
Am I Falling For You?
A cry for help...
The next morning I woke up I didn’t want to do anything I just wanted to relax at home not do anything at all… I check my phone and I see a text message from Lazaro..
Lazaro: “I know I messed up there is no explanation for the actions that I have done to you except that I was drunk but I couldn’t hold my feelings back anymore… I just thought that you felt the same way I am sorry please forgive me can we just talk about it please I don’t want to lose you Liz.. talk to me whenever you can…”
Me: “ Good Morning first of all Lazaro.. I don’t know where to start you are Deandre best friend me and Dre have been together for 6 years you are like a brother to me .. I can never see myself with someone I consider a brother… if you want to talk about the situation come over my place today and we can talk…”
Lazaro: “ Okay fine I will come over your place… see you soon…”
I got up and put on something casual because after yesterday I cannot trust him anymore… http://wheretoget.it/look/40668 I put on this attire surely enough he came to my place…
Me: “ Lazaro come in…”
Lazaro: “ Liz… can I just say one thing you look…”
Me: “ STOP IT LAZARO STOP THIS BULL CRAP AND CUT TO THE CHASE ON WHY YOU ARE HERE” Tears came down my face as I was saying that because I was really hurt….
Lazaro: “ Calm down please, you want to me to stop this bull crap and cut to the chase..” He came closer and closer to me whispering in my ear I want you…
Me: “ STOP IT LAZARO GET AWAY FROM ME…”
Lazaro forced himself against me removed all my clothes I had no power I was yelling “HELP HELP HELP” Nobody was their to help me… I was so powerless…
Lazaro: “ SHUT THE FUCK UP DON’ T TELL ME YOU DON’T WANT THIS WHEN IN FACT YOU WANT IT SO BAD I SAW IT IN YOUR EYES YESTURDAY AT THE CLUB”
I reached for my phone Crystal was on the line I screamed “ HELP HELP HELP”
A few min later Crystal came on the door and hit Lazaro with the a bottle …. Tears were rolling down my face I was hurt so hurt by this I hit lazaro with my fist “ You asshole you hurt me how could you do this you are Dre best friend how could you do this”… I said all of that while I was punching him in his face leaving him unconscious…
Crystal: “ Lets get out of here this man is crazy”….
Me: “ I don’t know what I would do without thank you so much for saving me I swear to God you are like an angel” I cried the whole way back to Crystal house…
Lazaro: “I know I messed up there is no explanation for the actions that I have done to you except that I was drunk but I couldn’t hold my feelings back anymore… I just thought that you felt the same way I am sorry please forgive me can we just talk about it please I don’t want to lose you Liz.. talk to me whenever you can…”
Me: “ Good Morning first of all Lazaro.. I don’t know where to start you are Deandre best friend me and Dre have been together for 6 years you are like a brother to me .. I can never see myself with someone I consider a brother… if you want to talk about the situation come over my place today and we can talk…”
Lazaro: “ Okay fine I will come over your place… see you soon…”
I got up and put on something casual because after yesterday I cannot trust him anymore… http://wheretoget.it/look/40668 I put on this attire surely enough he came to my place…
Me: “ Lazaro come in…”
Lazaro: “ Liz… can I just say one thing you look…”
Me: “ STOP IT LAZARO STOP THIS BULL CRAP AND CUT TO THE CHASE ON WHY YOU ARE HERE” Tears came down my face as I was saying that because I was really hurt….
Lazaro: “ Calm down please, you want to me to stop this bull crap and cut to the chase..” He came closer and closer to me whispering in my ear I want you…
Me: “ STOP IT LAZARO GET AWAY FROM ME…”
Lazaro forced himself against me removed all my clothes I had no power I was yelling “HELP HELP HELP” Nobody was their to help me… I was so powerless…
Lazaro: “ SHUT THE FUCK UP DON’ T TELL ME YOU DON’T WANT THIS WHEN IN FACT YOU WANT IT SO BAD I SAW IT IN YOUR EYES YESTURDAY AT THE CLUB”
I reached for my phone Crystal was on the line I screamed “ HELP HELP HELP”
A few min later Crystal came on the door and hit Lazaro with the a bottle …. Tears were rolling down my face I was hurt so hurt by this I hit lazaro with my fist “ You asshole you hurt me how could you do this you are Dre best friend how could you do this”… I said all of that while I was punching him in his face leaving him unconscious…
Crystal: “ Lets get out of here this man is crazy”….
Me: “ I don’t know what I would do without thank you so much for saving me I swear to God you are like an angel” I cried the whole way back to Crystal house…
6/7/13