Can we do it all over, over, and over again?

I never thought that I would feel happy again in my life after my parents died all i saw and thought was darkness. But now Harry has come into my life and I feel so happy and safe. I never thought I was worthy of being loved but Harry reminds me everyday how much he loves me and protects me. Yes we might not have had the smoothest start but we are together in love now and that's all that matters.




"But English is boringggggg " Harry moans and I grab his hand and drag him in the classroom.
We are sitting next to each other and Harry is whispering random things in my ear making me giggle and tingle. He kisses my cheek and the teacher is writing stuff on the black board usually I would copy it down like a nerd but I'm in love so yea I'm a bit distracted. Then the door slams shut and Nathan comes in brushing past and winking at me, and sits behind me and Harry. "Ignore him" I say to Harry who looks very angry.

The class is going on with their work which is writing an essay, I am concentrated in my writing which I love I mean I write song lyrics it's pretty much the same thing but much more detail in an essay. I then feel a tap on my shoulder I turn my head and it's Nathan. But I ignore him, "Pssttt Evie" he whispers, but I still ignore him. "Fuck off Nate" Harry says and I continue to write. "I just wanted to ask you Evie, if maybe tonight you would want to finish our little date, that was intrupted by you running away that time". He's laughs , I roll my eyes "In your wildest dreams buddy" I say and return o writing. I then nudge Harry "you ok" I whisper, "never better". he says and we all continue our work.

I am waiting for Harry at his locker and he hasn't said a word since English class. I know what it's about "Harry ignore Nathan his an idiot that is bored with his own life" I say to him. "I'm not bothered" he replies. "Come on Harry, honesty remember?" I touch his arm, but pulls it away. "YEA HONESTY EVIE" he slams his locker door shut and storms away leaving me confused I roll my eyes and go and meet El and Sophia.

It is lunchtime and I am sitting with all the lads and girls, but I don't know where Harry is which makes me worried. "Have you guys seen Harry?" I ask everyone. "No sorry love" Liam says taking bite of his sandwich. I stand up and start walking to the bathroom but I smash right into Nathan of course, I stand up myself and keep walking but he grabs my arm. "Evie wait" he says but I keep walking. He then catches up and spins me around and shoves me into the wall with his hans squeezing my wrists really hard. "Get off me" I say.
"NO I want you" He whispers in my ear, gosh where is Harry when I need him. I close my eyes and he traces his finger along my lips which creeps me out. "I can make you feel so good baby" he says I feel so violated now. But the only way to get out of this I free my hand and place it on his cheek, "Nathan, babe not here" I fake giggle. He slowly releases himself and I have some space I then pull his hair and knee him in his crotch area "TOUCH ME AGAIN AND I WILL KILL YOU" i yell and run to the bathroom with tear running down my face. I try and call Harry but of course no answer.

I let everyone know that I am leaving school early, and they offer to take Oscar with them which I am so grateful for. I finally reach Harry's house and get my key out and open the door, what i see makes my heart drop. Maddy is in the house.

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