Summer Sky | L.T.

Summer, this is a time where everything is just better. The sun is shining, the birds are waking you up in the morning and love is in the air, well okay technically that takes place in spring but it lingers in summer.

Normally it would make me happy because that is just the type of girl I am, well used to be. Now I just want summer to go away and leave me the hell alone. I will explain why, so let's take you guys back for 5 months.



~Flashback~
It was a cold Monday morning in February when I woke up on the floor off my boyfriend's room. I couldn't remember what had happened last night but all my muscles were sore. "Mike?" I called out softly as he was nowhere to be seen. I had never stayed over, so this was the first time and it wasn't at all how I have pictured it in my head.

You know the way they wake up in romantic movies or even better in books. Entwined with each other while one of the two is looking how the other is sleeping. This was the opposite of that, as I was lying on the floor without anything soft beneath me except for a pillow. I didn't even have a blanket.

I got up and scanned through his room and was shocked to see how dirty it was. I had never seen his room like this and all the empty bottles weren't comforting at all, it only made me worry about what had happened in this room. I didn't have my own clothes on but I was wearing one of Mike's shirts and I was still wearing my panties so that must be a good sign right? I quickly searched my clothes and was happy to find them all in one piece. I went into his bathroom and walked past a mirror and at first I didn't register what I saw there but when it all clicked I walked back slowly.

I watched with pure horror on my face to see all the bruises and the blood on my legs. I didn't have my period so this could only mean one thing right? But Mike wouldn't do that to me or would he? I know he wanted to have sex for a while now but I wasn't ready for that yet, so he wouldn't right? I felt my head beginning to spin and I had to sit down on the toilet seat for a second. Why couldn't I remember anything from last night? I didn't have that much to drink or did I? It was al so confusing. I quickly took a shower and got dressed when I got out. I really needed to find Mike.

I went downstairs and was met with a horrible smell of puke and alcohol and there was mike entwined with a blond skinny girl who'd I immediately recognized as my best friend and they were clearly having sex. I felt my heart break into million pieces, how could they do that to me? I took a few steps backwards and kept my eyes locked on them moving in sync, she was moaning his name again and again and he was telling her how good she was feeling. It made me feel sick, I just wanted to disappear. I walked backwards but when I placed my foot back the stairs made a cracking sounds, which made them stop immediately. Lindsey opened her eyes and looked past Mike so see me standing on the stairs.

I hoped that she would jump from the couch and apologize but instead she just smiled like a satisfied Persian cat. "Is it Sky?" he whispered with a low chuckle as he kept moving. "Yes." She moaned with the same Persian smile on her face. "Good morning Sky." He said to me as if he wasn't cheating on me. "WHAT THE HELL MIKE!" I yelled but he just put his hand up to stop me from saying anything else. He grabbed Lindsey and moved them so he was now facing me.

"You know I had fun last night but I must say you were like a whore having sex with every guy in the house. Wait what did he just say? "Excuse me?" I said shocked.
This made them both laugh loudly. "Oh I'm sorry you don't remember, well let me explain. When I had my fill off you, I let other guys have their way with you and you didn't do anything to stop them, you little whore." He said smug. How could I not remember this, when Mike saw my shocked expression his face became pure evil. "That's what you get when you don't protect your drink, princess." I was still staring at him whilst he kept kissing Lindsey.

Then it all clicked, they had put something in my drink. "Why?" I whispered. I felt the first tears fall down my face because he just said he had raped me and let other boys do the same.

"I had planned this for a really long time princess because I was being fed up with you for always saying no but then I saw you hugging that dude, what's his name again? I know whom he was talking off but I kept my mouth. "Eric." Lindsey said on which he nodded. "Yeah Eric, so I began to plan this and now you don't have to worry about having sex because you're no longer a virgin and o Sky if you ever tell anyone. You must know I have pictures and a video of you, so be careful about your next steps." That was it, he just dismissed me while tending to Lindsey who was giggling. I had to get out, I had to get some fresh air.

I was happy for the snow as it numbs me. I walked my way to the hospital to 1. Get an after morning pill and 2. To get checked out, just to make sure nothing bad had happened. When they saw me walk in, they were shocked and wanted me to file a report but I just kept saying that my boyfriend (now ex-boyfriend) was just a bit to rough. When I got out on the street again I took a deep breath and walked home. When I got into my room I looked around and everything felt so wrong, as if I didn't belong any more. I picked up the first heavy item I saw lying around and threw it through my mirror and when the mirror shattered so did I.

I lost it. I went totally out of my mind and ran downstairs to get garbage bags and when I got back in my room I went through my closet and threw every skirt, dress and every sexy outfit I owned in those bags. That left me with a single sweatpants and two sweaters because they were grey. The rest of my clothes were not me anymore and I threw away my make-up except for the ones that were from my mother. After what felt like a whole day I was finally done and my once so cosy room was now empty, there was nothing left of the girl I still was yesterday.

