Scars

I woke up, groaning quietly before throwing up into a bucket by the bed. I sat up and looked around noticing that I was alone. I got up, pulling the IV from my hand without even flinching before quietly going downstairs. Everyone was gone, all the cars, everyone. I relaxed a bit, I loved when there was no one around to look at me with their puppy dog, pity filled eyes. I walked to the kitchen and pulled a razor from the underside of a drawer. I pulled my shorts up and made one slow, careful incision, instantly mesmerized by the line of blood that appeared. I quickly bandaged it up and hid the razor as a car door slammed. I quickly pulled my shorts down and flopped on the couch, pulling a blanket over me.
"Oh... what are you doing down here?"
I rolled my eyes. "I'm perfectly able to walk around my own house Liam."
"Well, you shouldn't be up..."
"Don't. Don't you dare start treating me like an invalid."
"You're right... I'm sorry. We brought you McDonald's."
I smiled and got up, following Liam quietly to the kitchen.
"So.. what time did all of you wake up?"
"About seven, why?" Zayn looked up
"Just curious." I shrugged and sat at the table, looking at Niall.
"Okay, so we just bought a bunch of random stuff. Take whatever you want." Harry smiled and winked.
"Cool. What's the plan for today?"
"For not you, laundry and cleaning. For you to join in on... video games and you can watch us play football." Louis said and then looked at Liam's face. "Or we could just play Fifa.." He sat in my lap.
"Jesus Louis... when did you get so fat?" I pushed him off and traded with him, sitting in his lap.
"About when you got a thousand pounds lighter." He wrapped an arm around me as we all grabbed food.
"Don't worry." I kissed his cheek gently. "I still eat more than Niall."
"Well that's good, seeing as there's two of you to feed now." Zayn said quietly.
"Right... speaking of which." I got up and went back to the living room, putting in a DVD from my latest ultrasound. I turned to look at the boys as the sound of two, steady heartbeats filled the room.
"Is that..." Liam looked at me with tears in his eyes.
"Yeah, those are my... Zayn and I's babies."
Zayn smiled and looked down while everyone else started coming up with names and making bets about the genders.
"Guys, I already have names.. sorry." I smirked a bit.
"Wait.. Zayn's not a twin, how are you? Where you..?" Harry looked confused.
"I don't know Boobear, maybe. I could've been. We may never know anything about me, where I came from.." I sighed softly.
Liam kissed my cheek gently, turning the video off. "You're a Payne... in my ass."
I gently kicked him in the butt. "I am now." I winked a bit and then started to get dizzy.
Next thing I knew, Niall's arms were around me, gently sitting me on the couch.
"You okay?" He brushed my hair back, his blue eyes full of concern.
"Yeah, why?" I lied.
"You're white and feverish love..."
I sighed and leaned against his chest. "I'm okay, just a bit tired."
"Go up to bed then my love."
I shook my head. "No.. I'm gonna stay with you. I missed you all."
He nodded and I saw Liam and Louis talking as I laid my head down in Niall's lap, falling asleep quickly.
* * * * * *
"She wants to stay with all of us.." Niall said quietly
"So what? Are you all just moving in?" Liam crossed his arms.
"What if we all just went to London? We could stay in Simon's mansion while he's in America. Everyone would fit there." Harry suggested
"So you want to move her? Now? She can barely stand up and she's got two babies coming. That's an awful idea."
"Zayn, some of the best doctors in the world are in London, it'll be fine." Louis said, annoyed.
"Just hush, I'll talk to my parents." Liam said and walked out of the room.

Notes

Are they gonna go? Who knows... We'll see. Again, I'm so sorry that I forgot about this and I hope that I can get back to how I was and get back to having fun and writing stories for you to enjoy.
xoxoxoxo,
Effie