Taking Chances
(Chapter:4)
Allison's POV:
He raped me.
He left me laying their like if I was dead. All I remember was trying to get off his grip and punch him but he was too strong. I also remember him plunging himself in and out of me with full force. It was so painful, the memories would just comeback all the time. I also remember someone wrap their arms around me and I felt safe. Other than that everything went black.
I woke up feeling very weak and when I opened my eyes I didn't recognized anything I saw. All I could see was portraits of paintings and a bookshelf full of books. Then realized that I was in bed, but someone else's bed. I started to panic a little. Suddenly, I turn my head to see a man sleeping on a chair next to the bed. When i tried to sit up, the bed made a squeaky noise that sort of made him wake up. I didn't know what to do so I pretended to be asleep.
I could feel the person come closer to me then sat down at the bed, then I felt him stroke my cheek gently which I didn't mind at all. His touch was so soft and gentle that it made want to fall asleep.
I wanted to see who it was so I pretend to slowly wake up. When I opened my eyes slowly, I wad in shock on who it was. How can I forget those mesmerizing green eyes. How can I forget those curls. He was staring at me with love and worry at the same time. It was my teacher, Mr.Styles.
"Mr. Styles?", I asked in shock sitting up. "Allison", he said.
"Whe- where am I?", I asked confused.
"Your in my flat.", he said simply.
"Okaaayy.....um, why am I in your flat?", i asked again.
"We'll I was walking my way toward my car, when I just saw you laying behind the bleachers hopelessly and unconscious. So I decided to take you here so you can get better", he said. I didn't know if I should thank him with a hug or just tell him thank you. It stayed quiet for a while but he then broke the silence.
"Allison what happened?",he asked worriedly. I thought of telling him the truth but at the same time I didn't want to tell him because then he has to report it and then the school is going to make a big deal about it, especially my parents. I also didn't want to lie to him so I decided to tell him the truth, but not the whole truth.
"Well, I went with my boyfriend bobby their and we started to...you know make out or whatever, and he sort of got a little out if control and well, look at me now", I told him gesturing myself.
He put his hand on top of mine and most people would looked at me with pity, and honesty I hate when people feel that way for me or look at me that way. In this case he didn't look at me that way, he looked at me with love(Not that kind of love)and listened to every word I said. It felt nice.
"Allison. I'm so sorry, do you want me to go to the principal and report-", I quickly cut him off.
"No! Please don't!", I begged.
"Allison, he has to pay for what he has done to you. Or don't you want him to pay for it?", he asked in a serious tone.
"I do, but I just want to avoid all of the drama. I don't want to make a big deal about it", I said.
"Its a pretty big deal. Look how he left you!", he said gesturing his hands to me.
"Really Mr. Styles I'm fine, I just have these bruises that will go away in no time, other than that I'm okay", I told him.
"Are you sure? I could just call-", I cut him off again."Really it's fine, I'm okay". To my surprise I was actually okay, I wasn't crying when I was telling him what happen and I really just wanted to forget it ever happened.
I looked at my phone to see what time it was. It was 5:00pm, I had a bunch of messages too. I quickly got off the bed and I began to search for my bag when I found it on a desk in his room.
"Thank you Mr. Styles for everything but I really need to get going. My parents are probably wondering where I am", I said in a rush."Are you sure you don't want to stay for a little while more?", he asked. Was Mr. Styles asking me to stay? Allison! Of course not! He's your teacher! He just wants to know if your okay!
"No it's okay! I actually need to be going now", I said trying to find the exit to the door.
"Okay well, at least let me drive you home". I smiled at his kindness and said yes because I knew he was just going to insist.
The drive was quiet. Like reeeaalllyy quiet. All I could hear was the engine run and the sound of cars passing by. The only times it wasn't quite was when I told him. Other than that it was quiet. When he gave a turn in my street, he was still driving until I told him to stop in front of my house. I slowly turned to face him, which in my surprise he was already staring at me.
"We'll, this is me. Thanx for the ride I really appreciate it Mr.Styles", I said smiling at him.
"Please, call me harry. Where not on school you know", he said giggling and reviling his awesome dimples. I don't know if I was still dizzy from what happened earlier but I asked him the weirdest question ever.
"Mr.-um I mean Harry, can I like touch your dimples?", I honestly don't know what made me say it but I just had to. He started to laugh loud which caused me to giggle loud too.
"Sure, okay", he said smiling. I put my finger on his dimple the began poking it amazed on how deep they were. He laughed again at my gesture and I just giggled.
"We'll, I have to get going now. Thank you once again for everything and for letting me feel your dimples", I said poking one of them which caused him to giggle.
"Anytime, love", he said. I felt butterflies in my stomach when he told me "love". I got off the car walking towards my front porch then turning around to waved him a goodbye.
When I went inside my house I noticed that know one was home. So, I went upstairs in my room shutting the door then sliding down in the door.
I just had the weirdest day. Besides the whole incident with bobby, I had the chance to go to my hot teachers flat and to feel his awesome dimples.
I began checking my messages when I noticed some were from Bobby(3), Tamara(2), and other messages from friends.
That night, I had a big smile on my face.
I fell asleep with only one thought in my mind. Mr. Styles!
