After my blood turns in to alcohol

Emma's p.o.v

‘’Your birthday is coming up, any plans?’’ dad asked Louis, he had offered to drive us to school the first day of December. Even though we used to drive ourselves in mum’s old car. ‘’It’s on Christmas eve, no one’s gonna show up’’ Louis muttered, he was really on one of his best moods today. ‘’But we are actually celebrating him on New Years, remember? Harry’s dad did call you, right dad?’’ I said, dad met my eyes in the rear view mirror and I could see a smirk on his face. ‘’He did, and I think you should go. It would be a fun trip for you guys. We’ll see what your mother thinks’’, Louis let out a loud groan ‘’then we’re not going, it’s official’’ ‘’you don’t know that. I’m sure she’ll let you, anything so you guys will stay living at hers’’ he mumbled the last part but we still heard him.

''Tommo'' I turned to see Zayn walking towards me in the school hallway. ''Hi Zayn'' I said as he pulled me in for a hug. ''Who's this?'' Louis asked and I could just tell by his looks he didn't like Zayn. ''Louis, this is Zayn. Zayn, this is my brother Louis'' I introduced them and they just nodded at each other. ''Well, see you later, Lou'' I said and walked with Zayn to my locker. ''What are you doing tonight, beautiful?'' Zayn asked making me blush. Ever since I met him two weeks ago he had never failed to make me blush with his compliments. ''I don't have any plans, why?'' I said and took out some books from my locker, ''do you wanna watch a movie at my house?'' ''yeah, sure'' I smiled.


We were at Zayn's house and he was looking through some kitchen cabinets. ''Do you want a beer?'' Zayn asked and opened the fridge, ''uh, aren't your parents home?'' ''no, they're out of town'' ''okay'' I shrugged and he gave me a beer. I followed him to the livingroom and sat down next to him on the couch. I watched as he put on a random movie before leaning back on the couch and putting an arm around me. It felt weird, but kind of cozy.

''You want a hit?'' he asked after awhile and I looked to see him lighting a cigarette. ''I don't smoke'' I said and moved away a little when he blew smoke in my face. ''It will make you feel good'' he smiled and I understood it wasn't a fucking cigarette. ''Is that drugs?'' he let out a chuckle before taking a sip of his beer. ''That's why they didn't like me hanging out with you, how could I be so stupid'' I mumbled and stood up. ''I'm gonna go'' he took my hand and pulled me back down on the couch. ''Don't, please. I won't smoke. See?'' he stubbed out the joint and I let out a sigh. ''Fine'' he smiled at my answer and handed me another beer. I shouldn't drink more, I already feel the buzz but when he smiled at me I couldn't help but open it.

His arm was around me again and I felt so relaxed. Zayn lit up another joint but I was too tired to say anything and when he gave it to me I didn't protest. I just put it between my lips and sucked the smoke in. The smoke traveled to my lungs and I started to cough. ''It's alright, sweet girl. Just breathe'' Zayn patted me on my back and I handed him the joint. ''I'm so tired'' I mumbled as I felt my eyes getting heavier. I felt a hand stroking my leg and looked down at it, ''what are you doing?'' I met his eyes. They didn't look like before, his eyes were red and the pupils were huge. I felt myself drift even more and it freaked me out. I tried to stand up but he pulled me down on his lap and instantly his lips were on mine. I kissed back at first but it didn't feel right so I pulled away. ''I need to go'' my words were a little slurred, ''come on, baby'' Zayn said and took a steady grip on my bum before pressing his lips on to mine again. ''No'' I pulled away and then it all went so fast. He pushed me down from his lap in anger and stood up. ''Why are you here?'' he asked with a harsh tone, ''you invited me over'' I crossed my arms and tried to focus on his face. ''Then why are you turning me down?'' ''we're just friends, Zayn'' I tried to meet his eyes. ''Friends'' he snorted, ''you are a stupid little girl. Why would I be friends with you? You're only good for a fuck, nothing else. So if you don't wanna do it get the fuck out of here'' he said. I stood up, grabbed my things and left his house.

