Liam and I haven't talked nor seen each other since our fight. Of course he's been texting and insisting on seeing me, but I haven't responded. I'm still not entirely sure what I am going to do about this whole situation. Today, well tonight is New Years, and no matter how mad I am at him I still have to go, and support him. He's been counting down the days until this performance. I better call him. It seems like its been ringing forever what if he doesn't answer.
Finally he picks up "Hey"
Ugh it's so good to hear his voice "Hey um I was just wondering what time I should be there tonight?"
"You're still gonna come?!" - L
"Yeah it's your big night." - E
"I am so relived to hear you say that. I need to see you." - L
"Don't think you're of the hook quite yet." - E
"I know, but how about you be ready around 5. I'll send a car for you. You can come hang out with the guys and I backstage, and then there's a dinner before the show starts. I have a seat reserved for you in the front two, right next to Eleanor." - L
"Okay that sounds great I'll see you later then." - E
"Yeah...El...I love you." - L
"I love you." I replied, and then quickly hung up the phone. I can't stand mad at him. I'm not sure if that's a good or bad thing, but what I do know is that I need him in my life. Especially with everything that's happened in the past week. Wow it's almost noon. I better start getting ready.
*4 Hours Later*
For some reason I'm really nervous for tonight, to see him. I hope everything goes well. I have to look good, make him miss me, and realize what he could be losing. I've had this outfit picked out for months. It's a knit navy blue dress, that I'm wearing with a purple paisley scarf, with my new black louboutin's, and a sleek black coat. My hair is loosely curled, and I'm wearing simple diamond earrings along with the bracelet Liam got me for Christmas and the promise ring. I'm making sure I'm not forgetting anything when I hear the car honk the horn from outside.
When I arrive at Times Square there are thousands of people already lined up and ready to celebrate the New Year. Everyone is so hyped up and excited. Ever since I was a little girl I've wanted to be a part to spend New Years here. I just want to make the best of this night.