Fangirl

Okay, I'll admit, Max isn't that bad. She stays up just as late as I do, so I don't need to worry about her telling my mom I stay until like four in the morning every night. It turns out she's super adventurous, too. She'll leave out the window at night, and come back in the morning. I'll ask her where she was but she just starts giggling, or she shrugs, and falls onto her bed to sleep. This was one of those nights.

She climbs back into the window, just as I'm about to get off of my computer. I turn in my chair to face her.

"Where were you?" I ask, like I do every night. "You shouldn't be leaving when it's dark out." I say in a stern voice.

She laughs, "Sorry mum." She rolls her eyes.

"You better be." I smile, "No but seriously, where do you go? Like. You just moved to this part of town, you don't really know anywhere." I shrug.

"I'm extremely street smart." She answers simply, kicking off her converse. That doesn't answer my question. I mumble an okay, and shut my computer. I think she can tell how bummed I am she won't tell me, because she sighs, staring at the ceiling, lying on her bed. "I went to a club." She says to me.

"Seriously? How did you get in?"

"Fake ID? Duh?" She says, like I should know already.

"Oh. Wow. What would someone your age even do there?" I ask.

"Well, everyone there thinks I'm twenty one, so basically everything everyone else does." She shrugs.

My mind flashes to everything I write about when a character goes to a club. Is that what it's really like at one? "Everything?" I question.

"Yes." She says.

"Like..."

"Like drinking, like grinding on strangers, like heated make outs with other strangers, like puking in the bushes." She smiles at ceiling. I raise my eyebrows.

"When did you even start with all that stuff?" I say, not meaning for it to be outloud. She doesn't seem offended.

"Right when I turned fifteen. But I've been doing worse things than that for a long time." She shrugs.

"Really?" I raise my eyebrows again, "Like what?"

"You know. Graffiti and shit. Drugs. Other stuff I probably shouldn't tell you about." She smiles. Wow. That's so weird. I've never seen someone like her. Being all rebellious and feirce with life, doing things she knows she shouldn't, but also being creative and only liking art.

"Oh." I say simply, and turn off the lamp. I crawl into my bed. When I know she's sleeping, I sit up a little, to look out the window. No Calum. I huff, and lye back down, imagining Luke lying beside me. I imagine him pulling me into him, wrapping his arms around my stomach- I even hug myself just to create the feeling. I imagine what it's like to feel his breath on the back of my neck. How badly I want him is stupid. I'm never going to have him, hell, I'm probably never even going to meet him. I shut my eyes, and invision this amazing daydream.

Mikey's walking into my room, "Hey beautiful." He'd say.

"Hi." I would grin, giving him a soft kiss. I try to imagine the rest of it, but I can't. I feel to weirded out that Max is in here. It's as if she can read my mind, and knows what I'm thinking about. I sigh, and roll over. I pretend Luke's behind me, kissing my neck, but when Max's groans I immediately stop, and hide myself under the covers. I fall asleep pretty quickly.

LUKE'S POINT OF VIEW

"So we had eighty six calls from people with the intials R.S." Jerry says to me over the phone.

"Okay, who?" I ask, way to eager.

"There was Riley Sanchez, Roma Sally, Raz Sore, Rome Samora, Riley Smart, and Roxy Sar." He says.

"Only six?" I ask.

"They called in a lot." He chuckles.

"Okay, well, I'll get back to you."

"Okay." He hangs up.

Mukeisreal96: are you awake?

Nothing. Poo. It takes about ten minutes before I get a response.

R.S: Am now.
Mukeisreal96: Sorry.
R.S: It's okay, what's up?
Mukeisreal96: Since you don't want me guessing your first name, can I guess your last?
R.S: Lol, I guess.
Mukeisreal96: Sanchez?
R.S: No.
Mukeisreal96: Sally?
R.S: No.
Mukeisreal96: Sore?
R.S: No, lmao.
Mukeisreal96: Samora?
R.S: Nope.
Mukeisreal96: Smart?
R.S: Oh wow, er, yeah cx
Mukeisreal96: Oh.. Wait.. Seriously?
R.S: Mhm. Congratulations. I'm going to sleep now, okay? xD
Mukeisreal96: Okay, goodnight.
R.S: Night.

I HAVE FOUND MY DREAM GIRL. Now to meet her.

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