Taking Chances
(Chapter:14)
Flashback: Saturday night...
Harry's POV:
As I arrived at the food place, I decided to wait for her outside of the restaurant. As I was waiting in the waiting area outside, I felt two hands cover my eyes.
"Guess who?!", she said pressing her hands hard enough for me not to pull away.
"Umm? Taylor", I said getting off her grip and turned around to see her. She giggled and gave me a bear hug. I didn't want to be rude so I hugged her as well.
When we pulled away, she took a hold of my hand and intertwined her fingers with mine. At first, I was surprised by her action, but I didn't want to be rude so I decided to play along and let it happen.
"So!? Shall we eat?! I'm actually starving!", she said pulling me inside the place. "Yeah, sure.", I said, "Um excuse me? Party for two please?", I mentioned the waiter.
"Sure! Just you two?", he asked. "Yes just us", Taylor said.
"Right this way", he mentioned us to a table for two.
As me and Taylor took our seats, the waiter asked us what we wanted to drink and our appetizer and so on. When he finally left me and Taylor alone, she began making short talks. Or should I say, long talks.She began telling me about her day and how her car didn't want to start so she had to ask for her neighbor to give her a jump start. Then she told me how they gave her the wrong order in Starbucks and she got a bit upset but then she got over it. Finally, she told me that she went shopping with Selena and that she found the most beautiful heels, but that they didn't have her shoe size.
By this point the waiter came with the drinks and our appetizers. In my head I thanked the waiter for interrupting the talk because honestly, she wouldnt stop talking!
By dinner.....
"Oh yeah! Did I mention you about the heels I found in the mall but they...".
"But they didn't have your size, yeah you kinda of mentioned that already", I said a bit annoyed. She giggled and took another bit of her salad.
"So I was thinking? We should go see that new romantic movie that's coming out on theaters! What's it called again? I think it's called 'About Time' with Rachel McCadems and this other guy! What do you think?!", she asked excited.
"Taylor I-", I couldn't take it anymore! I had to tell her the real reason why I brought her here! I took a deep breathe in before I spoke.
"Taylor....I'm sorry but no. I can't go", I said in a serious tone. Her face immediately went serious and her smile faded.
"Taylor-", I sighed,"I haven't been fair to you. I also haven't been honest with you.", I began.
"The truth is...I don't like you. I mean I like you but not the way of a guy likes a girl and he wants to be with her. I mean, I like you but just as a friend and JUST a friend. I'm sorry if any of my actions caused you to grow feelings for me. I'm also sorry that I don't feel the same way you do.", I said.
"But honestly.....I'm in love with someone else, and I know she's in love with me too, but she thinks that our relationship can be 'risky' -I quoted- but I'm willing to fight for her, and I'm willing to put my soul, my heart, and my all for her to be with me.", I said.
"I know it has been unfair for what I have done to you, and I honestly think you don't deserve it. Which is why I want to apologize deeply for being such a dick and a selfish guy for only thinking of myself", I concluded. "Taylor? I am truly sorry, can you please forgive me?".
She looked sad and broken for what I have done. Her black tears streaming down her cheeks with mascara running down as well. Without a word, she rises from her seat and gave me a deep stare that honestly scared the shit out if me.
"You're right", she began. "I don't deserve this, and you don't deserve my forgiveness.", she said.
With that being said, she walked out in a heart beat and left me sitting their alone.
Harry's POV:
As I arrived at the food place, I decided to wait for her outside of the restaurant. As I was waiting in the waiting area outside, I felt two hands cover my eyes.
"Guess who?!", she said pressing her hands hard enough for me not to pull away.
"Umm? Taylor", I said getting off her grip and turned around to see her. She giggled and gave me a bear hug. I didn't want to be rude so I hugged her as well.
When we pulled away, she took a hold of my hand and intertwined her fingers with mine. At first, I was surprised by her action, but I didn't want to be rude so I decided to play along and let it happen.
"So!? Shall we eat?! I'm actually starving!", she said pulling me inside the place. "Yeah, sure.", I said, "Um excuse me? Party for two please?", I mentioned the waiter.
"Sure! Just you two?", he asked. "Yes just us", Taylor said.
"Right this way", he mentioned us to a table for two.
As me and Taylor took our seats, the waiter asked us what we wanted to drink and our appetizer and so on. When he finally left me and Taylor alone, she began making short talks. Or should I say, long talks.She began telling me about her day and how her car didn't want to start so she had to ask for her neighbor to give her a jump start. Then she told me how they gave her the wrong order in Starbucks and she got a bit upset but then she got over it. Finally, she told me that she went shopping with Selena and that she found the most beautiful heels, but that they didn't have her shoe size.
By this point the waiter came with the drinks and our appetizers. In my head I thanked the waiter for interrupting the talk because honestly, she wouldnt stop talking!
By dinner.....
"Oh yeah! Did I mention you about the heels I found in the mall but they...".
"But they didn't have your size, yeah you kinda of mentioned that already", I said a bit annoyed. She giggled and took another bit of her salad.
"So I was thinking? We should go see that new romantic movie that's coming out on theaters! What's it called again? I think it's called 'About Time' with Rachel McCadems and this other guy! What do you think?!", she asked excited.
"Taylor I-", I couldn't take it anymore! I had to tell her the real reason why I brought her here! I took a deep breathe in before I spoke.
"Taylor....I'm sorry but no. I can't go", I said in a serious tone. Her face immediately went serious and her smile faded.
"Taylor-", I sighed,"I haven't been fair to you. I also haven't been honest with you.", I began.
"The truth is...I don't like you. I mean I like you but not the way of a guy likes a girl and he wants to be with her. I mean, I like you but just as a friend and JUST a friend. I'm sorry if any of my actions caused you to grow feelings for me. I'm also sorry that I don't feel the same way you do.", I said.
"But honestly.....I'm in love with someone else, and I know she's in love with me too, but she thinks that our relationship can be 'risky' -I quoted- but I'm willing to fight for her, and I'm willing to put my soul, my heart, and my all for her to be with me.", I said.
"I know it has been unfair for what I have done to you, and I honestly think you don't deserve it. Which is why I want to apologize deeply for being such a dick and a selfish guy for only thinking of myself", I concluded. "Taylor? I am truly sorry, can you please forgive me?".
She looked sad and broken for what I have done. Her black tears streaming down her cheeks with mascara running down as well. Without a word, she rises from her seat and gave me a deep stare that honestly scared the shit out if me.
"You're right", she began. "I don't deserve this, and you don't deserve my forgiveness.", she said.
With that being said, she walked out in a heart beat and left me sitting their alone.
Notes
Hey guys!How've you guys been? I've missed you guys!
It's so good to finally being back home after another week of being in the hospital\: My dad was finally released today, which makes me happy!(;
Anyway! Harry finally confronts Taylor about his feelings! Oh-oh!
This was just a filler chapter, I promise that the next one will be up soon. This was just to explain how it all went down with Haylor!
Have you guys noticed that there's all of a sudden 'Teacher Fanfic's'! I swear!
Alright you guys!
Gnight(;
P.S: New Fanfic coming soon! 'Life Is Beuatiful'
11/16/13