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Kismet

Kiss Me Like You Want To Be Loved

"So did you have fun tonight?" Montana asked Georgie as soon as they were inside of their apartment and Georgie blushed at her words especially with the way Montana said them.

Like Montana thought that she and Louis had sex which they didn't. The only two people who had been having sex had been Montana and Niall.

Louis and Georgie had just sat on the couch and talked all night while her sister and his friend had fucked. Georgie had told Louis about her mom and how she had named both her kids after states. How their dad hadn't been in the picture and how regardless of their upbringing their mom wanted more for them.

That she always wanted more and Georgie was trying to do that. She was trying to have a better life than she had in the small Virginia town that she had came from.

Just like Louis told Georgie about his life in England. How he had recently had a bad break up with some chick named Eleanor. How he came to California for a trip just to get away but how he was considering staying because he kind of loved the state.

He loved Los Angeles and felt more of himself here than he had felt in London.

"Not as much fun as you had Montana," Georgie chided with a roll of her eyes as she headed down to the bathroom to wash her makeup off her face and change into her pajamas.

Montana chuckled as she followed behind Georgie, coming to a stop when she reached her room. "Fine, I got laid so I had more fun than the virgin," she teased. "But did you have enough fun that you don't regret coming with me? I mean I know you didn't want too and I made you so I just hope you had fun."

"I did," Georgie told her honestly as she came to a stop outside the bathroom. "I had more fun than I thought I would."

"Good," Montana smiled before walking into her room and after she did Georgie headed into the bathroom to get ready for bed.

Surprised at how exhausted she was and she really hadn't done anything but talk.



Georgie who was almost asleep opened her eyes when she heard her cell phone which was beside her bed start ringing. Reaching over she picked it up without even checking the i.d. because she knew just from the ringtone who it was.

Harry was calling her at a late hour.

"Harry," she spoke once she had the phone to her ear. "I was almost asleep," she told him trying to sound angry at him but she'd never be able to be truly angry at him. He was her best friend and it was always hard.

Even when she felt like lately they were slowly drifting apart.

"I figured as much," Harry told her with a bit of a slur to his voice and she knew he was drunk. "I was just..I'm near you apartment and I miss you," he told her his words making her heart hurt yet flutter at the same time. Because she knew he didn't mean it that way she wanted him too but yet she naively had a bit of hope. "Can I come by?"

Georgie rolled her eyes, "It's late Harry," she told him again trying to sound angry. "And I have work tomorrow."

"So?" Harry questioned like he didn't understand the problem. Hell maybe he didn't. "I'll be silent and let you sleep. Just want a good cuddle from my cuddle buddy George," he coed into the phone.

His words making Georgie roll her eyes and her heart hurt yet again.

"Fine," Georgie relented knowing it was a bad idea but when it came to Harry she figured she had a million bad ideas.

What was one more damn bad idea?

"Good, I'll be there soon," Harry told her and before she had time to reply the phone went dead.

Sitting up in bed Georgie just turned off her phone before slipping out of bed. Leaving her bedroom quickly because she didn't want Harry to knock too long. Knew if he did it would wake Montana up which was the last thing they needed because Montana was a grump when she just got woken up.

Regardless of the fact that she just got laid and most things Georgie read said sex was supposed to make people happier.

It never seemed to make Montana any happier.

Making it to the living room Georgie just stood by the door until she heard a knock and once she did she opened the door. Coming face to face with Harry who seemed like he was buzzing.

Georgie wondering just how much he had to drink tonight as well as who he had went out drinking with.

"Have fun tonight?" she asked him once he stepped inside. Soon shutting the door behind him.

Harry sighed sounding like he was unsure how to answer her. "Not really," he told her and when she turned to face him she saw that he seemed like he was telling the truth. "Just a few boys and I from college went out drinking since we won't see each other until classes start back up in the fall," he revealed and Georgie made a face.

