Christmas With Niall Horan
Why in the hell was he here? I really didn't need this and I know my mom was behind this, so I really had to talk to her about this, as I wasn't grateful for her little surprise. "Emily, wait!!" I heard Niall yell whilst I was walking towards the park but he was much faster than I was and he grabbed my arm and spun me around. I was now facing him and all my feelings came rushing back. "What are you doing here Niall!" I shouted at him, I couldn't contain my anger any longer and instead of taking a step back he came even closer and I kept walking back until I hit a tree, Damn...
"I needed to see you and when your mother called me to tell what had happened, I felt like an utter git for ignoring your calls!" he yelled back. How dare he yell at me as I haven't done anything wrong here. "Yeah why were you ignoring my calls in the first place!" I spit out the words and he knew he had me where he wanted.
"Because I was uncertain about us, as I was going to travel around the world. I wasn't able to see you in-between and I couldn't do that to you" he shouted again and I really wanted some space but he wasn't giving it to me. I was already forgiving him, as he really seemed upset by it but that didn't mean I would take him back in an instant. I was going to be busy soon as I was going to move to London in two days, wait that was probably the reason he was here, god that's the reason my mom had called him.
"Niall I get it, I do but you weren't there when I needed you and that really hurt me, you can't imagine how much that hurted so you can't expect for me to forgive you like that but I could use a friend in London." I told him in one breath and I know that wasn't something he wanted to hear from me, his eyes betrayed him, he was like an open book but it was all I could offer him at this moment.
"Alright, I know about your move, so you can come with me to London, as I'm also leaving in two days." He said defeated, I know he was hurt by my rejection but can you really blame me? "Thank you, Niall." I said whilst putting my hand on his cheek. He leaned into my hand and kissed the inside of my hand.
"I need to go now, make sure everything is ready for my move in two days and I'm sorry Niall." I apologized for standing him up but I could see understanding in his eyes. "No it's fine, bye Em." he mumbled as he walked away from me.
"Bye Niall." I whispered, not sure if he had heard me. I quickly walked towards my mom who was aware of the problem she had made. She kept quiet during our drive back home and as soon as we were home, I flew upstairs and continued packing.
I had ruined everything, when she saw me, she was in shock and it was not a good shock, she hated my guts and you could almost see sparks flying from her. She was so angry that I gave the school her painting and when she saw me it was even worse. She didn't slap me though. So that's a good start I guess but now she wants to be friends but we have never been friends and I want her back desperately. The reason I'm here is because of her mom but I talked to the lads, just to ask how they are dealing with there relationships and when I heard their stories I knew I made a mistake by ignoring her like that and when I heard that she lost her father I felt horrible. I checked my missed calls and saw that she indeed called me when her dad passed away and I also know exactly what I had been doing that day and I'm just embarrassed of myself. My phone pulled me back from my thought.
"Liam, what up?" I answered. "What's up really Niall? Dude how did it go?" he asked me worried. "Not good, she is mad en she just want to be friends." I told him and to say it out loud, didn't make me feel any better.
"You will get her back just be patient." Liam ensured me but I wasn't that optimistic about this, as I really screwed up. "I don't know man but maybe you are right." We hung up and I made my way back to the hotel I was staying and waited for two straight days, till my phone went off and the caller id was from no other then Emily.
"Emily?" I answered after the first ring. "Yeah hi, uhm can I still get a flight with you?" the felt really awkward and I wished I could take it away. "Of course, what time do you want to leave?" I asked her, leaving it all to her.
"Can we go now?" she asked me out of the blue and I just sat there for a few seconds. "Yes of course I will come and pick you up." I told her. I quickly packed my stuff, called the airport and informed them I wanted to leave within an hour or two, which was okay. I called a cab and waited for it in front of the hotel.