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ALWAYS

Chapter 57

I pulled into the restaurant parking lot with a sigh. I was too close to leaving my girls. I didn't get to see Darcy for very long because my mum took her. I didn't want to go to the studio.
I put the car in park then looked at Enola, "Can we talk?"
She giggled, "You don't have to ask Harry." I nodded feeling a little embarrassed. "What's wrong?" She inquired with concerned eyes.
"I'm sorry I got mad at you for something that I had no right to get mad about. I know you like to do that without me and I shouldn't have tried to make you feel bad about it." I apologized sincerely.
Enola shook her head, "You were right though. I did it to get back at you. I shouldn't say one thing and act differently. I've never been jealous before and I don't like it. I should be apologizing for acting like a child."
"You're jealous? Of Aubrey?" I asked completely dumbfounded. Aubrey couldn't compare to Enola, not in the slightest, in personality or looks. Enola was a once in a lifetime kind of woman while Aubrey was just like any other teenage girl.
She nodded shyly, "She's like seven years younger than me and has the body to prove it. She's not got as much baggage. She's cute and hangs on every word you say."
"I don't care how old you are. I love your body. I caused some of that baggage. You listen to every word I say, you just don't pretend that you like everything I'm saying. Enola there is something between us that other people will never understand and no woman will ever be able to fill my senses the way you do. You're the only woman for me. I thought you would've realized that by now." I informed her with a sadness in my voice. Enola sighed and ran her hands through her hair "I'm not going anywhere. Aubrey can be as young and cute as she wants. She's not you. I don't have a child with her. I don't love her more than anything. If you asked me to stop talking to her, I would." I added. Enola smiled gently at me. "I'm sorry I got mad at you for satisfying your needs. I know you'd never get mad at me for do the same."
"I accept your apology. I'm sorry for acting like a big, jealous brat." She responded.
I smirked, "It's okay." She lifted her eyebrow curiously. "I know it's a little rude but I am kind of glad you know what it feels like. I felt that all the time." I blushed looking down at my hands. Enola leaned over and kissed my cheek gently as she stroked my chest with her thumb. She wasn't mad. That's how I knew that she loved me. I could be honest without the fear of repercussions.


