Summer Love
First time
I was having an extremely bad day. I was hungover, I felt sick to my stomach and I hadn’t gotten enough sleep. I didn’t want to get out of bed at all and I just wanted to stay in a dark room all day.
“Rise and shine” Louise entered my room and opened the curtains. The sun blinded me completely and I closed my eyes as fast as I could.
“Go away” I mumbled as I covered my head with the blanket. I was a bit disappointed by myself for getting so drunk the night before but I was just having such a great time and I let completely loose.
“Get up now” Louise said. I swear she sounded like my mum when I didn’t want to get out of bed for school.
“You’re not my mum, go away,” I said and I sounded a bit like a little child but I didn’t care, I felt horrible.
“Harry has called you like ten times.” I jumped out of bed when Louise said those words.
“Now I know how to get you up.” Louise laughed and threw my phone over to me and left the room. The last time he had called was an hour ago. I was unsure if I should call him back, but I guess that I should. He had after all tried to reach me quite a couple of times. I cleared my throat and called him. He responded almost immediately.
“Harry here.”
“Hey, it’s me.”
“Finally! I was starting to think that you were ignoring me.” I could hear that he was laughing a bit but tried to hold it in.
“No no, I was just sleeping. I’m not feeling very well today.” I guess that he knew why I was feeling rubbish.
“I could imagine” he said and laughed out loud. I wasn’t surprised by his reaction; he was always mocking me.
“It’s not funny” I said and pouted but it was pointless because he couldn’t see me.
“Do you want me to come and take care of you?” he said with a little more serious tone. It was an offer that I was definitely not going to decline.
“I mean if you have time for it…”
“If you want me to come - I’ll come. Just say the word.” I really wanted him to come but I didn’t want to seem desperate even though I was.
“Please come.” I ended up sounding very desperate anyways and I was embarrassed by my answer. I could almost sense his smirk through the phone and it sent shivers down my spine.
“I’ll be there.”
I quickly changed into some loose shorts and a cute top. I wanted to be chill, but not too chill. I put on a tiny bit of mascara in order to look a bit more awake. I felt like I was waiting for ages but I had forgotten that he was coming all the way from L.A. I heard three hard knocks on my door and assumed that it was Sarah or Louise who wanted to see if I was awake, but it wasn’t.
“Come in” I yelled and in came Harry. I guess that one of the girls had let him in. I lit up the moment I saw him. I stood up from the bed and went over to him. I was unsure of how to greet him, as I didn’t know what kind of relationship we had. I didn’t have to worry about it for a long time as Harry took control and pulled me close to him. I thought he was going in for a hug, but he wanted more than that. His warm hands were holding a tight grip on my hips and he placed his pink lips against mine. I slowly placed my hands on his neck. I realized that I had fallen for him. I had fallen hard. Our tongues got lost in each other and it seemed like they were wrestling at one point. We pulled away from each other and he showed that cheeky smile of his.
“Hey” he said and caused me to laugh. I was so happy to see him again. It felt like I hadn’t seen him in ages even though I had seen him the night before.
“Hi” I replied when I was done laughing. I turned around and walked towards my bed. I sat on it and made signs that he should come too. I was in the mood to cuddle with him, but I was also nervous since I had never gotten to this point with him before. He took off his shoes and practically jumped into the bed.
“Do you want to watch a movie?” I asked him and hoped that he would say yes. I don’t know why I was so nervous about my every move when I was with him.
“Sure, what ever you want to watch.”
“How about mean girls?” I asked him and laughed. I was really in the mood for a chick flick and I knew he couldn’t resist me so I took my chance. He joined in on the laugh and his beautiful dimples were showing. I put on the movie and quickly ran back to the bed. Harry lifted the blanket.
“Come on” he said and indirectly asked me to put the blanket over me and so I did. I didn’t know how close to him I should be so I just stayed on my side, but it didn’t take long before he put his arms around me and pulled me as close to him as possible.
“I don’t bite” he said and smirked.
“Are you sure?” I was almost laughing at my own comment but it would be too awkward if I actually did it.
“No.” He kissed me quickly and then turned his head towards the TV as he was still smiling. I forgot to look at the screen for a minute. I was just looking at him and studying his beautiful features. At some point I thought to myself that there was no way he was real. We watched movies all day and I fell asleep at some point.
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I woke up in Harry’s arms the next day. I was a bit confused. And hungry. I had barely eaten for a whole day. The only thing I had eaten was some snacks Harry had brought for me. I didn’t want to wake him up so I just pretended to be asleep until he woke up. It felt so right waking up like this. He looked so cute when he was sleeping.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to…” Harry said as he woke up.
“No, it’s okay.” I cut him off. He didn’t have to be sorry that he had slept in my bed. Actually he didn’t have to be sorry at all. I had never slept as well as I did that night. He kissed me and things started to get pretty steamy. The truth was that I had never been at this point with anyone before and just the thought of it made me nervous. At one point he was on top of me and he let out small moans.
