Love you goodbye

You know that saying when life gives you lemons make lemonade? Well i don't understand it, I never have. Lemons our a sour right and bitter, so how do you make life sweet out of such a bitter past. Life has always been a struggle for me I was 4 years old when my dad left me and my mum for another woman, my mum never was the same always hateful and telling me men were all the same so I grew up to hate men everyone of them I never cared if they were nice or not.What was the point of giving your heart if they turned around and shattered it into a million pieces? I laid there in my bed thinking this every morning trying to wake myself up after a long night and little sleep i barely was able to keep my eyes open let alone move. Groaning to myself I sat up and looked around with eyes half open the sun shining into my room greeting me for a new day, "Come on Gracie get your self up money doesn't grow on tree's now does it" I told myself mumbling as my feet carry me to my bathroom to prepare for the new day ahead of me. I was born Emily Grace Knight but everyone just calls me Gracie for short how its shorter i will never know.My mum past away two years ago and since my dad didn't want anything to do with me I was on my own, the money that was given to me by my mum went to the bills i had after she left the house that was made for a family of three was just too much for me to do so i had gotten a small one bedroom apartment big enough for me that was plenty of work for me considering I had two jobs plus my college schedule was full too. *sighs loudly while getting out of the shower* Going to the mirror in my bathroom i look at the girl staring back at me, this girl couldn't have been me she looked so tired and weak so pale. Touching my cheeks i examined myself and sighed to myself, why does everyone call me beautiful when i look like this?" Shaking my head i began to brush my hair and get ready for the day ahead me. "Wonder if anything interesting will happen today or not"

Notes

Hey guys sorry its short but just wanted to give you guys an introduction to Gracie and her thinking! I'll put more chapters up as I go be Patient with me and please comment if you have suggestion's thank you for everyone who reads this book! STAY BEAUTIFUL LOVE!!!!