I sat on the studio sofa with my legs crossed. I was exhausted and ready to go home. It was nearly one in the morning and I missed the bedtime ritual. I wanted to go home. I leaned my head back against the sofa and tried to relax.
"Harry, is everything okay over there?" Julian asked quietly.
I shook my head and glared, "I'm tired. I'm hungry and I missed bedtime. Someone is going to yell at me when I get back."
"I'm glad you finally know that she's yours. I can't believe how oblivious you were." Julian laughed. The other boys joined in. I was even more annoyed.
"Well, if you were really happy about it, you'd let me get home in time to tuck her in and kiss her goodnight." I replied sourly. Julian and the rest of the boys rolled their eyes. "What?" I asked. "She likes it when I sing to her and I wanted to talk to Enola for a little bit but she gets up with Darcy so it's too late to talk to her now."
"Skip the talking already. Just get your freak on with her. You know you both want it." Julian smirked. I shook my head at him. I had written a song about being with Enola after we had done that first skyping naughty time. I didn't tell Julian about the skyping but I did inform him that the song was about making love to Enola. "Why not?" Julian seemed a little confused.
"If that's going to happen, she's going to start it. I'm letting her take the lead here." I replied.
Louis looked annoyed, "Why would you do that, Harry?"
I sighed, "Because she's the one that needs to feel secure. I know what I want and I know that she and our daughter are all I want. I am going to kick back and be a dad while she figures out whatever she is feeling. I can wait. She wants to know that I'll never leave so I'm gonna prove that no matter how frustrated I get, I'm going to be there for her. There's more to us than sex, you know." I was angry with them for doubting me. I wanted Enola, for the rest of our lives. I wanted the family that we talked about having.
"Oh yeah? Because when she was around before that's all I heard coming out of that room." Julian replied.
I grunted, "Well, yeah but that's because we were trying to see each other with busy schedules. But after the fact and when we took holidays together, we would go out and do things and we spent a ton of time talking. I know that woman like the back of my hand and I know exactly where her head is right now."
Julian smirked, "And where is her head?"
"Still thinking that she's a horrible person." I mumbled picking at my socks, not letting my eyes meet with anyone else. "She made mistakes. Everyone does. I'm not going to hold it against her that she did what she thought was right." I added.
"You mean with Darcy?" Louis asked with concern in his voice. I didn't look up as I nodded. "Harry, she was terrified. I don't think I've ever seen her that scared in the time I've known her." Louis informed me. "She didn't know what to do. She didn't want you to think that she was only coming back because she was pregnant and she didn't want you to take her back just because of that either. She was worried about what Charles was going to do to her. She struggled with the thought of even keeping Darcy." Louis continued. My heart broke. She almost gave our daughter away. I bit my lip and tried to control my emotions. "She decided against it though. I took her to that first sonogram and she couldn't go through with an abortion. She told me that adoption wasn't a plan either because she couldn't carry a life for that long then just let it go." Louis spoke gently seeing the pain in my eyes.
"I remember taking her to the appointment when she heard her heart beat the first time, she doesn't think I noticed but she said your name, it was really quiet but she did. She wanted you to be there but she didn't want you to be there out of obligation." Niall stated kindly. I smiled a little. "That's why when we brought you to her gallery opening, we didn't tell you that Darcy could be yours. She wanted to see how you would react to her. The only reason she told you, is because she saw that you still loved her and that you loved Darcy so much even though you thought she was Charles'." Niall explained.
"I'm still pissed that no one told me before. I would've gotten drunk a lot less, saving me from some really embarrassing shit." I replied quietly.
Louis chuckled, "You act like a fool when those girls are involved."
I nodded, "I know. I'm not proud of my lack of self control but I am working on it."
"We can tell. You haven't had sex with Enola yet." Liam laughed. I blushed as I thought back to our naughty skype nights. "Harry? You haven't had sex with her, right?" Liam inquired quietly, like he was upset with me.
I tried to contain a smile as I shook my head, "No." The boys didn't believe me. "Not in the traditional sense of the word.." I stated. Julian lifted his eyebrow at me. "Things have been said and stuff has happened...long distance." They all appeared confused. "Technology is a great thing." I smirked. None of them caught on. "Skype." I stated like they were stupid. Their jaws dropped.
"Harry!" Louis scolded me. "I thought you said that you weren't going to start anything."
I laughed, "I didn't. Noli did. I mean, I may have said something kind of naughty about her sleeping in my bed while I was gone but she is the one that took it to a whole other level."
"The phone call before our interview?" Liam inquired.
I blushed, "I'm not repeating what she said. That's for me only." Louis and Julian laughed. "We haven't done anything like... in the same room but..." I groaned, "Why am I telling you guys this?"
"Obviously you need to get it off your chest." Liam said with a sympathetic tone. I shrugged and ran my hand through my hair. "Is there a reason you think she's not wanting to...take the next step."
"As much as I hate it, I think it's a confidence thing." I answered quietly. It cut into me that she had lost some of her self confidence. She was amazingly gorgeous and had nothing to be self conscious of.
"What do you mean?" Niall seemed just as upset by it.
I sighed and shrugged, "She says things about her body that are a little self deprecating. She said something to me today about dating Aubrey because she's so much younger and has the body to prove it. And she said something about the way her..." I stopped myself, they didn't need details. "About her body after having a child." I stated.
"But she's beautiful." Louis grunted.
I nodded, even though I wanted to hit him, "She is but she's weird about her faint stretch marks and the way she's been effected by having Darcy. Some of it is about Charles too. The way he treated her and how she had to talk about it for the divorce." The boys all seemed really sad. "What? Why are you looking at me like that?" I inquired quickly.
"We don't know too much of what he did to her. She just said he wasn't very nice and all." Niall stated.
"Yeah, you're the only one that knows." Louis concurred. I sighed. It wasn't my story to tell. Enola was already embarrassed about it and I didn't want to make it any worse for her. "It seems like she's doing a lot better than she was before. She's a lot happier with you around." Louis said trying to make me feel better.
"Because she's not parenting alone all of the time. Yeah, I was gone for two months but I did a lot over the phone and skype with Darcy." I replied trying to make it about something other than Enola and I trying to get back together.
"Or it could be because she was getting some indirectly." Niall teased.
I glared at him, "Hey!" Niall and the other boys giggled. I rolled my eyes and shook my head. My phone started to ring loudly. I smiled when I saw that it was Enola. I answered quickly, "Hey Noli."
"Hi." She sounded sad and tired. "Are you going to come home soon?" She asked softly.
I looked at the clock and sighed, "I'm not sure. Why?"
"Can you please come home?" Her tone changed a bit. She wasn't feeling frisky or sad. She sounded terrified.
"Noli, what's wrong?" I asked not liking the way she sounded.
"I...I don't... Can you please come home?" She was nearly begging.
"Yeah, of course." I said bending forward to put my shoes on. "Did something happen?" I inquired wanting to know how I could help her.
"I got a text message from Charles on my old phone about him knowing where I am. Then I heard something outside, in our driveway. And I can't...I locked all of the doors but I still don't feel right." She answered.
"He's not going to lay a finger on you. I promise." I looked up to see Louis and Niall wearing worried expressions. "Noli, just lock your bedroom door. I'll be home soon."
"What about Darcy?" Enola asked like I was a fool.
I sighed, "Bring her into your room then lock the door. I'll be home in fifteen minutes." Enola agreed then whispered a quiet goodbye. I ended the call then stood from the sofa. "I have to go." I announced.
"What's going on?" Louis seemed really worried.
"Enola got a creepy text from Charles on her old phone before I turned it off. She's just scared to be alone in the house." I answered honestly.
"Go. Go." Julian shooed me out the door. I nodded and booked it out of the room. I didn't want Enola to be alone when she was scared.