“Aubr …” Louise stormed into my room but quickly shut the door again. I was humiliated by this situation. Harry flipped over to the side of the bed and he was dying of laughter while I didn’t think it was funny at all until I started to think about just how shocked Louise must have been on the other side of the door. I was actually a little grateful that she came in that second. I had to have more time to think about if I was ready for what almost happened with Harry. I looked at Harry and he was still laughing as he was lying on his back. I decided that I should go and talk to Louise. I couldn’t find her upstairs so I went down stairs to find her.
“Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god” she was walking around downstairs while she was talking to herself. I started to laugh when I saw just how shocked she was. She saw me and immediately stopped talking to herself.
“Lock the damn door, Aubrey!” I was laughing even more at this point and I just couldn’t stop.
“Oh relax, nothing happened. It was just an innocent kiss.” Her eyes opened wide.
“Just an innocent kiss? He was on fucking top of you.” She was legit shocked and it was so funny. Neither of us had seen that Harry was on his way down the stairs and that he had heard the last thing Louise said. He rubbed his eyes as he was laughing silently. I turned around as I could see that Louise had her eyes on something. Harry approached me and smirked.
“I have to go now. I’m taking you out for dinner later tonight. I’ll text you the address. See you later babe.” He kissed me and left the house. I turned around to face Louise again and she was covering her face with her hands.
“Oh stop it” I said and went back to my room.
It was much later the same day and I was sitting in the car with Louise and Sarah. Louise had offered to drive me to L.A where I was going to meet Harry. She and Sarah wanted to go shopping and eating dinner in L.A anyways. They dropped me off in front of the restaurant. Harry was waiting for me outside. It was a very private place and Louise had a hard time finding it. Louise had offered to pick me up again, but I didn’t know where the night would take us, so I just told her that Harry would take me home. There weren’t many people around. Harry squeezed my hand quickly and then let go so people wouldn’t see. I couldn’t help but smile when I felt his warm hand on mine.
“You look beautiful tonight,” he said to me and I smiled even more even though I thought it was impossible. I wore a blue dress that went all the way down to my feet. It had an open back with a blonde bond.
“You don’t look bad either” I teased him.
The food was great and Harry was the best company. We flirted all night long but tried to keep it on the down low even though most of the other people in the restaurant were famous as well and they were probably not going to go with it to the press. I saw Selena Gomez was there with Justin Bieber and Harry briefly talked to them. I had always admired Selena’s beauty so I was stunned to meet her in person.
“Wanna leave?” Harry asked me right as we finished eating.
“Already? We’ve just finished.” We had only been at the restaurant for a little more than an hour, so I was surprised that he wanted to leave so soon.
“I can’t resist you anymore. I have to kiss you. Let’s go” he said and stood up from the table and reached for my hand. I took his hand but I don’t think that neither of us realized that we walked out on the street holding each other’s hands.
A car was there to pick us up but I didn’t know exactly where we were going. We got in the car and the first thing Harry did was to kiss me. His warm hand was placed at my cheek.
“Where are we going?” I whispered as our lips separated and his face was still close to mine. He rested his forehead on mine.
“To my hotel. If you want to?” I could tell that he was afraid that I would say no. We both knew what was going to happen if I agreed to go to his hotel. I was nervous about it, but I really wanted it.
“I want to.” I placed my one hand on his neck and kissed him. I tried to forget about the fact that I was a virgin but it kept popping up in my mind and it made me uncomfortable. My ex boyfriend Adam tried to force me to have sex with him several times but I had always refused and that had made me very insecure about the whole sex thing. I knew that Harry wasn’t like Adam, but I was still insecure about it. I had many insecurities about my body being an 18-year-old girl and I really liked Harry so I was afraid to let him down. The car stopped and I saw cameras flashing outside.
“Stay here. The driver will take you for a short spin around the block and then you can come in. I’ll wait for you by the elevator at the 10th floor.” Harry gave me a kiss on the cheek and left the car. I was glad that I wasn’t going out to that madness. We weren’t in a relationship or in a place were the public should know about us. And I knew that it would be over in 2,5 weeks when I was leaving to go back to London. I was thinking a lot and I didn’t realize that the car had stopped in front of the hotel again. There were still photographers but they didn’t care about me. I was an unknown girl who the public had no interest in, and I liked it that way. I walked right past the photographers and over to the elevator in the hotel lobby. I pressed the button that said ‘10’ and waited impatiently for the elevator to reach the tenth floor where Harry was waiting for me. It was all so surreal to me. I had never experienced love in this way and I knew that it was going to end and the thought of it ending made me sick to my stomach. The elevator doors opened and Harry was standing right in front of the elevator. He looked serious but started to smile as soon as he saw me.
“I’m sorry about that, but you know how it is” he said as he placed his hand at the small of my back and led me to his room door.
“I get it, they would just assume things about us.”
“What? No, it’s not that. I don’t care whom people see me with. It wouldn’t be bad to be seen with a beautiful girl like you. I just wanted to protect you from the madness.” He took his room key out of his pocket and unlocked the door.
“Are you sure you want to come in?” I know that it seems like an odd question, but we both knew that it was about more than just going inside his room.
“Do you want a drink?” he asked me as I looked around his room. It was huge for one person. I had never been in a hotel room that big.
