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Fangirl

Tell Her You Love Her

I cross my arms, looking very unconvinced. I look between the girl sitting in front of me, and Jason.

"Engaged." I say again. "You two?"

"Mhm." Jason nods, and squeezing the girl next to him's hand.

"How did you get a girlfriend?" I snort. Okay I've been pretty bitchy lately. Luke withdrawals, you know.

"We met at Game Stop a few days after you left." He explains. Oh, of course. That's the only place Jason ever is besides the toilet.

"I was working there and he came in wanting to exchange a controller for a game, and then we got into this huge fight." The girl smiles. Gee. True love. "Oh, I'm Lindsay by the way."

"Riley." I reply.

"Pretty." She smiles.

Luke's POV---

Midnight. It's fucking midnight. It's officially been exactly six months since Riley left me- I mean, the tour. Fuck, I want to see her so much. Or talk to her. Even texting her would be perfect for me, but I don't exactly know what to say. Things didn't end like we thought they would with us. We assumed it'd go down with us being sad but getting over it, and saying bye and hugging. Instead, it went down something like this...

* 6 Months Ago *

Max, Michael, and Ashton go running towards the entrance to say bye to each other, and god knows where Calum wandered off to. I turn away from watching them and look at Riley, who looks like she's about to start crying.

"Hey, hey don't cry." I say quietly, and hug her. She smells like strawberries.

Riley sniffs, and holds me tighter. "You know I'll probably never see you again." Of course I know that. It's the only thing that's been on my mind for a week.

"We might.." I trail off, because I know it's probably not true. Tell her you love her. God damn it, Luke! Tell her you love her! She pulls away from me with her eyes wet, and smiles.

"Well um. See you."

"See ya." I smile. TELL HER YOU LOVE HER DAMN IT! Riley just looks at me like she's waiting for something, but before I can ask what it is, Max runs over, quickly says bye to me, takes Riley's hand, and pulls her past security. Riley's looking at me the entire time Max puts their things in bins, almost like she's imagining something else happen, not the sad bland situation here.

"Okay, let's go Riley," I hear Max tell her, grabbing their luggage, but Riley hardly hears her.

"I- have to do something." I see her whisper.

"What? There's nothing else to do, come on, plane." Max says.

"N-No I have to do this." She says, and starts dodging people to get back over to where I am. My heart skips like, six beats.

"Riley, what the hell?" Max yells.

The security holds Riley back while she moves around like a puppy trying to get out of someone's arms.

"Let me go- I have to talk to Luke!" She yells. I hardly see her yell, this is weird.. But also kinda awesome. I look back at Michael, who seems as confused as I am. "Stop it, get off me, I'm eighteen I'm not a kid!" She protests. I walk up to the security guard and smile.

"Hi uh, I'm sorry, I forgot to give her her um.. Passport, can you give us a minute please?" The man rolls his eyes and drops her on the floor. I'm about to help her up (although I'd rather punch the idiot in the face) when she just quickly stands up herself. "Hey what's-"

"Luke." She says quietly.

"Y-"

"Sh." She tugs me closer to her by my shirt, and presses her warm, soft lips into mine. Is this actually happening? Is she really kissing me? Is The Riley Smart actually kissing me? Oh my god this is everything I've ever wanted and it's somehow better than I thought it'd be. She bites my lip slowly, and it takes everything I have to not moan in front of everyone
here. She (very slowly if I may add) pulls away. "I- Sorry."

"Y-You're.. Perfect." I breathe.

She smiles, showing her perfect white teeth, "So are you."

"Not as perfect as you, trust me." I
bite my lip.

"That's debatable."

"Riley, come on!" Max yells, grabbing her arm through the security. Riley kisses me one more time, and it feels like hours until her lips are ripped from mine. Not because it felt like eternity, just because I did everything to savor it. Within seconds Riley's gone, and Ashton is next to me, asking me what just happened.

And we haven't spoken since then. What would we even say to each other, we're both very awkward people who never know what to say to each other. So now, like I said, it's midnight, and I'm trying to figure out what the fuck to say to her.

From: Me
To: Riley<333
hai riley, i know it's been forever

I shake my head and delete the text.

From: Me
To: Riley<333
okay i've rewritten this text for 6 months, and i'll just give you a summary, because there really are millions of versions: i miss you, a lot, like more than a lot i miss you more than anything ever, and i'm too scared to text you because i don't know where we stand after the kiss at the airport, which blew my entire mind, by the way, and i wanted to tell you so much but i'm afraid after everything you've learned about me you might still love Luke Hemmings but you might not love me, but i have to just say it so i love you i love you more than my entire life, i

I huff and delete it, then huff and shove my face into the pillow.


Notes

im so fucking tired right now :(( sorry if this chapter was bland and bleh i'm just so ded today. you get the idea of the chapter rite doh cx

baii

xx
-rooftopsinning

*un-casual self promo*
my instagram is lil.emo.potato :)

Comments

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