After my blood turns in to alcohol

February 1

Harry's p.o.v

''Happy birthday dear Harry, happy birthday to you'' my mum and Gemma finished the song and I sat up in bed. ''I can't believe my little boy is eighteen'' mum said wiping away some tears and sat down on my bed ''don't cry mum'' I smiled and gave her a hug. ''Open my present first'' Gemma said impatiently ''okay okay'' I chuckled and she handed me a white envelope. I carefully opened it to see a gift card for a tattoo. ''Gemma'' I grinned ''thank you so much'' ''what is it?'' mum asked and I showed her the gift card. ''You're really going to get a tattoo?'' she frowned. If she only knew I already got one. ''He already has one'' Gemma said. Damn it Gemma. ''Harry?'' mum raised her eyebrows ''thanks Gem. Does it matter though mum, I'm eighteen now'' I smiled the sweetest smile I knew. ''Well show it to me then'' I pulled up the sleeve on the t-shirt I wore showing her my star tattoo. ''It's pretty, but stupid. Anyways do you want to open my present now?'' I can't believe she let it go that easy. Mum handed me a bigger package which I tore off the wrapping in seconds. ''Are you serious?'' I asked staring at the newest Nikon camera. ''It was the one you wanted, right?'' ''yes, thank you so much mum'' I said and both mum and Gemma hugged me at the same time.

It was Saturday so we were having a long birthday breakfast and mum had made pancakes. ''What are your plans for today? Any friends coming over?'' mum asked, ''I'm going for a walk with Emma in like an hour, we're testing the new camera. The others are coming tonight, you're still going out tonight so I can have my party right?'' ''small gathering of friends'' my mum corrected me ''that's what I said'' I defended myself. ''So Emma's been her a lot recently'' she said and I looked over at Gemma who gave me a smirk. ''Yeah, she's my friend'' I simply said, ''nothing more? She's cute'' Gemma said and I wanted to wipe that smirk off her face. ''We're friends'' I said a little too harsh ''oh don't be so defensive, little brother'' Gem raised her hands still smirking.

I walked out of my room and heard Emma's voice downstairs. She was talking to Gemma by the door. I walked down the stairs a little too fast that both of them turned to me, ''eager are we?'' Gemma said and gave Emma a look. ''Nice to see you again'' she said and disappeared to the living room. ''Happy birthday'' Emma grinned and gave me a bone crushing hug ''thank you'' I smiled. ''You're ready to go?'' she asked and I nodded before grabbing my new camera and headed out the door.

We had been walking on a field for awhile and she just let me take pictures. She didn't know most of the pictures I took were of her. She was talking about something that had happened on her favorite tv show One Tree Hill but I could only focus on how she looked speaking about something she loved. ''And then Lucas finally confessed he was in love with Peyton and I'm so relieved, I've been shipping them since day one'' I nodded and smiled at her. I really needed to start watching this show so I can discuss with her. Everything about this girl makes me giddy. How she talks, walks, laughs, everything. She deserves to know the truth. Like Niall said, I have to tell her because she won't wait forever. ''Harry?'' ''hm?'' ''you're disappearing in thoughts'' she smiled and I let out a sigh. ''Come on'' I said taking her hand and walking over to a bench. We sat down and she looked at me with a curious expression.

''I don't know how to tell you this'' I began.
''Tell me what, Harry? Your're making me nervous''
''No need. I feel like I need to tell you why I want to be sure about us'' she nodded at my words. ''When my parents got a divorce, a nasty one, I think I stopped believing in love. I felt like if the two people I look up to the most can't make it what's the point?''
''So that's why?'' she whispered.
''That's why I'm scared...of like...commitment''
''You don't have to be scared, Harry''
''I do. What if we start to like each other too fucking much and then it all goes straight to hell''
''Yeah what if? But what if it doesn't?'' she said making me take a deep breath.
''This is how I see it, you can take small steps back everytime someone tries to get close to you. You can throw your hands up in the air and step back with a body language that says 'take it very easy now' because you didn't get this far to get your heart broken like your parents. You can do that. Or you can run those steps forward right in my arms and smile while you kiss me. It's almost like this, you choose between always having a grey sky or a shiny sunny day with a chance of rain'' I watched her talk and at that moment I just knew. She's the shiny sunny day with a chance of rain.


