It's called 'Gone' from Michael Grant.

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~2 weeks later~

The preparation for the awards are going great and I almost practise every day (which I hate to do, but when I think about the fact that it's written about Luke makes it a little less hating). I also skype with Luke almost everyday. So, things are going great in my life for once, except the thing with my family. I still didn't solve that problem, but I have Luke and Mike and Ash and Cal. So they're practically my family. I just don't see why I should solve that problem. Okay, so, let's start from the beginning. First of all, it was my grandma who didn't approved my relationship with Luke because he was in a punk rock band, he had no manors, he would break my heart anyway etc. It drove me totally insane and at one point I fall out to her. We broke contact and I didn't spoke with her ever since. Of course, my parents chose her side and left me all alone. Then the decision of the record company came up and they got mad about that too. So it ended up with a big fight between me and my family and I left. I know, not the best choice but I just can't handle that kind of stuff. That's all you didn't know about that fight between me and my family. Anyways, let's get back to now. Now, I'm sitting in a chair next to the pool telling this story to invisible people in my head. I giggle quietly and walk inside. Only 4 days until I'm going to Luke. I'm sorry, We're going to Luke and all those other people on the tour. Did that sound mean?
Anyway, now you know a little what's going on in my life.

I play Sleeping With Sirens - 'Kick Me' on my stereo in the recording studio and start dancing. I hear and see that Mel comes in and asks
"What the hell are you doing?"
"I'm dancing, because I'm happy." I smile to her while I stop dancing and turn off the music.
"Okay, and why are we so happy?"
"Because I'm going to see Luke again."
"And you're not nervous at all?"
"No. Are you?"
"Maybe a little."
"Tell me." I say while I sit down and point at a chair next to me.
"Well, it's just.... It's...... What if he finds someone better than me and breaks up with me?" She says sadly.
"C'mon Mel, didn't we had that conversation 4 years ago also? There's nothing that Michael wants more than you." I say trying to cheer her up a little.
"I know, but I mean, Don't you feel a nervous about Luke?"
"Nope, I trust him for 100 percent."
"Wow, I wish I could have that much confidence."
"It's a gift."
"If you say so. Let's do something to pass these few days." She laughs while pulling me up.


~4 days later~

I still don't like planes. I'm used to it by now, but I still don't like them. And I'm having second thoughts about this flight. I mean, isn't it a little much, that I'm visiting him a lot? What if he thinks I'm not giving him enough space? I shouldn't be thinking about that because that makes me nervous. There's also this soft voice in the back of my head that says that something's wrong. No, nonononono, don't think like that. You trust him, I think to myself. Nothing to worry about.


We just got off the plane and I'm happy that I'm still alive. I breathe in some fresh air and whistle for a cab. We get into the cab that brings us to the hotel. We stand for the hotel for a few moments. It was big. At least 20 floors! I look at the big doors And we walk inside. I'm stopped by a man who's probably one of the workers here.
"I'm sorry ma'am, you can't go in there unless you have a reservation." He says.
"Ow, Well, I'm actually here to see my boyfriend..." I say.
"What's his name?" He asks.
"Luke Hemmings." I say.
He grabs some kind of list and I guess he's trying to find Luke's name somewhere.
"Oh, the band. I'm sorry ma'am I can't let you in unless one of the boys says you can come in. Security rules."
I sigh and call Luke. I wait for a few minutes but he doesn't pick up. Weird. I lift my shoulders and call Mike. Happily, he picks up.
"Hey Deems, what's up?"
"We're outside the hotel but a security guard won't let us in unless one of you says we can come in." I explain.
"You're outside?" He asks.
"Uh yeah.. We're outside."
"We?"
"Yeah, I brought Mel and Harry with me." I smirk.
"I'm coming, just wait." He says and I can hear that he sounds happier.


We wait for a few seconds and then he comes out. He whispers something to the security guard and then we may come in. When we're inside my mouth falls open. It's way bigger than I expected. I mean, it looked big from the outside but this hall is just.. Huge. Michael sees me staring to the ceiling and laughs
"Are you gonna stand there all day?"
"I wasn't planning on it." I say.
I walk behind them and see that Mike puts and arm around Mel. They're so cute together. I'm happy for them. We walk to what's probably Michaels room and I see that Ash and Cal are they're too. When they're done with hugging us and stuff like that, we take a seat on the couch.
"Where's Luke?" I ask.
"Yes, the tour is great so far and we're doing also good, thank you for asking." Ash says sarcastically.
"I'm sorry. I just missed him." I say.
I feel a little guilty for not asking how it went and how they're doing so far.
"It's okay. Luke's in his room. Room 597." Cal says.
"Thanks." I smile to him and walk out of the room.
I search for room 597 and when I finally found it I knock soft on the door. I don't get any response and then I see the door is open. Weird....
the voice in my head is getting louder and my heart is almost beating out of my chest.
I begin to make excuses for why the door is open. Maybe he's tired? Or maybe he's just busy? 'Busy with someone else?' The voice says. No. No. No. Luke wouldn't do that, would he?
I carefully push the door open and walk inside. I don't see him so I try a random room. It's the bathroom and he isn't there either. Then I push open a door and what the voice said the whole time came true. Luke was, half naked, on top of a girl that I didnt regonize. I couldn't see if the girl had any clothes on but I was sure that she wasn't wearing any pants or a shirt. Luke turns his head and sees me. I wanted to run away but for a moment I was frozen. Then I get my voice back and say
"Luke...."
I feel tears appearing in my eyes.
"Maybe I should go...."

Notes

Here's the next one!!! I'm sorry for not uploading so many times. I hope you like this one tho.


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