I have never felt better than I did after I woke up from my 12 hour slumber, usually Liam would be asleep right beside me but he's not, sigh. Rolling over and letting out a loud groan, I get out of bed and see a note on nightstand.
*Hey baby, I hope you slept well. I have rehearsal all day. I'll text you later. Love, your fiance xx*
It still hasn't fully set in that Liam and I are getting married. We are engaged. There's no turning back now. Not gonna lie I'm sort of scared to take this huge step, but like we discussed it's not gonna happen for a while.
My time in Paris is limited, and there is so much I want to see. I have a few hours until the concert, so I'm gonna go on some tours and try to see as many historic landmarks that I can. After going to a wine tasting and having an authentic french dinner, Liam tells me to meet him at the arena. When I get there he is already in hair and make up. I love when his hair is freshly styled. He looks so good. I really need to tell him about what happened with Matt. I can't wait any longer, I know right now may not be the best time, but at this point I don't have any other choice.
"Can we talk?" I ask him
"Yeah sure come with me." He takes my hand and leads me into his tiny dressing room.
"If I do recall, one of the first times we had sex was in my dressing room." - L
I feel my face turn bright red, and desire writhes in my belly.
"You know I would be totally fine with doing it again. After all, we do have 5 minutes." He says, and slips his hand in the waistband of my jeans. I can't let this happen, not now, not when I've been hiding this huge secret from him, but what if it ruins everything? I am so nervous but it's now or never.
"Liam I can't let you do that, I have something to tell you." I say
He backs away slightly, and I can feel the tension in the air.
"Please try and hear me out." He nods in agreement
"Okay, I have been wanting to tell you this since right after it happened, but I couldn't figure out the ri..." He interrupts me
"Just spit it out."
"Last week when I was home I saw Matt." I say nervously
"Matt as in your ex boyfriend?! What do you mean you bloody saw him?!" He yells
"He texted me asking if we could meet up and..." - E
"You didn't" - L
"At the time, I honestly didn't think it was a big deal. We got frozen yogurt it was harmless." - E
"Oh so you two lovebirds wen on a little date did you?!" - L
"No! He wanted to apologize to me that's all." - E
"I don't give a fuck what he wanted to do Ella if you're hanging out with your ex boyfriend behind my back god only know what else you're doing." - L
"Don't be ridiculous I would NEVER do anything to hurt you. I just wanted closure." - E
"Obviously you still have feelings for him." - L
"I do not!" I shout
"I am so sick of your shit Ella! To think that I actually proposed to you because I had some strange feeling that you actually wanted to spend the rest of your life with me! I guess I was wrong." - L
"Liam please you are blowing this way out of proportion. I'm sorry." - E
"No, sorry isn't gonna cut it. Not this time." - L
"Please" I beg
"Just leave I don't want you here anyways." I turn to walk away before realizing he isn't done
"Oh and by the way, last week while you were hanging out with your ex I was getting a lap dance from a really hot polish girl."