Never Enough
Chapter 8
THE NEXT MONDAY
I think it’s fair to say that I have first day jitters. It’s been a week since I moved here now and things have been pretty uneventful. Harry and Niall have been staying at their friend Zayn’s house for the past days to ‘have some lad time before school kicks in’ as Niall said, he lives in Bradford, he apparently used to go to this school but left because he wanted to be a normal school kid, not a boarding school kid, whatever that means. He seemed nice from what I have heard but it meant that me and Rosie hadn’t see the boys all last week.
Rosie told me that Harry, Niall, she and I were all going to be in the same registration class which eased my nerves a bit. She had promised me to come with me to get my schedule so that I don’t get lost which I was thankful for.
Me and Rosie had spent the last few days doing girly stuff, we went shopping for clothes and makeup to go back to school in and we watched a ton of chick flicks, we were just relaxing before school started and even though it was fun, I did start to get a bit bored. The past few days have been good bonding time for us, we talked all about our lives for hours and I told her all about my old school and how I was kind of popular and how it was weird that I only had like 2 friends here, three if you count nice Harry.
I caught up with my mother too, I told her all about Rosie, and she said that she was pleased I liked it here, she wasn’t very convincing though.
Me and Rosie walked through the archway that I’ve gotten to know so well, over the grass and into one of the classrooms. This was my registration room and I did my best to make a mental note of it I was still so nervous, I hadn’t met anyone apart from Niall and Harry and Rosie so I was completely in the dark. A we walked I saw Harry and Niall sitting don laughing and chatting about something with two girls, they were really pretty and put me to shame, I tried to make an effort this morning, but my best, was them going natural. I take a seat next to Rosie and behind Niall and Harry. People started to settle down as the teacher entered the room and she introduced herself to the class.
“Hello my name is Mrs Applebee and I would like to welcome you into the school year” she said, she was being a typical teacher but he seemed nice enough. “As some of you may be aware, we have a new student, her name is Daisy Williams” I smiled nervously as everybody turned round to look at me, I instantly felt really self-conscious and I was happy when everybody diverted their attention back to the teacher.
We walked out of registration when it ended and I looked at my time table
“English” I say out loud as I walk beside Rosie with harry and some other boys and girls behind us.
“Looks like your with us” he said, his friends looked at him and then to me
“Who’s that” one girl ‘whispered’ with a look of disgust on her face; I know that she wanted me to hear though.
“Fuck knows” harry said with a chuckle “she lives opposite me, lucky me!!” he mocks, wait what? These people were acting like I wasn’t right in front of them, and Harry, why was he being so rude all of a sudden. I gave him one last confused look and near enough ran away, I had tears in my eyes but I refused to let them fall, I walked to main reception and was happy to see the nice lady there.
“Hello, could you tell me where my English class is” I said holding up my timetable to her.
“Of course dear” she squinted to see the room number “oh, right room 45 that down that way, in that door there and follow the corridor down” she said moving her hand in various directions and smiling at me.
“thank you, have a good day” I said, I faked my happiness, on the inside I was so upset and angry, I can’t believe Harry humiliated me like that, I feel so stupid for even considering giving him a chance. But she seemed to buy it.
“No problem, you too” she replied as I left in the direction she gave me. I continued to walk down the corridors I saw him again, he was obviously skipping class but I had forgotten that he was in my class. He was lingering outside the classroom that I needed to go in so there was no way I could get out of the confrontation. I slowly started to walk up and I have mentally decided to completely ignore him, whatever he says.
“Get a bit lost did we? You should’ve just followed us, where did you run off to anyway?” he said like nothing had happened and that was it, I started to cry, I couldn’t help it they just came out. I haven’t always been like this it was just recently I was feeling very on edge with all the change, I just wanted everything to go well and the truth is I was so stressed out that even the littlest things were too much, which was weird because I’ve never been a crier.
“Harry my whole life is falling apart and people like you are just making it worse” he went to say something but I completely cut him off “look, Harry, if I’m that much of an embarrassment that you can’t even been seen with me, then in future, don’t act like you care” I gave him a hurt look, because that was exactly what I was feeling, hurt. And with that I walked away.
I could feel his eyes burning into the back of me, but I was done, after I had walked around him I wiped my tears, took a breath and entered my class.
The teacher let me off for being late but I couldn’t concentrate the whole lesson because I was thinking about what had just happened. I was quite proud of myself really, I managed to get my point across even though I didn’t ignore him like planned.
The rest of my classes I shared with Rosie and a boy that I met, he was nice and his name was Josh. We just had Maths together so he offered to walk me out of school, which I accepted.
“So you moved to here all the way from America just last week?!?” he asked clearly surprised
“Yup” I said popping the p and giving him a smile, I was feeling a lot better and Josh was doing a good job of taking my mind off of Harry. He was quite handsome might I add, he had blonde hair that suited his blueish greyish eyes and was quite muscular. As we neared the exit, laughing and chatting, I saw Rosie. Me and Josh exchanged numbers and parted ways because he lived on the right side of campus. When we finally got home I collapsed on my bed, what a day!
