idk if we're friends or not.
Mukeisreal96: Explain?
R.S: She's obsessed with being emo. Like (I'm telling you this confidentially) she applauded me when she found out I cut myself. So a week or two ago, idk, I put on Unpredictable, and she called it shit and to listen to something better. I'm not sure I kind of just got pissed and told her to get out. Now her boyfriend is being bitchy with me.
Mukeisreal96: She's an idiot. For multiple reasons- 1. Unpredictable is a good song. 2. You don't fucking celebrate feeling entirely numb and hollow inside. 3. I'ma beat her boyfriend for ya. ;)
R.S: xD You'll win immediately, his main purpose in life is to sleep and mope around.
Mukeisreal96: Lol
R.S: What's your favorite 5sos song?
Mukeisreal96: SLSP.
R.S: Oh my lord.
Mukeisreal96: What?
R.S: You are such a Don't Stop.
Mukeisreal96: Oh, shut up.
R.S: ;)
Mukeisreal96: What time is it where you are?
R.S: Like 4 am.
Mukeisreal96: Do you have school tomorrow?
R.S: Nope.
Mukeisreal96: Okay cool. I have to go, sorry.
R.S: It's cool, see ya.

I turn around and look at my bed. I invision Michael all curled up in the covers. Then it fades. I crawl into my bed, still in my clothes, and fall asleep almost immediately.

- the next morning, at school, during the announcements -

"And we still haven't figured out who broke into the school, although, who did it, the punishment you get, gets worse the longer you wait." The principal says sternly. I clench my teeth together. The guilt of this thing. Just the fact that any second now, I could literally go to juvie, terrifies me. Being a fangirl, my sleep schedule is ALREADY very fucked up, this is just making it worse. Mental sigh. I want 5SOS.

CALUM'S POINT OF VIEW

"Hey, Mike?" I ask from the kitchen.

"What." I hear back.

"Where's the vegemite?" I ask, very irritated. He uses to much, we keep running out!

"...Um. I ate it." I hear him yell back.

"Michael!"

"I'm sorry!" He yells.

"Liar." I mumble, just as Luke walks through the door. He probably just woke up, he's only in boxers and a shirt.

"Who's a liar?" He asks, fixing his quiff in the mirror.

"Michael says he's sorry for eating all the vegemite." I roll my eyes, and take out a box of cereal from the wooden cabinet.

Luke makes a 'pfft' noise, "Liar." The computer bings, and Luke immediately dashes over to it, and just very un-gracefully swoops into the chair. I raise an eyebrow, as does Michael.

"What're you doing?" Mike asks from the couch.

"I got a message."He mutters back.

"On the computer?" I question.

"Yeah on the fanfiction website." He explains, going through his messages. I look over his shoulder.

"Damn, Luke, who the hell have you been talking to on here?! You've literally had an entire lifetime of conversations with her." I say, trying to quickly read them, but he's scrolling to fast.

"Just. Someone." He says, and smiles at the message he just got.

Worst. Day. Ever.

He starts typing back.

"Oh? And who's someone?" Michael asks.

"Just.. A-A person." He stutters.

"Luke, who? We won't judge." I shrug. He sighs and turns in his wheely chair to look at us.

"I've been talking to R.S." He says simply. Michael starts laughing super hard, and throws his head back.

"Mate, don't be a stalker." I laugh.

"Okay, one; so much for not judging guys, thanks. And two; I'm not being a stalker. We're just talking."

"Twenty-four seven?" Michael laughs.

"Seriously, we know you like her fan fictions, but this creepy-"

"It's not just her fan fictions." Luke says defensively, "It's the way she writes. The way she tells a story."

"Dude, everyone can tell a story." I roll my eyes.

"Not like she does. It's like, she carefully chooses her words. She strings them together perfectly, to make a powerful scene, or one that will make you question everything you've been doing wrong. Her writing is way different than the other on here." He says.

"Why don't you meet her in PERSON, then." Michael laughs.

"She lives in America." Luke says to him, trying to ignore his laughing.

"So? Take a plane, we have the money." I shrug.