She told me that she'll wait for me to decide until we leave for tour. I have already decided. But I can't form the words. I was standing in the doorway to my bathroom watching her get ready for my party. I watched do her makeup and questioned why she even bothered to put it on when she was beautiful without it. The door bell rang and I told her to come down when she was done. I walked downstairs and opened the door for the boys and we all sat down in the living room. ''I know you invited Em but she hasn't been home all day so I have no idea if she's showing up at all tonight'' Louis said opening a beer, ''uh she's already here actually. She helped me with the shopping and stuff'' I said and opened a beer for myself while receiving a smirk from Niall. I swear to god if he says something. ''Hm, well you'll get your present tomorrow it's from all of us'' Louis said and all the boys nodded. Liam, Louis and Niall started talking about some football game but my head turned to the stairs. Emma walked downstairs and I couldn't take my eyes off of her. ''What do you say Harold, should we get the music started? People will show up any minute'' Liam said but noticed I was barely listening, ''Harry?'' he said again ''what?'' I said turning to him as all the boys turned to the direction I had just looked. ''Oi Baby Tommo's looking hot tonight'' Niall yelled, ''shut up, Irish'' she smiled flipping him off. ''Watch it'' Louis growled at Niall making me swallow hard. I'm going to be dead when he founds out about Emma and I.

''I wanna wish a happy birthday to our Harold, our new alcohol dealer'' Louis said making everyone laugh. There was about fifty people from our school in my house and Louis was standing on a table giving me a speech. ''So from the bottom of my cold, black heart - happy 18th birthday Harry'' he raised his glass and everyone started singing happy birthday to me. I didn't really know what to do with myself but soon it was over and everyone went back to partying. For myself I was thrown in an intense game of beer pong.

''Come on it's fun and totally safe'' I said climbing, well stumbling out my window. ''Harry we both are too drunk to do this'' Emma giggled behind me. ''Come on, Em. What's the fun in doing what you're told?'' I said reaching for her hand. She debated for a second before taking my hand. We sat down on my roof and watched the stars while the music from the party inside were heard. I put my arm around Emma and kissed her cheek and noticing her starting to blush. ''Are you shy all of sudden?'' I let out a small laugh, ''are you touchy touchy all of sudden?'' she smirked back at me. ''Sorry I tend to get clingy when drunk'' I said taking my arm away from her shoulders only to have her put it back on. ''You know'' I said with a hiccup, ''I like your hair. It's so soft'' I patted her head making her laugh ''and I kinda like your nose, it's kinda cute'' she giggled at my words and soon we were a laughing mess up there on the roof. ''What the hell? Harry? Emma?'' we looked to my window to see an angry looking Louis hanging out the window. ''Get the fuck inside right now, are you kidding me right now?'' he said and we stood up, still laughing. He almost dragged Emma to the window before lifting her inside and then helping me in too. ''Sit down'' Louis said and we sat down on our bed, I noticed that Eleanor girl standing in the doorway but then tried to focus on Louis. ''Emmeline Tomlinson how can you be so irresponsible to go out on a fucking roof in your state?'' ''come on Louis, it's fuuuun wohooo'' Emma cheered making me laugh. ''Don't even make me get started on you, Harold. Put my sister at risk at that again and you're dead, do you understand?'' he asked ''yes sir'' I said. ''Now is it okay if I use your bed for...you know?'' Louis whispered to me. I looked at him and then at Eleanor at the door as I broke in to a huge grin. ''Shut.up'' Louis whispered ''you can use Gemma's room'' I yelled/whispered making him sigh. ''Come on, El'' Louis said grabbing her hand ''bye El, don't forget to use a condom'' Emma yelled and we bursted out in laughs as they left the room closing the door behind him. When we had stopped laughing we stared at each other for a moment before smashing our lips together.

''I don't wanna do this drunk, Emma. I wanna remember it'' I whispered between the kisses. It had gone a little further this time. We were under the blankets in my bed, me only wearing boxers, her only wearing her knickers and bra. ''That's okay'' she whispered but instead of stopping she started kissing my neck. ''Emma'' I whispered feeling my boner becoming harder, it won't take much for me to give in right now. ''It's okay, we won't have sex. But that doesn't mean we can't doing other things'' she grabbed my length and I almost came right there and then. I took a quick breath as she started massaging it gently. I was a goner, I did not have the ability to stop her now. I place my hand on her waist and moved my hand down to her knickers as I deepened our kisses.

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