The next thing I had to do was clean myself up. I walked into my bedroom and got under the hottest shower ever and just scrubbed and scrubbed till I was bleeding. I felt better after that shower; the only thing left to do was getting new clothes. I immediately went to Primark and bought only black skinny jeans and grey sweaters and shirts. I got black flats and boots that was going to be my wardrobe. I paid and went back home.

I sat in my room and decided I needed to paint it another colour. I went to the hardware store to buy dark grey paint and a started painting immediately when I got back home. "Sky are you home love?" This is the funny part my dad is actually from England but moved here because of my mom and after all those years he still got his British accent, which was quite funny. "I'm home Dad, just painting my room." I yelled back. I didn't stop to come say hello but my dad did and I could hear the gasp when he walked into my room and saw it trashed.
"What happened?" he was clearly shocked to see these drastic changes. "I needed something different I guess." I mumbled.

I felt his glare in my back but I couldn't turn around because that would only make me cry again and that was something I never wanted to do anymore. "Are you okay Sky?" she asked carefully and to be honest I wanted to tell him everything but I just couldn't because it would break his heart. "I'm fine, I just needed something different, don't worry." I turned and smiled at him. "Okay but if there is something you can always talk to me, you know that right?" He placed his hand on my shoulder. "I know dad." He walked out of my room, shaking his head and mumbling to himself.

At school I didn't talk to anyone, I just put my headphones on and that's how I walked through the hallways, disappearing into the background, at first people tried to find out what was going on but eventually they just left me alone. I still did my homework but I wasn't as present in the classroom as I was. I even sat in the back in the farthest corner. I didn't raise my hand when I knew a question I just sat there making notes. Even the teachers where getting worried, I had to come to the school counsellor but I assured her that I was okay. She didn't buy it but let me go. Without any prove that something was up, she really couldn't do anything for me.

When I had finished my last exam, I was happy because now I only had to see them on graduation. Senior prom was also that weekend and I wasn't planning on going to the prom but my father insisted. So I bought a black dress and white heels, they felt really good on my feet, as if my feet had missed wearing heels. I pulled my hair into a messy high bun. I looked a bit like my old self again.

I stepped into that ballroom and everyone turned around to stare at me. I kept my eyes fixed on the floor whilst walking down the stairs quickly. I let them make a picture of me and I even gave them a small smile before I walked to a table to sit, normally I would already be on the dance floor but now I didn't dance anymore. "That you showed up." Lindsey said whilst standing behind me with her friends. They were my friends too a few months ago but now I saw them for who they really were, dumb bimbo's who'd follow anyone with blond hair. "Can you leave me alone Lindsey?" I asked politely, I really didn't want to talk to her.

"You know it's your own fault for what happened." She whispered into my ear. That really hurt but I choose to ignore her and just stared into the void. Eventually she walked away with her posse, which made me cringe. "Can I have this dance Sky?" I looked up and saw Mike standing in front of me with his hand held out and a smug smile on his face. I got up and walked away, leaving him standing there but of course that wasn't the way he wanted to be treated.

He went after me and grabbed me by my arm and spinned me around forcing me to dance with him. I tried to pull me arm from his grip but that was almost impossible. He pulled me even closer. "You look lovely Sky." He whispered near my ear. Next thing I know he kisses me in my neck, when he did that something just snapped and I kneeled him in the balls. "DON'T EVER TOUCH ME AGAIN, YOU SICK BASTARD!" I turned around and ran out of the building and that was my prom.

After graduation I was finally free but I refused to leave my room and if I did it was to take pictures to put on my blog. I had quite a lot of followers and they gave really nice comments but they didn't know who I really was and that was fine with me.
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Present time..
I was lying in my bed, when my door flew open. It scared the living daylight out of me. I peeked from under my pillow to see my dad standing in the door opening, with a angry expression on his face.

"Sky get out of bed now!" he sounded really pissed and it made me wonder what I had done to piss him off. I just turned to my other side and closed my eyes again when suddenly my matrass was being lifted from my bed and with that I literally rolled out of bed. Thankfully I slept in shorts and a tank top, otherwise this was bound to get awkward. "Go away dad." I mumbled in the mess of blankets and pillows.