"I just.." He huffs, "I don't want me being... Well you know, a person she's been obsessing over for a year and she thinks doesn't notice her, to change everything."

"Dude. Isn't that everyone's dream though? To find out a celebrity has been talking to them and wants to be FRIENDS with them?" I ask.

"Or, more than friends." Michael smiles.

Luke rolls his eyes, "She isn't like that."

"Like what?" I ask.

"You know. She doesn't just throw herself at everyone. I told her I'm a guy, she doesn't care."

"Well we weren't saying she throws-"

"I know. It's just. That's all we get, you know? Girls doing whatever they can to date us, and it's exhausting. If she figured out who I was.. That would just ruin everything."

"But what about the pic you posted?"

"She was having a bad day. I just asked what would make her feel better and she said a selfie of me, so I posted one. No biggie."

"Yeah, with the caption, for you." Michael giggles.

He rolls his eyes, "I just told her it was a coincidence."

"Do you like her?" Ashton asks, walking into the room.

"Hm?" Luke asks.

"You guys are asking stupid questions, the real question is, do you like her." He says to us.

"Well. I dunno. I think I do." Luke says, looking at Michael, making sure he won't laugh again.

"Do you think she likes you too?" I ask him.

"Probably not. I mean. Me, yes. But she doesn't know I'm ME, so probably no."

"Okay, but you ARE you, so if she likes Luke Hemmings you, then she probably likes you, you. Unless she only likes Luke Hemmings you for your looks." Michael says.

"Well she likes all of us." Luke mumbles.Michael starts laughing again. "Actually, no, she doesn't like like Ashton."

"Wow, I feel great." Ashton throws his hands in the air, "But she likes the REST of you guys?"

"Mhm. She likes Calum, but for lanes she says she's like, in between Mike and I." He laughs.

"Pick one lady." I mumble under my breath.

He turns to me. "She doesn't have to." He snaps.

"Okay, Luke, I just meant like,-"

"No, Calum. She doesn't have to pick one of us, because she doesn't know we're us. Okay? In her eyes, I'm just another fan. So there's nothing to pick from." He says seriously, and turns back to his laptop. I push my lips in my mouth and widen my eyes and Michael. He shrugs in response to me. Ashton just looks sadly at Luke, like he feels bad for him or something.

"Okay. Well. I'm going to go on a walk." I say.

"Have fun." Luke huffs. Michael follows me, probably scared of Luke right now.

RILEY'S POINT OF VIEW

Mukeisreal96: Aw, how come? :(
R.S: Well. I kinda did something bad, and now they're probably going to find out it was me..
Mukeisreal96: At school?
R.S: Mhm.
Mukeisreal96: Uh oh.
R.S: Uh oh indeed. :p
Mukeisreal96: I have a question.
R.S: Okay.
Mukeisreal96: Let's say, Luke Hemmings was reading your fan fictions.
R.S: Okay, liking this already.
Mukeisreal96: :) anyway so he has a crush on you and everything. If he wanted to meet you, would you still like all of 5sos or would you pick one of them?
R.S: Hm. Well I mean, being a realistic fan, I don't actually know Luke when he's not on camera, so I don't know. I'd probably pick one eventually. Can't say it would be Luke though.
Mukeisreal96: Oh.
R.S: I mean, I LOOOVVE Luke. Like a lot. Like, more than my own fucked up life, or more than my own parents for that matter, but like I said, I dunno him, so.
Mukeisreal96: Hm.
R.S: Who's your favorite?
Mukeisreal96: Oh. Uh. All of them, I guess.
R.S: That makes your life way easier cx
Mukeisreal96: lol

"Riley, get off your laptop and come help Mom set the table." Jason says, then slams the door shut. I sigh, and get up. I shut my computer, and look out the window, just in case. Nope. Never. Because I'm just another useless fan.

Notes

Shit is about to go down.

Hints: Michael.

xx
-BeautifulHood

P.S. Sorry if this one stinked, it was written on two different days since I fell asleep writing it. And it's leading into other stuff.

Comments

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