"So should we start planning this wedding." Harry chirps as I help in the front door of his house.
"Um I don't know we have all the time in the world really." I put his suitcase in his room, "Are you ok?" he asks me as I start to unpack it and put his clothes in his laundry from the hospital.

"Yea all good." I smile. He reaches his arms out and I hug him, "not having second thoughts are you?" He whispers and I shake my head. "Course not." I peck his lips .

"Hey I gotta go." He lets me go, "where you going?" I ask him. "To Liam's see if maybe I can make a music career." He smirks. "Ok come to mine later." I pick up my handbag and brush past him. "Kiss" he puckers his lips.

"What that's it." He says as I leave him after a peck on the cheek.

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"So your not going to convince me out of it?" I ask my mum at the table
"Honey, yes you are young but if it's what you want, and if it makes you happy then yes I support you and Harry getting married." Nice a reaction I thought I would get it.

"You are happy yea?"

I nod my head.


"CONGRATULATIONS!" Perrie yells and hugs me. "What about you, made a decision?" I ask sitting down carefully on her couch.

"I'm gonna do it." She beams with a smile. "Really?"

"Yea, I mean it's once in a lifetime opportunity. I can't pass it up." She continues to smile. "Thats' awesome babe." El hugs her. "And Zayn?" I question.

"He totally supports me, and where gonna try and make it work." We all smile in aw for her.



"I have to leave the night of your engagement party though". She pouts, "That's ok as long as your there for it." I pat her head.


"Hey is Soph coming?" I ask while eating some chips.

"Umm dunno she was supposed to, but don't know where she got to." Perrie shrugs her shoulders.

We continue eating junk. "Guys check it out." I take Perrie's can of coke and rest it on my stomach and they all laugh.

"OUCH!" I sit up and hold my stomach. "What's wrong?" Perrie and El come to my side.

"Ahh I dunno," I wince in pain. "Should I call Harry." El says standing but I grab her arm "no it's ok."

I hold my stomach and don't know this pain. Then I smile and cry a little. "Are you ok love. Are you sure we can't call him or a doctor."

A few tears slid down my cheek. "The baby is kicking." I smile ear to ear.

The girl yell in excitement and place their hands on my belly. "Wow that's so amazing."El comments.

"Imagine when they start to walk." Perrie says but puts her palm on her forehead. "Crap sorry." She apologises. "It's ok" I rest my head back of the couch as the kicking has stopped.

"Sorry Bridget." Perrie apologises again. "Pez it's cool." I smile. Perrie stands up and answers her knocking door.

"Sophia honey what's wrong?" El and I look to Perrie who brings a distraught Sophia in.


"My sister." She sobs. "She lost the baby."

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I knock on the door. "Can I come in?" I ask Zoe who is sitting upright on the hospital bed.
"Bridget hi" she wipes a tear. "I can come back."

"NO all good, please come in." I make my way and sit on the chair.

"I'm really sorry Zoe." I don't know what else I can say. "These things happen I guess." A few tears spill.

"I am so sorry, I mean you were looking forward to this so much, and you and Fred were going to be amazing parents." I say.

Then her husband comes in the room. "I'll let you guys have some time." I stand up. "Sorry for your loss." I say to him and leave them to it.



I sit on the chair outside Zoe's room to catch my breath a bit, being pregnant takes so much out of you.

"Liam, dropped everything to be here with Sophia." Harry appears and takes a seat next to me. He grabs hold of my hand. "Yea understandable."

I take his hand and place it on my belly. "IS that" He looks at me then back at my stomach where his hand is. I nod in excitement.

"Wow seems like we have a centre midfielder in there." He laughs. "Or it's been around Niall to much and is an Irish dancer." I smirk and he laughs.





I wake up thank god it's Saturday today. Last night was another sleepless night from kicking and my mind constantly thinking.
I get up and have a shower, but there's no hot water.


"WHERE'S THE WATER " I yell out from the bathroom. I hear my mum yell out but don't know what she is saying.

So I go to the kitchen. "Dad what are you doing" I ask as the kitchen is a mess with tools everywhere . "Fixing the pipes" He goes back under the sink and I roll my eyes so no shower this morning so I quickly change. http://data.whicdn.com/images/72211317/large.jpg

"I'll see you later." I wave to my mum "good luck honey."




I sit here on the park bench and wait for Harry. I see him walking and I stand and run careful as I can and wrap my arms around him and kiss him. "Wow good to see you too." He smiles and kisses my cheek making me blush.

"So what's up?" He asks me and I smile.

"Ok first off, I wanna apologise properly. You are right" He searches my eyes not knowing where I am going with this.
"I haven't included you in anything really. I guess I thought if I made decisions by myself I wouldn't have to question them" I say referring to our baby.

"Yea." Harry looks confused.


I take a deep breath. "But seeing Zoe, in the hospital" I can't help by shed a tear for her and her loss. "It's not fair what she is going through. It's made me realise that with you by my side." I see a smile creep on his face.

"We can do this Harry. I want to do this. I want to keep the baby and raise it with you." I smile he grabs both sides of my face. "Are you sure this is what you want" HE asks me as our foreheads press against each others and I nod with happiness.

He kisses me slowly and passionately. "Were gonna do this" He shouts and picks me up gently and spins me around carefully. He bends down "Hey little tadpole." Interesting nickname "I'm your dad." He rubs my stomach.


"I guess this is perfect timing then" Harry gets something from his pocket.

"This was my mum's mum ring." http://indulgy.com/post/OCs6EExTM1/old-fashioned-cushion-cut-ring

"Now its yours." He moves the little key ring ring I had on and slides on this beautiful ring.

"Harry I can't take this." I say. "Yes you can, it's yours now. Unless you've changed your mind." I gulp down. I am so happy in this moment I don't want to ruin anything I am so sure I can have and raise this baby with him but marriage is a different ball game.

I smile and accept the ring as I don't want to ruin this amazing moment with Harry.

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