NEIGHBOURS

Ever feel like the sun shouldn't be shining, or the world should just stop spinning? I am feeling this all now. I can't believe that Harry did this to me he said he would NEVER. I guess never didn't last as long as I thought. I don't care if he is confused or conflicted about the situation it gives him no right.


Am I not good enough for him, why did he do this, does or did he love me. I am not worth that much, was it his way of getting out of this pregnancy situation.

I lay here alone in my bed where Harry and I had so many amazing times and cry. My phone hasn't stopped ringing but I just ignore it. How am I supposed to go on, do I want to I mean I am carrying our child, this whole situation is so messed up.


I need to make an appointment with a clinic so I know my options. So I google some clinics in the area and I make the appointment.

I go into my kitchen and make myself some tea. I go through everything in my mind yet again I can't turn off these feelings I wish I could I don't need any of this now.


My eyes flutter open as the morning sun creeps through this brisk donny morning.
"Bridget?"I hear my name. "Bridget." Again I'm half a sleep still but then my eyes widen.


"HARRY GET OUT OF HERE" Who does he think he is climbing through my window early on a Sunday morning.

"Please let me explain. I love you please." He begs.

"NO Harry I'm tired. Get out." I stand up and push him out my door.

"I'm staying behind your door, until you talk to me again." He says, so I slide down my door I don't wanna hear him speak but at the same time I do.

"Go away Harry." I say with tears. "I can't do that." Man his stubborn.

"Harry you ran away and didn't hold me in my darkest hours. Please go." I whisper.

"No." I take a deep breath and cry, but not enough he can hear me.

"You should have just told me you don't want this, you could have been honest I wouldn't have been mad at you. But you cheated Harry, you thought I'd be mad so you left the easy way." I assert myself.

"What no. Bridget if I could go back to that night. I wouldn't have left you, I would of held you and told you I will be with you through it all." He says.

Do I believe him?

"But you can't go back Harry. What you did is done and you can't go back or fix it." A tear sheds down my left cheek. "You need to leave me alone."

I can hear shuffling from the other side and I cry a bit harder.I stand up and open my door and his not there. I can hear a car being started so I run outside.


"HARRY. WAIT NO" I call for him.


But I'm too late, his driven off again.

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