Only Ever You

Calums POV:

I feel faint, I actually think if I was not sitting down I would be on the floor. Ashley is pregnant, with Luke’s baby...Luke. And he is gloating about it to me, Luke Hemmings the best friend I ever had is rubbing this fact in my face, it would have been worse if he had hit me.

But I’m not going to show that, not going to show any hurt on my face, act like you dont care, act like you dont care, I tell myself in my mind. Its not too hard I have had plenty of practice.
I never thought anyone would come between us, we were brothers bonded for life, Its kind of ironic that Ashley has done just that, at least it is to me. She was always just one of our friends, a familiar face. Its was only as we grew up that I started to take notice in her, and realise just how beautiful she was.

Luke always got the girls, and I didn’t really mind. I was his best friend the funny one, but never the one girls talked to, unless they were trying to get his number. The only one who didn’t treat me second best to Luke was Ashley.
It was only when I found her the day after her best friend, Laurel had announced that she was going out with Luke, hunched over crying her eyes out that I realised, I was in love with Ashley Irwin. Even as I hugged her and tried to comfort her I knew I was entering a dangerous place, she only saw me as I friend, I saw the longing looks she cast at Luke and how her eyes lit up when he entered the room.

I guess I still havent learnt anything, how many years has it been? To be truthful too many. Ashley was never mine, I was nothing to her but a friend. Ashley peers at me through her guilty eyes. "Congratulations" I say sounding faker than I ever have before. "Aw. thanks 'mate" Luke replies sounding equally fake. Ashley just stays silent.

I openly give Luke the dirtiest look I possibly can. Why does he always get it all?

The girl, The perfect life and now the baby.

Notes

Sorry I have been so bad at updating! I've just had a week of tests :(

Thought I'd do a Calum POV seeing as its his birthday today!

Please can I get more rates, comments and subscribers? xx
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