Eloise’s P.O.V
Music with Mr George is my best subject and probably my most favoured one, because of Jared. But that might all change today. I walked into the classroom instantly looking for Jared, he isn’t here. I slump into my usual spot in the back corner, next to Jared’s usual spot. I wonder if he will sit in his spot next to me or if he will try to sit with Tiffany. Mr George starts to call the attendance roll and I take one last look around the room, still neither of them here. As Mr George calls my name, I sweetly reply “Here”, when Jared slams into the seat next to me, like on cue. But sadly he isn’t the only one there, with Tiffany straddling him. Mr George looks up mortified, instantly screeching “Students stop that right now!”
Tiffany looks up to him, saying in a slutty voice “Sorry sir”
“Tiffany move to this desk now” Mr George demanded slamming the desk in front of him.
“Come on sir, it won’t happen again” Jared said sounding like a fuck boy. I blankly stare at him, what has this kid turned into over the past two weeks, meeting eye contact with me, he gives me a wink and a shrug of the shoulders. I quickly turn my attention to my closed books in front of me.
“No excuses Jared, move now Tiffany” Mr George said sternly. As Tiffany rose off of Jared’s leg, she let out a little giggle, that no one realised why but me, Jared had a boner, he blushed and covered it up discreetly.
“Gosh sir, sorry for reminding you on the young love you never had” Tiffany said sounding exhausted slumping into her seat.
“Tiffany! My love life is not a concern of yours. And because of that comment, this seat will be yours for the rest of Term” Mr George said pissed off.
Tiffany muttered something under her breath but I think we all chose not to acknowledge it.
As Mr George got under way with the lesson, I prayed that Jared wouldn’t start a conversation with me, I could feel the jealousy in the pit of my stomach, bubbling around waiting to explode, but like he could read my mind, he slid his elbows over to my desk and said “So.. hey Elo, how was your holidays?” Obviously he didn’t find anything interesting in the lesson, I never do, but we both ace it anyways. Elo was my nickname for him, I thought it was adorable since he was the only that did it. I tried to ignore him though. “Come on Elo, why are you being so stiff” He slightly buffered my arm.
I tried not to laugh as I looked at him from his face to his tight pants and back up and said “Not as stiff as you are right now” but I couldn’t help it and neither could the class, as we all laughed out hysterically, Jared’s face went red and he ran out of the class, with his eyes swelling with tears. I saw Tiffany death stare me but I lightly brushed it off. I felt bad though, instantly regretting it.

As classed finished, I contemplated if I should go apologies or let it slide, I started to walk down the hall way trying to decide, but as I passed the second door a hand swiftly pulled me in, making my decision for me. Jared was standing there puffy eyes, with baggy pants once again. Guilt instantly took over my body.
“What the fuck Eloise?!” He screamed at me, pinning me to the wall. I felt the tears of fear swelling up. I always imagined this but without him screaming at me. I didn’t reply once again.
He saw me struggle, but still held me there, only loosening his grip. “Answer me Eloise! I won’t let go until you tell me something” He said in a more hushed voice, but still screaming. He used my full name again, so we are not on any good terms at all. Shit.
That’s all it took, and I started balling. “I’m sorry ok! I guess I was angry” I screamed back at him, wiping away tears. I don’t exactly know why I’m angry, I guess it’s about him and Tiffany, but that’s a really stupid reason. He looked me in the eyes, instantly letting go when he realised he was hurting me.
“Why are you angry? Now, now stop crying” He quietly said wiping away the tears on my cheek.
“Doesn’t matter Jay, I was stupid ok? Can I leave now please?” I said looking at the ground. “No, it can’t be that stupid,” He said sitting down patting the seat next to him, “Spill it Elo.” I don’t want to tell him, but I have to explain, I’ll just tell him, I’ll only have to put up with him for the next few weeks of school, if he doesn't like me. I take a big breath and shake my head, while I sit down.

Jared’s P.O.V
She shook her head, but I need an explanation. “Come on Elo, just say it, it can be a "Free of speech zone", yeah? Like old days.” I said trying to calm her down. Free of speech zone was something we made up in Junior High, when we would talk about people, or outfits, or anything, we had to listen but we couldn’t comment on the subject.
“Fine, but you’ll see its stupid” She said holding onto my hand and looking straight into my eyes, god I missed her so much, her beautiful eyes and flawless face. I’ve had a major crush on her since the beginning of High school, and somehow she found out two years ago, but let it go. I took that as a friend zoned thing. But I never lost my feelings for her. But I love Tiffany now.
“No I won’t” I squeezed her hands and nodded for her to spill ever thing, she looked to the floor letting her hair fall over her face, taking a breath in, and releasing it slowly.

Eloise’s P.O.V
I can’t believe I’m about to do this. But I feel completely ok with it. I took a breath in and out looking down trying to divert his eyes. “Ok, so this morning I found out you were with Tiffany and I guess I was Jealous, I didn’t understand at first either Jay, but I must of subconsciously had feelings for you,” I said looking up into his eyes, which were now looking at the same spot of floor I previously was admiring. “I don’t intend you to break up with Tiffany or anything, because it looks like you guys love each other very much, but don’t tell me to stay around and be your friend because I just can’t do that Jay, I can’t watch you two be madly in love with each other, just reminding myself of the opportunity I missed two years ago… I’ll still chat with you online and in Music, if you promise not to be love dovey in front of me Jared. But it’s completely up to you and Tiffany. I’m really Sorry Jay, really sorry.” I pulled his chin up forcing him to look at me, he released his hands from me and stood up quickly holding his head in his hands. He went for the door, I could feel the tears swelling up in my eyes again. He stopped with his hand on the handle, looked over to me revealing a plain face “Don’t apologies Eloise” He said with no emotion. He then exited the room, taking one last look at me while shutting the door behind me. He left me. Shit.
I walk out to the hallway with puffy eyes, Jared wasn’t anywhere nearby, and I wonder if he is going to tell Tiffany. Just then a pair of arms goes around my waist from behind. I look around in excitement, but it’s not Jared, its Lucy. She looked worried, why? “Are you ok El? Jared just ran down the hallway crying kicking bins and stuff, Tiffany was trying to calm him down and trying to figure out why he was like this but he didn’t budge so I came to find you.” She said with worried eyes. “Did you talk to him? What did you say to make him so pissed?” I spilled everything I had just said to Jared onto Lucy. All she could say afterwards was “Wow”.
Jared’s P.O.V
I left her, in that room alone without an explanation. She has feelings for me? I ran down the hallway, trying to get away from here before I explode, but Tiffany grabbed me by the arm and kissed me. I pushed her away quickly. She looked super confused “What’s wrong babe? Are you crying! What? Why? Who did this?” I just turned around and kicked the closes thing to me, the bin. I started to walk away again but Tiffany kept pulling me back, Why? She would ask, What’s wrong? But I wouldn’t talk, I just kept kicking every bin I passed and before I knew it I was crying like a little girl, losing her first love, with every person in the hallway looking straight at me in fear. All I wanted right now was for the floor to swallow me whole. But the next thing I knew, my vision was blurry and I heard screaming from several different girls, especially Tiffany. The floor came up to my face fast and saw nothing but black, while the screaming fading out in the distance. Tiffany was just a distraction, I realised.
I still love Eloise…

Notes

Time gap next chapter! Trying to hurry to 1D but this all makes sense in the end ok? Just trust me xox <3 Love you all.
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