ALWAYS

I took a deep breath as I looked up at my dad. He smiled and kissed my forehead, holding my face in his hands.
"Daddy?" I murmured.
"What, my sweet girl?" He replied.
"Am I supposed to feel like I can't breathe?" I asked.
My father laughed, "That's a good thing, my baby." I nodded slowly and turned away from him. I now faced forward, ready to walk down the isle to marry my best friend, the man of my dreams.
"Daddy." I looked up at him once again. He laughed more and faced me as well. "I feel like my heart is beating out of my chest too." I muttered.
"Honey, that's good. He still makes your heart race. He still takes your breath away. You want it to be like that until the end of time. He's the man that you love, the father of your beautiful children. I wouldn't be surprised if you also had sweaty palms and trembling legs. You have a love that will last a lifetime. The kind of love that most people only ever dream about." My father said softly. "I wish Mama was here to see this."
"She's here Daddy. I can feel it." I smiled brightly at him, tears forming in my eyes.
"No cryin' yet, Enola. You've not even seen your groom yet." My father chuckled wiping my eyes swiftly. I hooked my arm in his once more. "Are you ready, my sweet girl?" I nodded fiercely and looked straight ahead. My father waved Perrie and Sophia over. "We're ready when the boys are." Perrie scooted away and motioned for things to begin. Sophia looked at me with a smile that we'd only shared one other time.
I heard the music start and my hands started to shake, my legs felt like jello. Perrie led the way with Brynn following right after her. Sophia kissed my cheek gently then walked down the isle. I gazed up at my father one last time as my daughter and Freddie walked hand in hand down the isle.
"Let's go, my baby girl." My father beamed. As we began to walk, my heart beat even faster and I had to plan my breaths. I gripped his arm tighter as we rounded the corner onto the isle.

