Can we do it all over, over, and over again?
AM
"Ok we will get you some crutches and you can get out of here" the nurse smiles and exits the room. I carefully hop off the bed and sit on the chair and wait for the nurse. Seconds later Harry comes in. "You all good now" he asks and I nod. My mind is still running circles about what just occurred few hours ago, me, Oscar, Colin, Harry risking his life for me. Harry shuffles his chair next to mine and I rest my head on his shoulder. "Thank you Harry." I whisper. "Thank you for saving my life and Oscar." I repeat myself. "Evie" lifts my chin up "I would do anything for you, including risking my life" He starts to play with my hair and gently massages the side of my neck. "Harry I'm leaving." I blurt out. "I thought we were waiting for your crutches" he says not getting the point. "No I mean..... I'm leaving here this place." I whisper.
He stops his actions and stands up and runs his hand through his hair. "Well umm where are you supposedly going?" He says annoyed. "To LA, I got a job offer to make an album. It's my dream Harry I can't turn it down. I need to leave this place behind to much bad has happened Oscar and I need a fresh start." I reveal, at first I wasn't going to leave and I was going to tell Ed I had to decline his offer, but the whole library happened and it changed my mind.
Harry helps me into his car and the car ride is very silent back to the house. While we were in the waiting room I found out that Colin had been arrested and I spoke to my aunt Nina who is currently in Greece living with her cousins she realised how much of a jerk Colin is and decided for a new lifestyle which is what I am doing. I have to start fresh it's the only way doesn't mean I won't forget my amazing memories I have made here and my friends who are my family. I can't stay here though too many ghosts that haunt me. Then there is Harry I honestly thought somehow, someday we would be together and do it over again but I guess that chance has come and gone I could always ask him to come with me, no Evie don't be silly he wouldn't just pack up his life here.
We pull up at the driveway and Harry turns off the car and helps me out of the car he walks me to the front door and I am balancing best I can, but I fail so I sit on the front chair and he joins me. We sit in silence for a minute or two knowing this is our last time together for god knows how long. "Evie I'm so sorry for everything." Harry says I remove my head from his shoulder he cups my face. "I'm sorry for getting angry at you, for the lies, for not being a good role model for Oscar, but most importantly I am so sorry for giving up on us when you never did." His thumb circling around my cheek and he wipes a tear away from my other cheek. "I am so proud of you" he kisses the top of my head.
Before I have a chance to respond he gets up and leaves.
"Hey love all packed?" El peeps her head in my room. "Yea well got everything I need for now" I reply and she helps me out to the backyard. So tomorrow morning I am leaving for sunny LA to meet Ed, I will be staying at a hotel first, Oscar is staying here and they will bring him in the New year at first I was very hesitant but I trust these guys with my life and I want to let Oscar finish his school year.
We make our day out to the backyard and everyone is sitting around the fire that is set up http://ak1.polyvoreimg.com/cgi/img-set/cid/95944627/id/XNdH8D0TQ2uJ01UXKi50Jg/size/y.jpg
Liam hands me some food and I devour it. All my friends (family) and Oscar around the fire is what I need the perfect way to say goodbye.
"So Evie how about one last jam before you become a pop star and forget about us." Niall picks up his guitar. "I will never ever forget you, any of you. You are all my family I love you all so much. I say with a slow breath. "Ok Niall start that guitar up otherwise we will all be soaked in tears" Louis says and put his arm around me. Niall starts his guitar and I start to sing at our midnight bonfire.
Won't you stay 'til the A.M.?
All my favourite conversations
Always made in the A.M (yeah yeah)
I start.
Feels like this could be forever tonight
Break these clocks, forget about time
There could be a World War 3 goin' on outside
You and me were raised in the same part of town
Got these scars on the same ground
Remember how we used to kick around just wasting time?
Niall sings.
Won't you stay 'til the A.M.?
All my favourite conversations
Always made in the A.M
Cause we don't know what we're saying
We're just swimming round in our glasses
And talking out of our asses
Like we're all gonna make it (yeah, yeah)
We all sing, and Louis point to his ass and we all laugh.
Feels like this could be forever right now
Don't wanna sleep cause we're dreaming out loud
Trying to behave but you know that we never learned, how
You and me were raised in the same part of town
Got these scars on the same ground
Remember how we used to kick around just wasting time?
Liam takes this verse looking at Soph.
Won't you stay 'til the A.M.?
All my favourite conversations
Always made in the A.M
Cause we don't know what we're saying
We're just swimming round in our glasses
And talking out of our asses
Like we're all gonna make it (yeah, yeah)
We all sing again and I have my hand rested on my thighs while my left leg is rested on the chair in front.
You know I'm always coming back to this place
You know
And I'll say
You know I'm always gonna look for your face
You know
I sing with a few tears coming down, and put my head on Niall's shoulder who is next to me.
Won't you stay 'til the A.M.?
All my favourite conversations
Always made in the A.M
Cause we don't know what we're saying
We're just swimming round in our glasses
And talking out of our asses
Like we're all gonna make it (yeah, yeah)
The boys all sing the last few minute of the song with me singing the back up parts.
Won't you stay 'til the A.M.?
You know I'm always coming back to this place
Won't you stay 'til the A.M.? (yeah, yeah)
You know
Won't you stay 'til the A.M.?
You know I'm always gonna look for your face
Won't you stay 'til the A.M.? (yeah, yeah)
