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I have one glass and I felt myself light headed, so I went on drinking water. Naill had two glasses. The pizza he choose was wonderful. It was just big enough for us two.
The tiramisu was good but we were so full, we asked if we could get it with us.
We talked about everything. About my DJ carrier and about his carries. Though for the future. Just a nice talk between friends. I know I flirted between the lines a bit. Naill tried really hard. It was funny sometimes. But he did win with his charm.

The waiter asked us if we had enough and if we don’t mind to leave because it was really closing time now.
“You can take the tiramisu but I take the wine.” Niall suggested.
“Dessert for breakfast tomorrow.” I smiled.
Naill helped me with my jacket and we walked outside. It was very quiet on the street.
“Let me get into a cab with you to your hotel.”
“It’s on your way to your home? Otherwise we can spilt from here.”
“No, I don’t mind sharing a cab. You don’t get rid of me that easily!”
“I figured.” I smiled watching Naill try to get a cab.

We were sitting in the cab waiting for the next stop, my hotel. We shared some looks. He hold my hand almost the whole ride. When we almost arrived at the hotel my mind thinks again. I had a lovely night. So much fun and being with Naill was great. Knowing it can’t work breaks my heart and I’m about to break his.
We stopped and I got out first, followed by Naill. I turned around when he closed the door.
“Naill… I…”
“I know what you about to say.”
“I don’t want this to go on further knowing I can’t be with you whenever you and I want.”
“Kim. I had a nice night. But I’m not sure what I want right now. Well, I can think of something.” He smiled cheeky.
“But I can’t give you want you want as well. I really have no idea what I want.”
“So you’re not mad when I say we call it a night?” He give me a quick kiss on the lips.
“Let’s stay in touch where ever we are. If one of us hurt we let each other know and make whatever it’s going on between us stop.” I placed my arms around his neck, our forehead pressed to each other, he placed his arms around my waist.
“Saying goodbye now hurts already.” I said.
“Even when we just met I know what you mean.” He said and I laughed.
“What’s funny?” I was thinking about Ashley and Ronan. She told me saying goodbye to him was not what they wanted and now I’m saying the same thing to Naill.
“I remember my chat with Ashley this afternoon.” He backed away a bit.
“Sorry I destroy our moment.” He pressed his forehead against mine.
“Can I give you one last kiss?” He asked
“Promise my it’s not the last kiss.” I said.
Slowly I feel his lips pressed again mine. Soon the kiss got very passionate but I realized we were still outside in front of the hotel. So I stopped our kiss.
“I so badly want to take you inside.”
“I so badly want to go with you.” He smiled.
“Best if you go home. We stay in touch. I want to take this slow.”
“I understand. Even some other parts of me say otherwise.” He went shy looking down.
We looked up besides us to see the paparazzi back taking pictures of us.
“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t kiss you outside…” He said but I cut him off my kissing him full on the lips.
“See you soon, Naill.” I let him go with a smile and turned around and walked back inside.

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