One Love
Chapter 32 - This Can't Be Happening
"I have no fucking idea. I took it off and there was a tear in it, but you've been keeping up with your pill right?" - L
"Ye...shit ever since we got here I've been totally forgetting to take them." - E
Liam puts his head in his hands "This is bad. What are we going to do."
"I-I-I don't know. No matter what we have to get through this." - E
"I'm only 21, I have my whole life ahead of me. Hopefully 5-10 more years in the band. Then after that I don't know what I wanna do. This is just too much to wrap my head around." - L
"So are you saying that you don't see yourself having a future with me?" - E
"Of course I do! But not a child...not for bloody 15 years at least!" - L
I feel the lump rising in my throat, and the tears filling my eyes "Well you know what, this isn't 100% my fault is it?" - E
"I need to take a walk." - L
"You're not actually leaving are you?" I asked before realizing he already slammed the door behind him.
I just start to breakdown and cry. I have no idea what else to do. A baby? I'm only 18 and a freshman in college a baby would totally ruin everything. How could we be so stupid? And I can't believe he left. He fucking left me. To think I thought he would be the one who's there for me through everything. Forever? Yeah right I should have known. We have never gotten into a fight this big ever. Do I start packing my bags, or do I wait for him to come home. We need to talk about this. To be honest, I'm exhausted and right now all I want to do is sleep.
I awaken with a startle as I hear the door softly creep open. My eyes are still closed. Liam comes over and sits down beside me. He probably thinks I'm still asleep.
"I am so sorry" he says while gently kissing my forehead.
I slowly turn over so my eyes meet his.
"Babe I didn't want to wake you." - L
"It's okay" - E
"No it's not okay. I should have never reacted the way I did. I was just so overwhelmed." - L
"Trust me I am too. I was just scared that when you left...you wouldn't come back," tears fall down my cheeks
"Jesus Christ you thought I was gone for good? That would never happen! I love you so much." - L
"I love you so much Liam." Now he is holding me.
"No matter what happens we are in this together? Okay?." - L
"Yeah" I nod.
"How long do you think until we know?" - L
"I'm supposed to get my period next week, but I'll have to take a test to make sure." - E
"Well until then let's try to not stress about it. Everything is gonna be okay." - L
He kisses me amorously as his hands grip my hair, and his tongue enters my mouth. Then I fall asleep tightly wrapped in arms.
"Ye...shit ever since we got here I've been totally forgetting to take them." - E
Liam puts his head in his hands "This is bad. What are we going to do."
"I-I-I don't know. No matter what we have to get through this." - E
"I'm only 21, I have my whole life ahead of me. Hopefully 5-10 more years in the band. Then after that I don't know what I wanna do. This is just too much to wrap my head around." - L
"So are you saying that you don't see yourself having a future with me?" - E
"Of course I do! But not a child...not for bloody 15 years at least!" - L
I feel the lump rising in my throat, and the tears filling my eyes "Well you know what, this isn't 100% my fault is it?" - E
"I need to take a walk." - L
"You're not actually leaving are you?" I asked before realizing he already slammed the door behind him.
I just start to breakdown and cry. I have no idea what else to do. A baby? I'm only 18 and a freshman in college a baby would totally ruin everything. How could we be so stupid? And I can't believe he left. He fucking left me. To think I thought he would be the one who's there for me through everything. Forever? Yeah right I should have known. We have never gotten into a fight this big ever. Do I start packing my bags, or do I wait for him to come home. We need to talk about this. To be honest, I'm exhausted and right now all I want to do is sleep.
I awaken with a startle as I hear the door softly creep open. My eyes are still closed. Liam comes over and sits down beside me. He probably thinks I'm still asleep.
"I am so sorry" he says while gently kissing my forehead.
I slowly turn over so my eyes meet his.
"Babe I didn't want to wake you." - L
"It's okay" - E
"No it's not okay. I should have never reacted the way I did. I was just so overwhelmed." - L
"Trust me I am too. I was just scared that when you left...you wouldn't come back," tears fall down my cheeks
"Jesus Christ you thought I was gone for good? That would never happen! I love you so much." - L
"I love you so much Liam." Now he is holding me.
"No matter what happens we are in this together? Okay?." - L
"Yeah" I nod.
"How long do you think until we know?" - L
"I'm supposed to get my period next week, but I'll have to take a test to make sure." - E
"Well until then let's try to not stress about it. Everything is gonna be okay." - L
He kisses me amorously as his hands grip my hair, and his tongue enters my mouth. Then I fall asleep tightly wrapped in arms.
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