Priceless

The next day Harry had taken the liberty to getting me a ticket to get me back home sending one of his private body guards with me in case my dad didn't behave himself.

"Call me when you get there Jessie please" Harry said to me his eyes showing worry in them

"I will Harry I promise" He nodded and stepped aside as the others made there way to me

Louis came next he wrapped me in the biggest hug ever holding me tightly as I did the same to him before he released me he kissed my temple and whispered in my ear.

"Be careful love"

"I will I promise"

He smiled and walked over next to Harry so that Niall and Liam could say goodbye to me

Niall grabbed me up and spun me around making me laugh slightly as he put me down and hugged me and smiled into my cheek

"You going to come back so I can cook for you some more right cause you need to be fed I do have you on a schedule"

I laughed at him and responded

"What am I an animal now?"

"Maybe" he snorted and ran off before I could smack him in the head

Liam came over his face drawn with worry and a hint of something else I couldn't put my finger on

"Bye Li I'll be back you know I will"

he didn't say anything just hugged me tightly pulling me more into his chest then Louis had I could smell his man perfume on him, I always teased him and asked if he had his man perfume on before he went on stage.

"Come back to me Jess I have something to talk to you about when you come back anyway"

I looked at him curiously and shook my head ok as he stepped back next to Niall all four of them looking at me as I gave the lady my ticket so it could be scanned and headed into the plane I turned around to see them all still there waving goodbye.

*Next day*

I'd arrived really late back home and decided i'd go in the morning to the hospital dad had given me Autumn's room information and had told me her parents were recovering ok.

Apart of me was already preparing for the worst when the other half said no its too soon, as I brushed my hair out I thought of all the times Autumn had saved my life.

The first time Autumn had caught me cutting was at school in the girl's restroom during lunch my usual place to hang during that time, she had come in to find me after not seeing me in the lunch room only to discover blood running down my hand and onto the floor in front of me.

From then on she made it her mission to save my life over and over and over again and I never knew how to repay her for that

I quickly grabbed my biker jacket and walked out of my hotel room Harry had arranged for me to stay in along with the body guard who was only gonna be there just in case we headed to the hospital where my best friend was every min I got even more scared.

When I arrived and had walked out of the elevator to the floor she was on I asked the nurse where room 394 was, pointing it out to me hurriedly while she was running down the hall I bite my bottom lip and told the body guard to stay there while I went into her room.

The first thing that hit me was the smell of the room so sterile it made me sick then the sound of machines beeping and pumping keeping my dear friend alive for however long it could, a tear formed seeing her lay there not moving a muscle her smile that she had on her face all the time the one that could make a dark room warm was now gone her face looked paler then I remembered.

"Oh Autumn"

I said barely above a whisper as I took her still hand into mine, her face had cuts and bruises on it god only knows the extent of her injuries but due to me not being family I was not allowed to know

I scooted the chair next to her bed and took her hand again sitting there I cried for a moment before I spoke up talking to my Best Friend like she was there and able to respond

"I remember the first time you talked to me, in Chemistry class you asked if you could sit next to me even though there was still 6 seats elsewhere available, we use to get in trouble in that class for talking so much you always managed to get me to smile with your bubbly personality you were the only one who understood me the one person who could look at me and know what I was thinking.

You have saved my life so many times Autumn I lost track and any time I tried to take my life your face popped into mind and I knew I couldn't just leave you...when you got mad at me and stopped talking to me for 4 months I was lost without you, I never told you though because of my stubbornness but my depression just about took me over in that short period.

You always came home with me and spent a few hours talking to me and gossiping and being you, you were the one who could make all my pain go away with just a few words...."

I stopped and began to cry a little harder my tears flowing freely down my cheeks now as I squeezed her hand

"Autumn you can't leave me now please your my sister my best friend without you my world would be a little less alive please you gotta fight for me I love you.......Please stay with me Autumn"

Notes

Hey guy's soooo yea here's another update and do you think Autumn will Live or won't??? gotta keep up if you wanna know...

As always Love's stay Beautiful

Hazza'sgoodbye xoxoxoxxoxxoxoxox