Wondering how boys in law school could really have fun. Because yeah Harry was following in his father's footsteps and trying to be a lawyer.

Though Georgie was sure that his heart wasn't in it. Had known that for a while really but never wanted to confront him over it.

"Oh really?" Georgie questioned as she lead the way down to her bedroom. "Did you get to sing tonight?" she asked him knowing deep down that's where Harry's heart truly laid. It was with music and he had the ability to sing.

Probably should pursue it but just like he said he didn't like to disappoint her he didn't like disappointing his parents either and while they may have been okay with Gemma being a model they expected better from their baby son.

Wanted him to be more which meant becoming a lawyer.

"No," Harry answered as soon as they reached her room. "I don't sing around those friends," he told her. Georgie wanting to ask why but she didn't because she felt like she knew why.

They wouldn't accept him singing probably. That or he feared they wouldn't which let Georgie know he probably kept that side of himself hidden with them.

Only letting it come out when he was around her and Liam....also Rory had known but he met Rory at one of the many bars that did open mic nights so the ex who had almost had his baby got to hear him sing.

Georgie knowing it was awful that she wished he had hid that side from her too.

But it seemed ever since finding out about the pregnancy scare she was just having a lot of awful thoughts. Like how she was losing touch with her friends. Friends who kept secrets from her when she didn't keep secrets from them.

At least she hadn't until tonight because she had no plans to tell Harry that she had hung out with Louis again.

After Harry had stripped down to his boxers Georgie walked to her bed with Harry. Letting him lay down first before slipping in beside him. Her eyes closing instantly when his arms went around her waist. Hating that he affected her so damn much.

"What did you do tonight George?" Harry asked and she almost wished he hadn't because while she had no plans to tell him about Louis she also didn't want to lie directly to his face.

Opening her eyes she swallowed hard as she looked up into Harry's green eyes almost feeling like he could see through her though she knew that wasn't truly possible.

Knew that he couldn't really see through her even if it felt like he could.

"Just stayed in and watched movies while Montana went on a date," she lied praying that Harry didn't see through it.

His face remaining neutral which didn't give her any indication one way or another that he had seen through her lie.

"You have such a boring life George," Harry told her obviously having not known she was lying. Which eased her worried mind. "I knew I should have texted you to join me."

Laughing softly Georgie shook her head, "But you didn't so you missed your chance," she muttered keeping her eyes locked with his.

"I did," Harry whispered sounding honest. "Not going to miss my chance to do this though," he spoke and before she could ask him what he meant she froze when she felt his lips on hers in a kiss.

A drunken sloppy kiss that should have made Georgie happy. After all she had wanted Harry to do this for ages but it was so sudden and out of nowhere and with the taste of alcohol on his lips she knew he probably didn't really mean it.

May have even thought she was someone else who he really did want to kiss.

But even with those thoughts Georgie finally did kiss him back. Her eyes fluttering shut when his hand rested on her cheek softly.

Knowing that when tomorrow came she'd have a broken heart but tomorrow wasn't here yet.

When Harry pulled away Georgie looked at him expectantly. Half expecting an answer from his buzzed self but she didn't get one.

"Night George," Harry yawned with a smile on his face, his eyes falling shut. "Love you."

"Love you too," Georgie frowned as she too let her eyes fall shut. Turning in Harry's arms so that she was facing away from him.

Hating that once again her heart was already hurt and it wasn't even morning. As well as hating that once again she had made another bad decision when it came to Harry.

Notes

Comments

@tkstylist

thank you :) that means a lot to hear.

mirandakane mirandakane
1/11/16

I love the way you write, that was a great update :)

tkstylist tkstylist
1/11/16

@JustBloo.

Haha if she could she probably would choose them all.

mirandakane mirandakane
1/8/16

Oohhhhhhhh so many men...not enough time...
Choose them all Georgie! :P

JustBloo. JustBloo.
1/8/16

@tkstylist
I'm glad you liked this :).

mirandakane mirandakane
1/7/16