Melaina’s p.o.v. I woke up to the sun seeping in through the curtains. I looked up to see Liam still sleeping and I was wrapped in his arms, I wondered how it happened until I remembered my dream. I shuttered at the thought, and then slipped from Liam's tight grip, the warm bed, and down the stairs to find Harry and Sydney downstairs already making breakfast. I looked at Sydney and she had a worried look on her face "are you having dreams again?" I was shocked by the question, had they heard my screams. I stuttered, "Y-y-yes" next thing I knew Sydney's arms were wrapped around me, I hugged back. "Should I call your mom, so she can find a doctor out here?" "No" I said sharply, I couldn't stand people babying me and yes I had to go to the doctors for everything they told me I had extreme depression issue and gave me anti-depressants and sleeping pills. But once I was on the anti-depressants everything got worse, I felt worthless. Every time I looked in the mirror, and everything rushed in my head fat, ugly, worthless etc. I started starving myself, never coming out of my room; I lay in bed and didn’t want to do anything. They put me on them after the third accident. I cried myself to sleep every day, I couldn't face the world, I didn't even get up to go to school, so I started homeschool so I didn’t have to leave my room. I lost contact with the whole world I never charged my phone I left it lay ignoring everybody in the world at the point, I didn't care who you were, and I didn't want to talk. I couldn't take it anymore, so I attempted suicide, but Sydney was surprising me and coming over the day I tried to overdose. She called the ambulance when I passed out; I woke in the hospital with Arianna, Sydney, and my mom and dad surrounding me. But he wasn't there, the one person I missed the most. Harry pulled me out of my thoughts by putting a plate of pancakes in my face, I kindly said “thank you", and started eating Liam came in right after Sydney and my conversation. He smiled at me; I gave shy smile and continued eating. After everyone was done, we decided what we were going to do today, and decided to stay in and watch a movie I was looking through the boys' DVD’s when I found Titanic, one of my favorite love movies, so I put it in and went and sat down next to Liam. Liam's p.o.v. I woke in my bed, and Melaina was gone I figured she went downstairs. I started smelling food, so I stretched and dragged myself out of bed and down the stairs I stopped as I heard Sydney and Melaina talking. "Are you having dreams again?" "Y-y-yes" Melaina said sacredly. "Do you want me to call your mom so she can find a doctor here?" I was so confused as to, why she asked that, had it happened before, why would she need a doctor, and what does a doctor have to do with it? I was so confused, but I walked into the kitchen and started eating. Then we all decided to stay in and watch a movie, Melaina picked it out then came and sat next to me, I was curious as to what she picked out, then the name flashed across the screen "Titanic". We were about 2 and half hours into it, and Sydney and Harry had fallen asleep on the couch. Melaina pulled me out of my thoughts by saying, "This is my favorite part and one of my favorite quotes, it always makes me cry" she said with tears welling in her eyes. It was the part when Rose jumps back on the boat to be with Jack, and he asks her why she would do that and tells her it was stupid and starts kissing her, but she pulls away breathless "You jump, I jump right?" I looked over at Melaina and a tear was rolling down her face. I took my thumb and wiped her cheeks "Thanks" she said "Uh, not to be rude, but why does that part make you cry?", I asked " Well I guess it's that a love could be so strong that they'd die just to be with each other, like when Jack lets Rose have the door to float on, even though he knows he'll most likely die, but to know she'll make it out safe and have children and be happy even if it’s not with him." she was looking directly into my eyes waiting for a reply "I guess I never thought about it that way." wow she really thought things in depth, I always thought it as she just loved him not that their love was that strong is why she did it. This girl really thought things through. “Liam, I think I'm ready to tell you about the second accident." I was taken by surprise, but looked her straight in the eyes "I'm listening." Melaina's p.o.v. "Liam, I think I'm ready to tell you about the second accident." he looked me straight in the eyes "I'm listening" he replied. So I told him everything about how my baby cousin had got sick and how I felt like I was supposed to take care of her and stuff. I didn't cry this time; there were no more tears to cry about it. "Melaina," he said "how did you deal with all this stuff?" "I'm not really sure but I don't want to do it again." he kissed my forehead "Let's go to bed." For some reason I didn't want him to stop, I wanted his lips to meet mine.