Something Good Can Work: Book Two - ON HOLD INDEFINITELY-

Niall POV-
Today I helped someone else get the girl. I am always putting others before me, but today was just the icing on the cake. Summer has been infatuated with Harry ever since we first met and I never stood a chance, I don’t even know why I tried.
I feel worthless, like I’ll never win. I’ll never get the girl or the good job or even the friends – what is the point?
I stood up from my desk, placed my pen down on the wooden surface and folded the piece of paper into a neat rectangle. I’d only addressed my mum; she was the only one I was really worried about. I knew everyone else would be okay.
I placed the letter on my left pillow and looked down at the bottle of anxiety medicine that my doctor had prescribed for me.
“Sleeping pills too…” I said out loud as I grabbed the bottles and opened them slowly… was this worth it? Was this the only answer?
Of course it was.

Notes

I do not condone suicide, there is always another option.
If you feel like this is the answer, please reach out and get help.
It is not a solution, I promise.
There will be more about this coming up, but I just wanted to post this small update.