I walked into the house quietly after having to use my keys to get in. I threw my keys on the table by the door and sighed. As I took off my jacket, Enola came running down the stairs. I threw my jacket to the floor before she flung herself into my arms. She buried her face in my chest and held me tightly.
"It's okay, baby. It's okay." I murmured kissing her hair and holding her against me. She breathed in deeply, like she was trying to assure herself. "Come on. Let's get you in bed. You're exhausted." I said dragging her toward the stairs. She nodded as she released me to walk by my side. "Is Darcy in your room?" I whispered as to not wake my daughter.
Enola shook her head, "She woke up on me and said she wanted to sleep in her own bed like a big girl. I didn't want to make her cry so I've just been sitting in her room watching her sleep." As we got to the top of the stairs, she turned to me with fear in her eyes. "You can't let him take my baby, Harry. Don't let him take my baby." She pleaded with tears coming to her eyes.
I shook my head, "I won't let him. She's my baby too. He can't take her." She rested her forehead against my chin and wrapped her arms around my waist. I felt so terrible as she began to cry. I didn't like her being so scared. I wanted to take away the fear. I gripped her hips a little tighter as she gazed into my eyes. She wanted me. I'd seen that glint in her eye so many times before. Darcy's bedroom door opened just as her lips were going to touch mine.
"Daddy? Mummy? What's going on?" Darcy asked rubbing her eyes.
I shook my head, "Mummy is just a little upset. It's okay though. You can go back to sleep."
"Why is Mummy upset?" Darcy inquired. Before I could give her a vague answer Darcy asked, "Is it about that mean man that Grammy was talking to today? I didn't like him."
I lifted my eyebrow at her, "What mean man?"
"The mean man Grammy was talking to on the street. She told Auntie to bring me inside so she could talk to him. Grammy didn't like him either. She was really mad for a while." Darcy explained. "He had mean eyes and dark hair like Uncle Liam's. He was really tall too." Enola looked up at me, her fear had multiplied.
"Harry." Enola whimpered.
"Don't baby. Don't. He's not going to touch either of you." I promised her again. She tried to fight back the tears as she laid her head on my chest again. Darcy pulled on my pant leg. I looked down at her, "What, love?"
"Can I sleep with you and Mummy?" She asked sweetly.
I chuckled, "I thought you wanted to be a big girl and sleep in your own bed?" Darcy sighed and turned to go back in her room. "Of course you can sleep with Mummy and I. Come on, baby." I pulled Enola toward her bedroom. Darcy followed close behind us.


I woke to the sound of my daughter giggling. I opened my eyes to see her smiling face staring back at me.
"Hi Daddy." She giggled.
"Hi babygirl." I replied in a sigh. "Why are you up already?" I hummed and wrapped my arms around Enola a little tighter.
"Because I'm not tired anymore. Will you wake Mummy up? I'm hungry." Darcy spoke a bit too loudly.
I shushed Darcy, "No. Let Mummy sleep. I'm getting up." Darcy jumped off of the bed then ran out of the room. When I tried to move Enola, she whimpered and held onto me.
"No." Enola whined when I tried to get out of bed again. "Stay here." She pleaded.
"Noli, I have to go make Darcy breakfast. Just go back to sleep, okay?" I said in a soothing tone, hoping she would let go even though I really didn't want her to. She shook her head quickly. I chuckled and kissed her hair, "Come on. I'll snuggle you once you get up?" Enola disagreed again. "Noli." I whined myself. She opened her eyes and smirked at me. She quickly pushed me onto my back. Enola crawled on top of me and rested her forehead against mine as she straddled my hips. I let my eyes slide shut when she placed her hands on my face.
"I just wanna stay in bed." She murmured before kissing my nose lightly. I rested my hands on her hips and tried to keep myself in control. I felt my breathing go ragged when I felt her lips on my neck. Her kisses were soft and slow. I flipped us so I was kneeling between her legs.
"Darcy is up and hungry. I have to go feed her." I told Enola with a stern voice. She bit her lip in a teasing manner then nodded. I kissed her forehead gently then got out of the bed. I heard Enola giggling as I shut the door to her room.

Notes

Heeey. Enola's getting fresh with Harry...what could possibly happen on the next update? ;D

Okay. So I've been crazy posting for the last 24 hours. I'm sorry to bombard you guys but I feel as though I've totally been neglecting this story. For a while it was just really getting on my nerves but now I feel like there's so much I can be doing with it. I hope you guys can forgive the mass postings.

And I put up a few contact links on my profile/homepage if you wanted to take a look. :)

Peace&All The Love

Comments

@#104926
I’m so glad you do!

morrison_hotel morrison_hotel
5/23/19

I love this

@Kammy.
I do. Very much so. Lol. ❤️

@morrison_hotel

You love me <3

Kammy. Kammy.
5/1/19

Hell yes to a new story about Harry and Enola.

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5/1/19