The begining of something new
Times be a changing
Eloise's P.O.V
It's the last day of this term, and I haven't heard a thing from Jared, I've heard everything else, but Jared. I've had Tiffany screaming at me, saying it's all my fault, everything it's always my fault, I just wished he would show up at school, so I can see his face one more time, before we graduate. Once I snap out of my day dream, I get back to the math exam that's in front of me, last exam of the term, and I can't even concentrate because of him. The less I see him, the more I want him. I hear the teacher say we have only 10 minutes left so I buckle down and try to answer every question. Once the teacher had collected all our papers we were allowed to talk, first thing I hear are footsteps rushing towards me, then I get squealing in my ear, I turn and slap Lucy gently, "Come on Lucy, my head already hurts!" I rolled my eyes at her.
"Oh, I'm so sorry," She said with sarcasm, "But aren't you excited for tomorrow night?"
"What?" I asked.
"You DID not forget about the concert tomorrow right?" Lucy nearly died saying it.
It had completely slipped my mind, Lucy had bought me the outfit and the ticket and it would keep my mind off of Jared and Graduation for a few hours so I had to agree.
"Definitely not!" I tried to convince her, but it didn't work.
"Ok, whatever, I'll be at your house tonight after school alright?" she pretty much demanded.
"Lucy, we don't even have to leave for the concert till 5pm tomorrow night? Why are you coming to my house tonight? Won't you want to go to Tiffany's end of term party tonight anyways?" I asked, knowing I will not be going, as I was officially not invited.
"I ain't going to no lame party without you love, and I want to hang with you tonight anyways, then we have all day tomorrow to get all dolled up for the future husbands" she winked at me while nudging her elbow into my rib cage. I was not as addicted to them as her, I did like a few of their songs, I have been doing some research on the songs that will be played, my favourite one will probably be 'No Control'. Lucy has booked us a hotel in the city too, it would be to late and we may be a little to drunk after the concert to drive back home anyways.
"Fine", I say giving into her demands, knowing I don't even have a say.
"Ok, good. I'll see you later!" She sung while she skipped away.
As we turned separate corners, all I could think about is Jared.
Jared's P.O.V
I still cannot forget the anxiety seizure I had at school, I woke in a hospital bed with every machine attached to me in some way. But the only thing on my mind was Eloise. The doctor said I couldn't go back to school until my anxiety levels were down, so mum decided to home school me. Tiffany was my first visitor at the hospital as mum was already there when I had woken. She was crying her eyes out, she kept asking if it was her that had my anxiety levels sky rocketing, I shook my head. She kept asking me who caused it, but I pretended I needed to rest. When my anxiety was still serious the doctors decided to medicate me, the medication made me moody, because of the extra hormones in it. One day when I was let out of hospital, mum was working, so Tiffany offered to drive me home, obviously I kept avoiding her questions, because if I had to answer them, I couldn't lie. Yes, I loved Eloise, but I also loved Tiffany enough to not lie to her. On the ride home she pulled over and turned the car off. "What's wrong Tiff?" I asked groggily.
"Do you not love me anymore?" She blurted out staring at the steering wheel.
"What? No!" I scoffed.
"It's just you won't tell me anything Jared! It's either you don't trust me or you did something you regret? Please Jared, I love you. Just tell me" She looked up from her steering wheel.
"Eloise" I whispered.
"What?" She questioned.
"Eloise!" I screamed. Shit my medication is kicking in.
"SO Eloise was the one to put this anxiety all on you?!" She sternly said, noticing that my medication was staring.
"Yeah! And obviously I didn't want you to know?! I Thought you trusted me enough to let things slide!" I kicked the dashboard.
"I thought you trusted me enough to tell the truth?" She tried to make eye contact with me, but I looked out the window.
"Whatever, just drive!" I said calmly again.
"Do you love me?" She whispered.
"Drive Tiffany" I whispered.
"Not until, you tell me if you still love me! love us?!" She started tearing up.
"I Love you Tiffany, I just love Eloise more" I said nearly crying as well.
"Get out" She bluntly said.
"What?" I questioned. She must be going mad.
"It's over! Get Out of my Car!" She screamed. I opened the door and started walking, not closing it. I sat on the side of the road waiting for her to leave, she didn't though. I called mum, but she couldn't leave work. So I stood up and walked the rest of the way home, wasn't too good for my anxiety levels but I had no other choice, all I thought about on the way home was Eloise, and if Tiffany would hurt her. As I turned down a side alley, shortcut to my house, I saw Tiffany's car behind me, she must of followed me all the way home. But after that, I haven't seen her since.
