Parson Upton
Year 2023, Month September
Chicago, Illinois
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Harry’s burning, hot chest collided with my back and all I wanted to do was get away. He sickened me to my core. After everything he just did… he seems so… dead to me. He’s forcing me to sleep in his bed with him. I am forever forbidden to go into the basement by myself, and I can’t even go to my own bedroom in this place because he doesn’t want me to sleep without him.

I’ve realized why this place is called hell now.

“Why can’t I just sleep on the floor?” I mumbled, feeling his arms wrap around my waist and pull me closer to his half naked body.

He grabbed a handful of my hair and I sucked in a breath, “Because, I want to hold you as close as I can. So that you’ll love me back.”

I rolled my eyes. “You can’t make me love you. I don’t love you, I love Louis,” I felt brave at that moment when the words left my mouth and the warmth of Harry’s body left mine, making me cover my mouth and turn towards him. All of a sudden, his hands gripped my wrists and my arms were pinned beside my head as he hovered over me. “You can’t force love, Harry,” I spat.

“Yeah, but there are some things I can force,” he grunted, his eyes flashing with a lustful emotion that I refused to read into, and he slammed his hands onto my waist.

Next thing I knew, the shirt he let me borrow was lying on the floor and when I looked at him, I could tell what was coming next.

“No, stop,” I begged and he shook his head. When he tried to take my underwear off, I grabbed his wrists and he licked his lips, his anger obviously growing by the second. “Harry, I don't want this.”

He yanked down my underwear when I looked away from him and tears fell from my eyes. “Well it's a good fucking thing that it's not what you want. It's not what Parson wants, baby, it's what I want,” he whispered to me and my breaths hitched when he grabbed my hips.

He slammed my body onto the bed to make sure that I was secure, and I covered my eyes. I couldn't watch. I didn't know what else to do, and if I fought with him anymore about it… there's a high chance that my choices will have something to do with Louis.

So I completely gave into him.

I wasn't going to show any sign of pleasure, if anything I would make sure to show him how much he was hurting me. How much I hated him now.

I sealed my lips together when Harry placed kisses on my thighs, shaking my head every time my eyes would roll back. With each kiss he planted, he would leave my skin wet and cold. Don't show pleasure.

Harry didn't bother to grab a condom before he stripped of his clothing and climbed back over me. I was terrified. I still didn't want this. “It wouldn't be very nice if I told Louis what we've been doing together,” Harry muttered, feeling the space in between my legs with his large fingers as he kissed my neck.

“Oh God,” I mumbled, but the little words came out in a moan and Harry looked down at me. When he used his fingers to rub the same spot that made me moan out in the first place, my hands landed on his biceps and he gave me a wolfish smirk.

Escape. That was the first thing that came to mind once he hovered over me with no grasp on my body whatsoever. Escape now.

When he looked to the window in the middle of the right side of the wall, I took a deep breath. Then I grabbed the tee shirt from the side of the bed and quickly rolled out from underneath him, immediately making him take off after me.

I let out a scream when I made it out of his room, tossing the tee over my head and realizing I had forgotten my underwear. I was completely exposed, and when I glanced behind me, I realized I wasn't the only one exposed and naked.

I was crying; I was completely sobbing and had never been so terrified of Harry in my time of being with him. All of a sudden, he caught up to me right as I was about to reach the staircase that led down to the front doors.

Harry grabbed my arms and slammed me against the wall, his body glistening in front of me as the moonlight peaked through the windows on the ceiling. His grasp on me was rough and I felt bruises developing already. He dug his fingertips into the skin on my hips and forced me to wrap my legs around his waist as he pressed me harder onto the wall.

His eyes wouldn't leave mine as he used all of his might to pound in between my legs. I felt used, and I was moaning like an idiot. The harder he pushed into me, the more I hurt. He dropped my legs and I tried to stand, but the more he moved inside me, the more I moved up the wall and had no other choice but to intentionally wrap my legs back around him.

“No,” I cried, rolling my eyes back and clawing at the skin on his shoulders as he pressed his hands to the wall on either sides of my head. He let out a furious yell at me, and I felt as if he was going deeper than he actually could.

I curled my toes and felt more and more tears spill from my eyes as he relentlessly hammered himself into me. When I felt him spill into me, I gasped and shook my head.

Then without warning, he completely pulled away from me and made me fall the floor. I winced in pain and covered my eyes when I noticed the blood on my thighs and on his own. “I hate you,” I sobbed and Harry picked me up, wrapping an arm around my waist and dragging me down the hall.

When we made it back to Harry's room, he walked into the bathroom with me and grabbed my neck, slamming me against the bathroom door once he closed it. I yelped and he placed his forefinger and his middle finger over my lips, wetting his own lips and searching my naked body, as if he didn't get enough pleasure from me minutes ago.

He placed his other hand on the spot below my navel and kissed the side of my mouth. But then he grabbed me by the throat and pulled me from the door, shoving me to the bathroom floor.

“Take a shower, Parson,” he ordered me and tears fell from my jaw. “You are fucking filth,” he wounded me with more than words and I looked at him with wide eyes before he shook his head and left me alone, naked and in the middle of the bathroom floor.

Notes

Gosh this was awful and shitty and short, but at least I updated like I have so much relief it's unreal.

Woo!