Wow. I can't believe he's here. I wonder what he's gonna say to me. This could be the end, I am scared shitless, but then again why would he come all the way from England to offically dump me. He looks so different...so sad, and hurt. I can't believe I did this to him. I can hardly live with myself seeing him like this.
"You scared me," I say as he puts his bags on the floor. He doesn't reply.
"It's not like I was expecting anyone." He carefully puts his arms around me hugs me tightly, super tightly. This feels great, but I know it's not gonna last.
"I missed you" he whispers in my ear while running his hands through my hair.
"I missed you too...this past week has been horrible, I made a huge mistake and I am so sorr..." I am unable to finish before he cuts me off.
"No I am sorry. I am sorry for overeacting, and not trusting you. I am sorry for hanging up the phone without hearing everything you had to say, and I'm sorry for putting you and I through hell the past week." - L
"Liam you have nothing to be sorry for this all my fault." - E
"The truth is I wasn't as mad at you as I was as mad at myself I kep't thinking like what if I was normal, like not a celebrity, and I was at that party with you. None of this would have ever happened." - L
"Don't you dare even try to blame this on yourself. It is 100% my fault." -- L
"That isn't entirely true, you were caught off guard by the son of a bitch. Who was the guy anyway, because when I get my hands on me he is done. Finished." - L
"I don't know. He didn't tell me his name, it's not like I asked." - E
"This past week has been so bloody miserable. I was in the studio and couldn't record a single track. My heart wasn't in it. It wasn't the same without you, without us being okay. I thought I needed time to think but the more time I spent away from you made me realize how badly I need you." - L
I start to whimper as my eyes being to water, hearing this makes me feel so...relived.
"Please don't cry. It's okay now. I'm here and I never want us to be on some sort of stupid
"I am so sorry and I love you so much." - E
"I love you so much." - Lbreak ever again, dumbest idea I've ever had." - L
"I am just so happy that you still w-w-want me." I studder.
"Of course I want you. I will always want you. I never stopped wanting you, if anything this experience made me want you more." - L
"Promise me next time we get into a fight we will try to talk it out before doing anything irrational." - E
"As long as you promise me you won't go to any more parties." - L
"Deal" - E
"I can't believe you punched the guy, I never knew you had it in ya, but that asshole deserved it. Every time I think of him putting his hands let alone his lips on you I want to slame my fists into the wall." - L
I can't help but giggle.
"You find this amusing do you?" - L
"Maybeeeeee" I say in my cutest voice possible.
"I missed your voice so much, and that laugh, I just can't get enough." He starts tickling me until I am on the floor, laughing uncontrollably flailing my arms and legs in the air. This goes on for about two minutes when he pins me down and kisses me tenderly on the lips. I love these lips. I want to kiss these lips every day for the rest of my life. Even after a fight as big as this one there is still an unfamthomable amount of spark between us, between our lips, bodies, and souls. Nothing will change that. Ever.