"I'm not going anywhere, I'm sick of you moping around the house!" he still sounded pissed but I could hear a laugh shimmy through. I couldn't blame him for laughing at me because I really must look ridiculous with all the blankets and pillows around me. "I'm not moping around." I was trying to get free from this mess he dumped on my head by flipping the matrass. "Yes you are and I'm sick of it and that's why you are going to your Aunt for the summer!" he said determined. Wait which aunt? "Dad which aunt are you referring to?" He smiled and that was all he needed to do because he was actually shipping me off to France.
"What the hell dad, I really don't want to go!" I said whilst standing up but he was already walking out of my room. "I have made up my mind, you will leave tomorrow, so start packing and if you need new clothes go buy them!" he ordered. I needed summer clothes as it was summer and it was probably going to be hot, damn it! I quickly got dressed in my usual attire, which existed out of skinny jeans and a grey shirt. I put my hair into a high ponytail and went downstairs.

My dad had already made me breakfast and I loved the fact that he always knows exactly what I want. He made me pancakes because they would always cheer me up, not that something like that worked nowadays but he did try. "Dad you really don't have to ship me off to France, I can go out more." I pleaded but he wasn't having it. "You are still going, it's for the best and maybe it will cheer you up." I doubted that but whatever.

After shopping for summer clothes, I packed my stuff. I got 4 shorts, 7 crop tops, 2 dresses and 4 bikinis and a lot of underwear. I was happy to say I was fully stocked. I packed up my laptop, phone and camera and some cosmetics. I had 1 large suitcase, which had more then enough stuff in it. "We are going out for dinner to celebrate your last night home." My father announced when I walked into the living room and to my surprise he was actually all dressed up. I looked down at my choice of clothes and quickly ran back upstairs and pulled out the black dress I wore to prom. "Okay let's go." I said when I came down. My dad was already waiting for me at the door.

"You look beautiful Sky." He complimented it made me smile. "You are also looking really handsome dad, who knew you could look like that." I teased him a bit. We arrived at the restaurant and I almost turned around when my eyes fell on Mike and Lindsey, there were definitely on a date, my dad turned around to see what I was looking at and his smile faltered. "So that is what happened between you and Mike?" He said softly. I just walked to our table and sat down with my back to Mike and Lindsey, Hopefully they didn't see me because I really didn't need that right now.

I was actually having a pretty good time and actually smiled a lot during dinner. "I need to use the restroom, I will be right back." My dad got up and walked to the toilets. This was something I dreaded because if they had spotted me, I was so screwed. "Hello Sky." I heard Mike say and he actually took a seat right next to me. "Mike." My eyes went to the toilet, to see if my dad was coming back, when Mike noticed this he put his fingers under my chin to make me look at him. "What do you want Mike?" he smiled at me and brought his face closer. I couldn't move back though so I was kind of stuck. "I want you Sky ever since I had sex with you I miss you're body." I was pinned down and stunned at what he was saying to me.

"Even if you were the last man on earth I wouldn't want to have sex with you!" I loudly whispered. "Now, now don't be rude, what would you say, tonight at my place around 11pm?" He really was delusional. "I can't." He didn't believe me though. "If you are not there at 11 pm, the whole world is going to see what kind of slut you really are." I felt the blood drain from my face. "Please don't do that, look I'm really telling you the truth, I'm leaving for France tonight, I swear Mike." I was actually pleading now.

"Hello Mike is there anything I can help you with." I had never been so happy to hear the voice of my dad. "Hello Mr Evans, I heard that Sky was going to France tonight, is this true?" he asked politely and it almost made me throw up. "Yes she is, why do you want to know?" My dad asked. "I was just curious sir." He got up and started to walk away but turned around "Sky it was nice seeing you and it's a shame we can't hang out tonight, have a safe flight." He said before walking back to Lindsey. "What was that about and why were you acting so tense?" My dad fired those questions at me with an abnormal speed.

"I don't really know, I just don't want to be near him that's all." I explained while my dad asks for the bill. "Hmm." We got back home, when my dad asked me to take a seat in the living room. "Sky I know that something happened between you and Mike and I know it's not pretty, I just wish you would tell me what happened." He really looked hurt and a bit sad, that I still couldn't tell him what really happened. "I know dad, I just can't tell you. It just hurts too much." I apologized and he seemed satisfied with that answer. "Alright honey but if you are ready to tell me what really happened I'm here okay?" I smiled at him and gave him a hug before going to bed.

The next morning my dad and I went to the airport. He had to go to work otherwise he would've stayed with me but I actually preferred it this way. I went to the check in desk. The lady wished me a safe and good flight, whilst taking my suitcase.

"Call me when you have landed okay? And please be careful and don't be rude to your aunt!" he hugged me really tight before letting me go. "I will call dad and don't worry I will be nice to Aunt Marie." I promised him before walking through security. I waved one more time before walking to my gateway.

Notes

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A/N
The first Chapter of Summer Sky. I'm aware that Louis hasn't been in this chapter but I promise he will show up in the second chapter. I will update weekly!
I hope you all liked it and if you did please be sure to vote and comment, I love to see what you guys think!! <3