Its been weeks, and holidays start tomorrow, mum came into my room and asked if I wanted anything. I said no, but I knew she could read my mind as she said "You'll see her again, don't worry, You will graduate from actual school, you just need to rest, relax" As she closed the door behind her. I know she was talking about Eloise, as she would of used Tiffany's name.
Eloise's P.O.V
It's 7:30pm and Lucy still isn't here. Late like always. I figured we would have some girl time, so I set up some sleeping bags and movies in the main living room. When she finally arrived, she covered me with bags and clothes, I walked them up to my bed room and threw them on the bed.
"Alright so what is all of this" I pointed at my bed in sarcastic disgust.
"Oh you know, just the boys favourite clothing choices, that were just posted at 6:38pm today, that is why I am late, but you will thank me in the long run." She laughed.
"Ok then, I am in debt to THE best friend." I laughed back at her.
"Nonsense, I love you and that is it" she playfully bashed my shoulder.
"So I have planned a slumber party, if you wish to call it. Down stairs but it may look like you have other plans?" I questioned.
"No, we shall watch movies, do quizzes and our nails like the olden days, but it is all in One Direction themed! All the boys favourite movies, favourite coloured nails, everything! And tomorrow we are doing a fashion show with what I brought over, to show off them all and pick your mans favourite outfit!" She announced.
"My man's favourite outfit?" I questioned.
"You know, like your favourite boy from 1D, I am a defo Harry's girl, so keep off my man, who's yours?" She asked so seriously.
"I dunno, I haven't even thought about it" I answered. "I thought they were all cute, but to pick one I would have to get to know them better I guess..."
"Okay, downstairs now! We are having to do a serious/fake meet and greet with the boys for you to pick then" She demanded while pushing me out of my room.
After hours of questions and you tubing, I have decided to go with Liam, I am a totally Liam, girl, he is so funny and adorable, but serious and 'daddy direction'. I think this is my first celeb crush, and its worth it.
Its 2am and Lucy has a schedule for tomorrow and wants us up at 8am, we did our nails and watch heaps of videos of Harry and Liam, Lucy reckons we will meet them, but I doubt it. Their just so famous! Why would they waist their time on us? They could get super models if they liked! But then again who knows?
It's the last day of this term, and I haven't heard a thing from Jared, I've heard everything else, but Jared. I've had Tiffany screaming at me, saying it's all my fault, everything it's always my fault, I just wished he would show up at school, so I can see his face one more time, before we graduate. Once I snap out of my day dream, I get back to the math exam that's in front of me, last exam of the term, and I can't even concentrate because of him. The less I see him, the more I want him. I hear the teacher say we have only 10 minutes left so I buckle down and try to answer every question. Once the teacher had collected all our papers we were allowed to talk, first thing I hear are footsteps rushing towards me, then I get squealing in my ear, I turn and slap Lucy gently, "Come on Lucy, my head already hurts!" I rolled my eyes at her.
"Oh, I'm so sorry," She said with sarcasm, "But aren't you excited for tomorrow night?"
"What?" I asked.
"You DID not forget about the concert tomorrow right?" Lucy nearly died saying it.
It had completely slipped my mind, Lucy had bought me the outfit and the ticket and it would keep my mind off of Jared and Graduation for a few hours so I had to agree.
"Definitely not!" I tried to convince her, but it didn't work.
"Ok, whatever, I'll be at your house tonight after school alright?" she pretty much demanded.
"Lucy, we don't even have to leave for the concert till 5pm tomorrow night? Why are you coming to my house tonight? Won't you want to go to Tiffany's end of term party tonight anyways?" I asked, knowing I will not be going, as I was officially not invited.
"I ain't going to no lame party without you love, and I want to hang with you tonight anyways, then we have all day tomorrow to get all dolled up for the future husbands" she winked at me while nudging her elbow into my rib cage. I was not as addicted to them as her, I did like a few of their songs, I have been doing some research on the songs that will be played, my favourite one will probably be 'No Control'. Lucy has booked us a hotel in the city too, it would be to late and we may be a little to drunk after the concert to drive back home anyways.
"Fine", I say giving into her demands, knowing I don't even have a say.
"Ok, good. I'll see you later!" She sung while she skipped away.
As we turned separate corners, all I could think about is Jared.
