Ever since Liam left I have been trying my best to stay occupied and keep myself offline, so I don't have to read all of the ridiculous rumors. I know that Liam didn't get this insane chick pregnant, but I can't help but wonder what if. Him and I haven't talked that much, but he says that management is doing everything in their power to get the situation taken care of. Even if that means Liam being forced to take a DNA test to prove that he's not the father of this child. They just want to put an end to it, before any more damage can be done, as do I. Even though it's a little late for that. Him and I both know that our relationship is in turmoil, and I'm not quite sure how to make it better, or even if it can be made better. I just can't handle all of the baggage that comes along with dating him. I love him more than words can say, but it is so draining, and is slowly but surely killing me inside. I don't want to give up. Hopefully we will work it out, but right now I have finals to worry about. I've been studying my ass off, only two more weeks until I'm done with school. Usually, I am so excited for summer I mean who isn't? But it's different this time. I am at such an unknown stage in my life. I really want to see all of my friends, but I am hesitant to go back home considering my parents and I aren't on the best of terms, and there is no way I want to stay here all alone in this apartment all summer. I wanna get out, go on adventures. Liam and I had so much planned this summer, our one year anniversary is coming up. It is so crazy to think of everything that's happened in the last year. We started as nothing more but strangers and ever since have been on this never ending roller coaster known as our relationship. I fell for him hard, harder than I ever thought possible. The effect that this man has on me indescribable. The thought of being without him almost sends me into complete hysteria. I don't know what I would do. I can't lose him.