-Harry Styles & You - Addicted To A Memory.

4years passed and I am still not over him..

Even thought he left me with a baby..

Even thought he left me.

I am so sick of my heart who still ache for him

I am so sick of it.. My pride was hurt enough but I am still not over him.

FLASHBACK:

“Harry you are my only hope..you have to help me!.”I said grabbing his hand.

“then you are screwed, just like the way I am.”he said coldly as he pushed me away.
“Harry...”

“how could I know that the baby is mine anyway ? You were with that Jerk cheating on me! and now you are back saying I should help you? Am I crazy?!”he glared at me his eyes was full with hate! Anger! But there was a sad feeling deep inside him.

“I never cheated on you understand that!!!”I shouted at him but he just laughed with a smirk which made me angry.

“you had that angel side which made me fell for you but you turned out fake after all..”he said before going out .


I followed him.


“I don’t care if you think I am a fake or bitch or anything else because that’s your opinion but I am really excited to see the day you come back with regret.”I said grapping his right hand .

“you lost me and I know you will search of me inside any other girls you will date but you wont find me, because you didn’t believe or understand me now.”I said looking into his eyes ,his eyes was full of sadness + hatred but most of it was jealously..

and that jealously was coming from fear I was sure but I don’t care anymore

“I LOST MY MIND TRYING TO UNDERSTAND YOURS!!”I heard him shout behind me.

I didn’t look back though

tomorrow might be wonderful , it might be magical but I believe even if I loved again it wont be like the way I loved you..


END OF FLASHBACK:

he left my life but that’s not the end of my life and my story. That’s the end of his part in it, that’s the end of his part in me and Mina’s life..

Mina is 3 years and 4 months , she is so cute! She loves dancing and Singing just like Harry, I wonder if he remember me once in a while..

I wonder if he ever thought about Mina..i wonder if he ever thought that he may be her dad..
I wonder if I will see him today at the weeding?

“Of course you will see him you stupid!” -_-

I forgot to tell you it’s a weeding of friends of us {Eleanour and Louis}.

They were dating back when I was dating Harry, Eleanour is one of the best friends of mine so I didn’t have any choice but to be with her in a day like this even if it meant seeing him..

_

“Kaz! I am so nervous!”Eleanour said stressedly and nervously which made me chuckle.

“Eleanour calm down everything will be alright! and also the charming prince is waiting outside, do you wanna make him wait more” I glared at her with a teasing eyes which made her giggle.

“alright alright the weeding will start in any minute, I cant believe you are getiing married! Ahh Eleanour I am so happy for you!!! Congratulation my bestie!!”I hugged her tightly, I was really happy for her, actually in the past no one probably thought they would get married the first .. even themselves probably didn’t know.

“Auntie you should throw the bouquet to me okay?” Mina said giggling which made us laugh.

“try to catch it there Sweety!”Eleanour said still laughing.

“okay I will go and sit , good luck “I said as I hugged her once again as I went and sat with Mina.
_

I was really stressed because Harry was looking at me all the time I tried to avoid him by talking with Mina and things but still it was holly StressFul!!!

“so now Mrs,Eleanour do you accept Mr, Louis as your husband?”
“Yes!!!”Eleanour Answered with a giggle actually I couldn’t help but to laugh a little as I saw them , they looked so cute..

like how we were.

-continue...

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