He raped me.
He left me laying their like if I was dead. All I remember was trying to get off his grip and punch him but he was too strong. I also remember him plunging himself in and out of me with full force. It was so painful, the memories would just comeback all the time. I also remember someone wrap their arms around me and I felt safe. Other than that everything went black.
I woke up feeling very weak and when I opened my eyes I didn't recognized anything I saw. All I could see was portraits of paintings and a bookshelf full of books. Then realized that I was in bed, but someone else's bed. I started to panic a little. Suddenly, I turn my head to see a man sleeping on a chair next to the bed. When i tried to sit up, the bed made a squeaky noise that sort of made him wake up. I didn't know what to do so I pretended to be asleep.
I could feel the person come closer to me then sat down at the bed, then I felt him stroke my cheek gently which I didn't mind at all. His touch was so soft and gentle that it made want to fall asleep.
I wanted to see who it was so I pretend to slowly wake up. When I opened my eyes slowly, I wad in shock on who it was. How can I forget those mesmerizing green eyes. How can I forget those curls. He was staring at me with love and worry at the same time. It was my teacher, Mr.Styles.
"Mr. Styles?", I asked in shock sitting up. "Allison", he said.
"Whe- where am I?", I asked confused.
"Your in my flat.", he said simply.
"Okaaayy.....um, why am I in your flat?", i asked again.
"We'll I was walking my way toward my car, when I just saw you laying behind the bleachers hopelessly and unconscious. So I decided to take you here so you can get better", he said. I didn't know if I should thank him with a hug or just tell him thank you. It stayed quiet for a while but he then broke the silence.
"Allison what happened?",he asked worriedly. I thought of telling him the truth but at the same time I didn't want to tell him because then he has to report it and then the school is going to make a big deal about it, especially my parents. I also didn't want to lie to him so I decided to tell him the truth, but not the whole truth.
"Well, I went with my boyfriend bobby their and we started to...you know make out or whatever, and he sort of got a little out if control and well, look at me now", I told him gesturing myself.
He put his hand on top of mine and most people would looked at me with pity, and honesty I hate when people feel that way for me or look at me that way. In this case he didn't look at me that way, he looked at me with love(Not that kind of love)and listened to every word I said. It felt nice.
"Allison. I'm so sorry, do you want me to go to the principal and report-", I quickly cut him off.
"No! Please don't!", I begged.
"Allison, he has to pay for what he has done to you. Or don't you want him to pay for it?", he asked in a serious tone.
"I do, but I just want to avoid all of the drama. I don't want to make a big deal about it", I said.
"Its a pretty big deal. Look how he left you!", he said gesturing his hands to me.
"Really Mr. Styles I'm fine, I just have these bruises that will go away in no time, other than that I'm okay", I told him.
"Are you sure? I could just call-", I cut him off again."Really it's fine, I'm okay". To my surprise I was actually okay, I wasn't crying when I was telling him what happen and I really just wanted to forget it ever happened.
I looked at my phone to see what time it was. It was 5:00pm, I had a bunch of messages too. I quickly got off the bed and I began to search for my bag when I found it on a desk in his room.
"Thank you Mr. Styles for everything but I really need to get going. My parents are probably wondering where I am", I said in a rush."Are you sure you don't want to stay for a little while more?", he asked. Was Mr. Styles asking me to stay? Allison! Of course not! He's your teacher! He just wants to know if your okay!
"No it's okay! I actually need to be going now", I said trying to find the exit to the door.
"Okay well, at least let me drive you home". I smiled at his kindness and said yes because I knew he was just going to insist.
The drive was quiet. Like reeeaalllyy quiet. All I could hear was the engine run and the sound of cars passing by. The only times it wasn't quite was when I told him. Other than that it was quiet. When he gave a turn in my street, he was still driving until I told him to stop in front of my house. I slowly turned to face him, which in my surprise he was already staring at me.
"We'll, this is me. Thanx for the ride I really appreciate it Mr.Styles", I said smiling at him.
"Please, call me harry. Where not on school you know", he said giggling and reviling his awesome dimples. I don't know if I was still dizzy from what happened earlier but I asked him the weirdest question ever.
"Mr.-um I mean Harry, can I like touch your dimples?", I honestly don't know what made me say it but I just had to. He started to laugh loud which caused me to giggle loud too.
"Sure, okay", he said smiling. I put my finger on his dimple the began poking it amazed on how deep they were. He laughed again at my gesture and I just giggled.
"We'll, I have to get going now. Thank you once again for everything and for letting me feel your dimples", I said poking one of them which caused him to giggle.
"Anytime, love", he said. I felt butterflies in my stomach when he told me "love". I got off the car walking towards my front porch then turning around to waved him a goodbye.
When I went inside my house I noticed that know one was home. So, I went upstairs in my room shutting the door then sliding down in the door.
I just had the weirdest day. Besides the whole incident with bobby, I had the chance to go to my hot teachers flat and to feel his awesome dimples.
I began checking my messages when I noticed some were from Bobby(3), Tamara(2), and other messages from friends.
That night, I had a big smile on my face.
I fell asleep with only one thought in my mind. Mr. Styles!
11/16/13