When I got out on the street the tears started to fall. I took up my phone and dialed the number I weirdly knew by heart. ''Hello?'' the voice on the other line said, ''Harry?'' I sniffled. ''Emma? What's wrong?'' he sounded worried, ''uhm, I did something bad and I need help'' I got out between my sobs. ''Where are you?'' he asked and it sounded like he started running ''at Zayn's'' ''I'll be there in five'' he said and we hung up. Three minutes later I saw him speeding down the street in his car before slamming the brakes in front of me. He jumped out of the car and ran up to me and I just fell into his arms. He froze for a second before putting his arms around me hugging me tight as I cried in to his chest. ''Did he do something to you?'' Harry asked, ''I really thought he liked me'' I released my tight grip on Harry and looked up on him. He gave me half a smile and wiped away some tears from my face. ''He tried to...and when I told him no he...he told me I'm only good for a fuck nothing else. So if I didn't wanna fuck him I should go'' I said and felt some tears fall again. ''He's stupid. You are smart, kind, genuine and funny. You're good for so many things, screw him. He's an ass'' I nodded and wiped away my tears again. ''Don't you dare think you're not good enough because he told you that you weren't. Because you are good enough, better than enough. You're great, don't forget that. Okay?'' I gave him another nod and took a deep breath. ''I smoked a joint'' I mumbled without looking at him. I felt ashamed. How could I do something so stupid? For a stupid boy I didn't even like. Because the boy I like is standing in front of me and he would never even offer me drugs. I like him. I like Harry. Fuck. ''We all do stupid things. The most important thing is that you learn from your mistake and don't do it again'' ''please don't tell Louis'' I whispered. ''Emma I....he's one of my best friends he's gonna kill me if I keep this from him'' ''he's gonna kill me if he knows what I've done'' ''we'll tell him together'' Harry said and opened the passenger door to his car for me to jump in. I got inside and took a few breaths. Harry got inside and started the car and drove away.

Louis was standing outside our house as Harry stopped the car. ''I can't breathe'' I said, he would be so mad at me. ''Take a deep breath, it will be fine'' we got out of the car and I looked at Louis who walked up to us. I couldn't tell by his face what he was thinking. ''What was so important? Hey, are you sad? What's wrong?'' Louis said as he came closer and looked at my puffy red face. ''I..'' I got out and looked over at Harry and it was like he just got me and took over. ''I picked her up from Zayn's, he had offered her drugs and had been a real ass to her'' I closed my eyes, scared of Louis reaction. ''But you didn't take any, did you?'' Louis let out a laugh and I opened my eyes and looked at him. ''Because if you did you're stupid. You're not stupid, Emma'' he said and his tone had switched from normal to harsh. Neither Harry or me said anything. I expected Lou to be angry but this was something else. Louis shook his head and laughed. ''How can you be so fucking stupid? I didn't expect this from you. You're such an idiot'' ''okay'' I cut him off as tears fell from my face again. ''I get it, I'm a fucking idiot. I'm stupid and I'm only good for a fuck. I get it, I'm nothing'' I said angrily and pushed myself pass him and went inside the house.

Louis' p.o.v

I was sitting in my room debating whether or not I should go and apologize to my sister. No one in this family was good at apologizing, I knew that better than anyone. She made a mistake, but Zayn shouldn't have given her that shit in the first place. It was past 2am but I was sure Em was still awake. We couldn't really sleep if we were in a fight with each other. It had always been like that. I made my way out in the hallway and knocked on her door before peeking in. She was laying in her bed with her back turned against me and I could hear her sniffle. I let out a sigh, closed the door and sat down beside her on the bed. ''I'm sorry'' I whispered and stroked her arm. I sat there for five minutes without her saying anything and eventually I stood up to leave. ''Can you sleep in here?'' she then said and I turned around, ''yeah''.

Notes

Sorry for taking so long to update. If you liked this chapter please COMMENT, subscribe and rate :)

xx