“Is something wrong?” he asked me as I completely forgot to answer him.
“Oh, yes, I’m fine.”
“So, do you want a drink?” he asked again and laughed a bit.
“Yes please.” He gave me a drink. I wasn’t sure what he had put in it, but it tasted amazing. Maybe it was because he had made it. I put the glass on the table as I had finished the drink. Harry approached me and he placed his hands around me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and we gazed into each other’s eyes for some seconds before Harry kissed me. It started off very gently and romantic but I could feel that he was hungry for more. His grip around me tightened and he softly bit my lower lip.
“Harry, I..” I had to tell him.
“It’s okay if you don’t want to. It’s fine.” He looked disappointed and looked at the ground but he hadn’t let go of me yet.
“No, I want to. It’s just… I’m… I haven’t…” I didn’t even know how to tell him and the words couldn’t come out of my mouth no matter how hard I tried.
“You’re a virgin?” he asked and looked surprised. I nodded at his question and I felt extremely awkward.
“Hey, it’s okay.” He looked at me and lifted my chin up. I smiled when I looked him in the eyes.
“Are you sure you want me to be the one?” I felt so awkward so I just nodded at his question but I could tell that he looked for a more confirming answer. I pressed my lips against his and I indirectly begged him for more and I think he got the memo since he took my hand and led me to the bedroom. He stopped in front of the bedroom door.
“Are you sure?” he asked again.
“I’m sure” I confirmed him. He smiled at me and kissed my hand gently. He opened the door and it was the most beautiful room I had seen. He started to kiss my neck gently and it sent shivers down my spine. I was so nervous. The only thing that calmed me was that I knew that he had done it many times before. I know it’s a weird thing that helped me, but I knew that he knew what he was doing and that was a big help for me. His warm hands moved up my bare back. He quickly found the button that held my dress together and unbuttoned it. I was not sure what to do at all and I was ready to cry because I felt so embarrassed by the situation. I let him do the next move; he took off his jacket. He gently removed the dress straps from my shoulders and my dress fell to the floor. I felt very exposed in this situation but I had no problem with it oddly enough. I thought I would be insecure but the way he looked at my half naked body gave me confidence. I started to unbutton his shirt as his warm hands were all over my body. He kissed my neck and placed a couple of love bites marking me as his. I didn’t mind it at all. I opened his belt and unzipped his tight black jeans that especially were too tight right in this situation. He stepped out of his jeans and we were both only in our underwear. I’m glad that I had my finest lace underwear on that day.
“Completely sure?” he asked my once again.
“A hundred percent sure” I assured him that I was ready for this. He took my hand and led me over to the bed. I sat on the bed and he was on top of me. We both knew that he was going to be the one doing all the work. He removed my bra and panties and I pulled down his boxers. Every aspect of it felt right even though I was nervous. He put on a condom and I knew that we were close to the most freighting part of it.
“It might hurt a bit at first, but it’ll turn into pleasure. I promise.” I nodded my head. I just wanted to get through the first couple of thrusts. He pushed himself into me slowly and it hurt so much that I wanted to scream but I didn’t. I could tell that he was very focused on not hurting me and I didn’t want to upset him.
“Does it hurt?” he asked me and looked me in the eyes.
“A little.” I wanted to be honest with him when he asked me.
“Do you want me to stop?” The last thing I wanted was him to stop.
“No, please continue.” He started to move his hips slowly and he slowly pulled in and out a little bit. It still hurt a little but it didn’t take long before it was a complete pleasure. He was going very slowly.
“You can go faster,” I said to him. He moved faster and faster and loud moans left his mouth. My hips started to move in sync with his movements and it took him and myself by surprise. My eyes were closed due to the pleasure. We moaned back and forth and it felt amazing. I could feel that I was about to cum.
“Ha-rry. I-I” I didn’t come much further before he sent me over the edge. I had never had a feeling like that before. He kissed me and reached his climax shortly after and pulled out of me. He rolled over and looked at me. We were both trying to catch our breaths.
“Was it okay? Did it hurt much?” he was so concerned about me. It was really cute.
“It was perfect. Thank you” I said and rolled back on top of him to kiss him. He placed his warm hands on my hips and smiled at me.
“I should go now” I said and covered my naked body with the blanket leaving Harry completely naked and freezing in the bed.
“Please stay.” He looked at me with puppy eyes and I couldn’t resist him so I ended up staying with him. I called Louise and asked her to pick me up the next day so she could bring me another outfit because I wasn’t leaving in my blue dress from the night before. I fell asleep in Harry’s arms and I never wanted to sleep any other way.
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“Where’s Sarah?” I asked Louise as we got in her car the next morning. She had brought an outfit for me and I changed in Harry’s room.
“She’s with some friends at the beach in Malibu.”
“Friends?” I didn’t know that she had met anyone in Malibu but I realized that I had been so occupied with Harry and that I hadn’t paid much attention to Louise and Sarah.
“Yeah, friends. She met some people yesterday. So how was he?” Louise sounded a bit annoyed.
“What do you mean?”
“How was Harry in bed?” I couldn’t believe she asked me that. It was over the line in some way. Maybe it was the way she said it.
