Fangirl

"I like your new hair." Ashton smiles, sitting himself next to me. I've been back with the band for a day and a night, and can still barely walk after last night, if you know what I mean.

"Thanks." I smile.

"Do you want to go to wake up Luke and come to breakfast with all of us?" He asks, "We'll pay."

"No I'm good, I think I'll stay here." I shrug.

"You always do." He laughs, standing up.

"That's because I like it here." I smile some more. Within five minutes, everyone besides Luke and I are out of the house. While I wait for Luke to wake up, I check the fan fiction website, and get butterflies at all the people wanting me to update more. I guess actually being with Luke has improved how I write about him, and that million people has turned into a lot more. I just never know when to update anymore, when I'm not seeing or talking to Luke I'm hanging out with Cole or looking for a job, and since I still have a really weird sleep schedule I don't have much daylight and inspiration for what to write about. Conflict is hard to come up with now too, because the big part where the characters find out or fight about it has to happen like, three to five chapters away from the first sign of it, and I've already done so many different types of conflict. Ugh, forever writer's blocked.

"Love," Luke says in a tired, raspy voice, sitting next to me and radiating the heat from getting out of bed, "Do you have any idea how disappointing it is to not see girlfriend right when you wake up?"

"I'm sorryyy." I frown.

"No it's okay." He smiles, and looks at my phone, "What're you doing?"

"Thinking about fan fiction."

"Oh yeah, you haven't updated anything in like ten days, and it's bothering me." Luke chuckles, resting his cheek on my shoulder.

"I just don't know what to write about anymore." I say, shrugging one shoulder so I don't disturb Luke.

"Write about us." He suggests. "Write about you. Call it Fangirl."

"You would be okay with that?" I ask.

"Sure, it'd be a nice thing to read in fifty years." He laughs.

"Okay." I smile.

Later in the day, the guys go to the studio, but since we're still considered fans we have to stay in the house and mourn the death of the thought we'd get to hear their next album first.

Luke's POV---

"Alright, we got Hey Everybody, She's Kinda Hot, Permanent Vacation, and Money, does anyone else have a song already written or should we work on the song with the girl and the wolf?" Michael asks.

"Dude maybe we should actually name that one." I laugh.

"No not yet, we have to wait until it's finished."

"Okay, well I don't have anything." I shrug. "Calum and I are still working on Fly Away."

"Okay, what about you Ash?"

"I think I have something, but it's not ready." Ashton says. I check my phone, hoping for something from Riley, but I see nothing. "We should get food, I'm hungry."

"We already got pizza?" Calum says.

"Yeah but I think I want tacos more."

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