Jared's P.O.V
I still cannot forget the anxiety seizure I had at school, I woke in a hospital bed with every machine attached to me in some way. But the only thing on my mind was Eloise. The doctor said I couldn't go back to school until my anxiety levels were down, so mum decided to home school me. Tiffany was my first visitor at the hospital as mum was already there when I had woken. She was crying her eyes out, she kept asking if it was her that had my anxiety levels sky rocketing, I shook my head. She kept asking me who caused it, but I pretended I needed to rest. When my anxiety was still serious the doctors decided to medicate me, the medication made me moody, because of the extra hormones in it. One day when I was let out of hospital, mum was working, so Tiffany offered to drive me home, obviously I kept avoiding her questions, because if I had to answer them, I couldn't lie. Yes, I loved Eloise, but I also loved Tiffany enough to not lie to her. On the ride home she pulled over and turned the car off. "What's wrong Tiff?" I asked groggily.
"Do you not love me anymore?" She blurted out staring at the steering wheel.
"What? No!" I scoffed.
"It's just you won't tell me anything Jared! It's either you don't trust me or you did something you regret? Please Jared, I love you. Just tell me" She looked up from her steering wheel.
"Eloise" I whispered.
"What?" She questioned.
"Eloise!" I screamed. Shit my medication is kicking in.
"SO Eloise was the one to put this anxiety all on you?!" She sternly said, noticing that my medication was staring.
"Yeah! And obviously I didn't want you to know?! I Thought you trusted me enough to let things slide!" I kicked the dashboard.
"I thought you trusted me enough to tell the truth?" She tried to make eye contact with me, but I looked out the window.
"Whatever, just drive!" I said calmly again.
"Do you love me?" She whispered.
"Drive Tiffany" I whispered.
"Not until, you tell me if you still love me! love us?!" She started tearing up.
"I Love you Tiffany, I just love Eloise more" I said nearly crying as well.
"Get out" She bluntly said.
"What?" I questioned. She must be going mad.
"It's over! Get Out of my Car!" She screamed. I opened the door and started walking, not closing it. I sat on the side of the road waiting for her to leave, she didn't though. I called mum, but she couldn't leave work. So I stood up and walked the rest of the way home, wasn't too good for my anxiety levels but I had no other choice, all I thought about on the way home was Eloise, and if Tiffany would hurt her. As I turned down a side alley, shortcut to my house, I saw Tiffany's car behind me, she must of followed me all the way home. But after that, I haven't seen her since.
Its been weeks, and holidays start tomorrow, mum came into my room and asked if I wanted anything. I said no, but I knew she could read my mind as she said "You'll see her again, don't worry, You will graduate from actual school, you just need to rest, relax" As she closed the door behind her. I know she was talking about Eloise, as she would of used Tiffany's name.
Eloise's P.O.V
It's 7:30pm and Lucy still isn't here. Late like always. I figured we would have some girl time, so I set up some sleeping bags and movies in the main living room. When she finally arrived, she covered me with bags and clothes, I walked them up to my bed room and threw them on the bed.
"Alright so what is all of this" I pointed at my bed in sarcastic disgust.
"Oh you know, just the boys favourite clothing choices, that were just posted at 6:38pm today, that is why I am late, but you will thank me in the long run." She laughed.
"Ok then, I am in debt to THE best friend." I laughed back at her.
"Nonsense, I love you and that is it" she playfully bashed my shoulder.
"So I have planned a slumber party, if you wish to call it. Down stairs but it may look like you have other plans?" I questioned.
"No, we shall watch movies, do quizzes and our nails like the olden days, but it is all in One Direction themed! All the boys favourite movies, favourite coloured nails, everything! And tomorrow we are doing a fashion show with what I brought over, to show off them all and pick your mans favourite outfit!" She announced.
"My man's favourite outfit?" I questioned.
"You know, like your favourite boy from 1D, I am a defo Harry's girl, so keep off my man, who's yours?" She asked so seriously.
"I dunno, I haven't even thought about it" I answered. "I thought they were all cute, but to pick one I would have to get to know them better I guess..."
"Okay, downstairs now! We are having to do a serious/fake meet and greet with the boys for you to pick then" She demanded while pushing me out of my room.
After hours of questions and you tubing, I have decided to go with Liam, I am a totally Liam, girl, he is so funny and adorable, but serious and 'daddy direction'. I think this is my first celeb crush, and its worth it.
Its 2am and Lucy has a schedule for tomorrow and wants us up at 8am, we did our nails and watch heaps of videos of Harry and Liam, Lucy reckons we will meet them, but I doubt it. Their just so famous! Why would they waist their time on us? They could get super models if they liked! But then again who knows?
Notes
OMG!! I'm so sorry guys!!!!! I went to a leadership camp thing and then my internet cut and other stuff happened, I am so sorry! Thank you to the people who stayed though xox
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1/22/16