My heart stopped and my breath caught in my chest. Harry stood at the end of the isle with Louis and the other boys. I smiled brightly and fought back the tears. His hair was styled perfectly, in that crazy tussled way that I loved. His shirt was unbuttoned enough for me to see the dip in his chest that I loved. Harry bit his bottom lip as my eyes met his. They were slightly red and brimming with tears. I felt my own start to slip down my cheeks as we got closer.
Finally, I reached Harry and I wanted to break down in tears of happiness. But I knew I had to wait. Harry took a single step forward and reached for my hand. I placed my trembling hand in his then looked at my dad. He kissed my cheek and smiled warmly at Harry. Harry gave my father a single nod before he stepped back. Harry helped me up to the spot I was supposed to stand it. I gazed into Harry's loving eyes and giggled.
I cupped his cheek and murmured, "Don't cry, baby. If you start crying, I'll be a mess." Harry chuckled and wiped his face quickly. I wanted so badly to kiss him but I knew it was against the rules.
"You're the most amazing thing I've ever seen in my life." Harry whispered.
"You're forgetting about our children." I giggled again. Harry shook his head and told me to hush. We both looked at the priest with smiles, letting him know that he could continue with the ceremony. As he began to run through his speech, Harry pressed his forehead to mine. His eyes were closed and I could tell that he was trying not to cry. I knew there were other people around trying to get my attention, but all I could see was Harry. I still stroked his cheek, trying to keep him from crying. I smiled when I saw tears slipping from Harry's eyes. His eyes were closed to hide it. My bottom lip quivered and I quickly bit down on it to stop more tears from escaping.
"Nana, why are Mummy and Daddy crying?" I heard my daughter ask my mother. Harry started to laugh and he opened his eyes. My mother just hushed her.
"That's your daughter." I giggled softly. Harry shook his head and placed his hand on my face. I couldn't stop the tears from flowing then. Harry's eyes were red and his face a little as well. His cheeks were stained with tears and his lips were swollen from trying to hold it in.
"Alright, you two, you have to pay attention to me now." The priest chuckled beside us. I contained a giggle and Harry laughed as well. We released each other but Harry took my hand instantly. The priest laughed again and he started speaking to us directly. My heart beat picked up again and I gripped Harry's hand tightly.
"Are you sure you want to do this? You can still run away now." Harry murmured.
I shook my head and leaned against him, "Nope. You're mine to tackle in the door way for the rest of your life." Harry smiled brightly.
"Hey. I told you to pay attention." The priest laughed again. Harry and I both apologized quickly, making Louis, Niall and Liam laugh behind Harry. I glanced back to see Sophia, Brynn and Perrie all laughing and trying to wipe tears from their eyes. "Let's try this again. Enola. You have something you want to say to Harry?" The priest smiled warmly. I nodded and gazed into Harry's eyes. I could see he was struggling to keep his composure and I hadn't even started speaking yet. I inhaled deeply;I was trying my hardest not to start crying again. I smiled and shook my head. Harry ran his hand through my hair gently then placed his hand on my cheek. I leaned into his touch a bit.
"I suck at speaking the way you do." I giggled, starting my vows. "But I am going to try my best because that is what you deserve." I smirked at him. Harry lifted his eyebrow at me. "We are alone and there is nothing but the cold, dark wasteland of eternity." Harry smirked while everyone else looked a little worried. "My favorite quote from my favorite movie. One that you absolutely hate and don't understand why I like it so much." I grumbled a bit. Harry still gazed at me with a smirk. "But will watch with me because you love how talkative I am afterward." I giggled. "But as you like to so rudely point out, every time, the movie is wrong." I smiled brightly. "The day I met you, a smart ass kid with eyes big and filled with complete astonishment and an even bigger heart." I caressed his hands gently as I tried to choke back my tears. I looked up into Harry's eyes seeing that he was fighting tears and the urge to kiss me. "The moment you stepped into my life, eternity seemed a little less cold and dark." I stared lovingly into his eyes. "I've..." I chuckled trying to get the words out. "I've wished for a lot of things in my life. Art school. Knowledge of every type I could get my hands on. Adventure. I've found that all of those things are great but nothing compared to actually living. While our life together has been...strained to say the least. There is no better feeling than actually living it. I always thought life was lived when one had experiences that we're grand, full of culture and slightly obscure." I furrowed my brows and raised my hand, "Although...we've had a few of those."
Harry laughed, "Are we thinking of the same thing?" I lifted my eyebrow at him. "Hungary, with the...um..." He looked a little nervous.