I think it’s fair to say that I have first day jitters. It’s been a week since I moved here now and things have been pretty uneventful. Harry and Niall have been staying at their friend Zayn’s house for the past days to ‘have some lad time before school kicks in’ as Niall said, he lives in Bradford, he apparently used to go to this school but left because he wanted to be a normal school kid, not a boarding school kid, whatever that means. He seemed nice from what I have heard but it meant that me and Rosie hadn’t see the boys all last week.
Rosie told me that Harry, Niall, she and I were all going to be in the same registration class which eased my nerves a bit. She had promised me to come with me to get my schedule so that I don’t get lost which I was thankful for.
Me and Rosie had spent the last few days doing girly stuff, we went shopping for clothes and makeup to go back to school in and we watched a ton of chick flicks, we were just relaxing before school started and even though it was fun, I did start to get a bit bored. The past few days have been good bonding time for us, we talked all about our lives for hours and I told her all about my old school and how I was kind of popular and how it was weird that I only had like 2 friends here, three if you count nice Harry.
I caught up with my mother too, I told her all about Rosie, and she said that she was pleased I liked it here, she wasn’t very convincing though.
Me and Rosie walked through the archway that I’ve gotten to know so well, over the grass and into one of the classrooms. This was my registration room and I did my best to make a mental note of it I was still so nervous, I hadn’t met anyone apart from Niall and Harry and Rosie so I was completely in the dark. A we walked I saw Harry and Niall sitting don laughing and chatting about something with two girls, they were really pretty and put me to shame, I tried to make an effort this morning, but my best, was them going natural. I take a seat next to Rosie and behind Niall and Harry. People started to settle down as the teacher entered the room and she introduced herself to the class.
“Hello my name is Mrs Applebee and I would like to welcome you into the school year” she said, she was being a typical teacher but he seemed nice enough. “As some of you may be aware, we have a new student, her name is Daisy Williams” I smiled nervously as everybody turned round to look at me, I instantly felt really self-conscious and I was happy when everybody diverted their attention back to the teacher.
We walked out of registration when it ended and I looked at my time table
“English” I say out loud as I walk beside Rosie with harry and some other boys and girls behind us.
“Looks like your with us” he said, his friends looked at him and then to me
“Who’s that” one girl ‘whispered’ with a look of disgust on her face; I know that she wanted me to hear though.
“Fuck knows” harry said with a chuckle “she lives opposite me, lucky me!!” he mocks, wait what? These people were acting like I wasn’t right in front of them, and Harry, why was he being so rude all of a sudden. I gave him one last confused look and near enough ran away, I had tears in my eyes but I refused to let them fall, I walked to main reception and was happy to see the nice lady there.
“Hello, could you tell me where my English class is” I said holding up my timetable to her.
“Of course dear” she squinted to see the room number “oh, right room 45 that down that way, in that door there and follow the corridor down” she said moving her hand in various directions and smiling at me.
“thank you, have a good day” I said, I faked my happiness, on the inside I was so upset and angry, I can’t believe Harry humiliated me like that, I feel so stupid for even considering giving him a chance. But she seemed to buy it.
“No problem, you too” she replied as I left in the direction she gave me. I continued to walk down the corridors I saw him again, he was obviously skipping class but I had forgotten that he was in my class. He was lingering outside the classroom that I needed to go in so there was no way I could get out of the confrontation. I slowly started to walk up and I have mentally decided to completely ignore him, whatever he says.
“Get a bit lost did we? You should’ve just followed us, where did you run off to anyway?” he said like nothing had happened and that was it, I started to cry, I couldn’t help it they just came out. I haven’t always been like this it was just recently I was feeling very on edge with all the change, I just wanted everything to go well and the truth is I was so stressed out that even the littlest things were too much, which was weird because I’ve never been a crier.
“Harry my whole life is falling apart and people like you are just making it worse” he went to say something but I completely cut him off “look, Harry, if I’m that much of an embarrassment that you can’t even been seen with me, then in future, don’t act like you care” I gave him a hurt look, because that was exactly what I was feeling, hurt. And with that I walked away.
I could feel his eyes burning into the back of me, but I was done, after I had walked around him I wiped my tears, took a breath and entered my class.
The teacher let me off for being late but I couldn’t concentrate the whole lesson because I was thinking about what had just happened. I was quite proud of myself really, I managed to get my point across even though I didn’t ignore him like planned.
The rest of my classes I shared with Rosie and a boy that I met, he was nice and his name was Josh. We just had Maths together so he offered to walk me out of school, which I accepted.
“So you moved to here all the way from America just last week?!?” he asked clearly surprised
“Yup” I said popping the p and giving him a smile, I was feeling a lot better and Josh was doing a good job of taking my mind off of Harry. He was quite handsome might I add, he had blonde hair that suited his blueish greyish eyes and was quite muscular. As we neared the exit, laughing and chatting, I saw Rosie. Me and Josh exchanged numbers and parted ways because he lived on the right side of campus. When we finally got home I collapsed on my bed, what a day!
Notes
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