I quickly placed my hand on his lips, "Shush. I'm talking. We can talk about that later." Harry kissed my fingertips with a smirk and nodded. "But I had believed for so long that those were the only ways to really say that you've lived. And then I met you. And I found out that living was actually all about loving. Maybe not just loving you but you taught me how to love things in a way I had been blind to. I opened so much of my heart and my soul after meeting you. Every time I saw you, my heart was filled just a little bit more and the coldness and the emptiness just kind of drifted away." I smiled. "You also gave me a love that was stronger than anything I have ever felt in my life. It also turned into an adventure full of very strange experiences." I looked over at our daughter. "You gave me the chance to be a mother and I cannot tell you how much the offer of that love has changed my life." I looked over at Atlas as well, "Twice." Harry glanced at our children with a proud smile. "Seeing you as a father, it made me love you more." I told him once again. "Every morning I see a new found tenderness and happiness in your eyes. Nothing fills my heart more than seeing you snuggle with our little ones." I smiled when I heard Darcy giggle a little. "And I know for a long time, I filled your life with unbearable emotions. When I should've made you my partner in life, I made you my best friend." Harry smiled a bit, knowing I was right. "In the end, standing here with you, looking it your eyes, I know that making you my best friend was the best thing that I could've done. We now know each other in a way that..." I inhaled deeply, not being able to finish my thought completely. "Harry Styles, there is nothing more for me to say than my sun rises and sets with you. You are my eternity. My always." I smiled brightly at him. He chewed on his bottom lip, eager to kiss my with the fire that was in his heart for me.
"Beautiful." The priest smiled at me. "Harry, you've something to say to you beautiful bride?" He asked with another smile. Harry gave a single nod and took in a large breath.
"My Angel." Harry smiled, stroking my knuckles with his thumbs. "I...The moment I looked into your eyes, it was like I was seeing the sky for the first time. And not in the I've never seen a color like that before sense of the phrase. But in the my soul was awakened kind of way. You opened you heart and I finally had my eyes opened. For a long time, even though I was a happy guy, fun loving and adventurous, I never realized that there was this fog in my life, until I saw you. Instantly, with a single smile, my world was filled with a light that I'd never seen before." I pursed my lips, trying not to laugh. Harry wrinkled his nose and his lips curled up just a bit; he was fighting of laughter now as well. "Stop laughing." He scolded me. I held my breath for just a moment to see if I could stop my giggle fit from becoming too noticeable. "Every single moment of every single day, every little thing you do, every move you make." Harry and I both choked on laughter again. "You make me fall in love with you even more. Since the moment you walked into my life, you've made everything right. Even with the struggles and all of the same mistakes that we keep making over again." I pulled my bottom lip between my teeth. He was being a little shit on purpose, to keep me from crying so he wouldn't cry. "But all joking aside," He smirked. "I've shown you pieces of my self that I've never shown anyone else. You've seen the good in me and the really bad. Through all of the craziness that we've pushed on each other, I know that it hasn't really changed us. When it has it is for the better. Every single moment I have spent with you has made me a good man, a better man. I have told so many people that without you, without the beautiful children you given me, I wouldn't have anything. You are my world, my everything." He grinned brightly at me once again, "My always." I chewed my lips again, trying not to cry.
"On to the really good part." The priest grinned. He turned to me, "Enola, repeat after me." I nodded and listened carefully, not wanting to ruin any of the age old words that were apart of a promise, binding me to a man that I wanted more than my own life. Tears streamed down Harry's face as I spoke softly, my voice cracking and filled with my own tears. I inhaled slowly, not believing that I was really about to hear the same words come out of Harry's mouth. "Harry. Your turn. After me." My hands shook and my lip quivered as Harry spoke the same promise I just had. My heart was racing and I could feel the tiniest bit of sweat on my forehead. I peeked behind Harry to see all four of the other boys crying, wiping their faces as fast as they could. I wanted to look back at my friends but I couldn't take my eyes off the man said the things we'd been dying to say since we met what felt like eternity before. I sucked my bottom lip in to fight the sob that wanted to escape. I looked into his eyes as his voice began to tremble. Harry wanted so badly to reach out and kiss me. I could see it in the way he licked his lips and caressed my shaking hands. "Enola Grace, do you take this man to be your husband?"
My face held a smile that I'd not had in a long time, "Always."
"Harry Styles, do you take this woman to be your wife?" The priest asked him with a soft voice.
Harry beamed, "Always." He started to bounce on the balls of his feet slightly, the way he did when he was excited, a trait he'd passed to our daughter.
The priest laughed loudly, "OH just kiss her, damnit." Harry smirked and lunged at me. I wrapped my arms around his neck as his lips met mine forcefully. "Man and wife!" The priest announced loudly. Everyone cheered as I stayed in a passionate lip lock with the man I loved.
"Oh Christ, you just had a baby! You don't need to go making another one!" Niall shouted from behind Harry. Harry released me with one arm and flipped Niall off. I quickly pushed his arm down while never breaking the kiss.
"I love you, Nols. Until every last star burns out." Harry murmured as he wrapped his arms around my waist, lifting my feet off the ground.
I sighed into his steamy kiss, "I love you, Bear. Until the universe ends." I giggled, "You still showed me up with your words, baby."
Harry chuckled, "Don't care. You're mine and that's all I am ever going to need."

Notes

I'm so sorry that I didn't get this out when I thought I was going to! Some things came up!

Guys I can't believe that we only have one last update on this. I am going to ugly cry for the rest of the night and tomorrow and probably the rest of the week.

Peace&Love