Can we do it all over, over, and over again?
Yellow Envelope
It is Saturday morning and today we are having a lazy day at home. Oscar is in the backyard with the boys and Harry and I are chilling on the couch "gotta pee" Harry announced and takes his arm off me and leaves the room.
Then his phone starts to ring, there is no caller ID so I answer it for him.
"Hello" I pick up
"Evie, is that you?" the guy asks
"Yes, who is calling?" I ask him
"It's Lucas you know who I am" he says, the guy who supposedly is always hanging around Harry.
"Harry isn't here" I say. "I know that sweetheart, just give him a message from me"
"And that is"?
"He has to be at the usual spot at 8:00 tonight" he says and I become very, very confused but I play along I hear the toilet flush and hang up Harry's phone. Harry comes back and sits next to me.
"Your friend Lucas called" I say calmly and Harry's eyes widen.
"Oh what did he want" he asks
"He wants you to meet you at your usual spot at 8:00 tonight" Harry nods. "You want to tell me what that's all about Harry?" I turn to face him. "Nothing you need to worry about sweetheart" he pats my head. Not to worry, of course I am going to worry.
Everyone is still at our house and we are playing video games. "Well I'll be back when I can" Harry whispers in my ear and I nod, I am bit annoyed at him but haven't told him. Harry leaves and I wait until Harry puts the car on and immediately get in my car and follow him. It is about a twenty minute drive, where the hell is he going? Finally Harry pulls over and walks across the road where he and Lucas are, I see him hand a yellow small envelope, I bop my head down as Harry comes back to his car and eventually he drives off, I then see Lucas and has a whole lot of money in his hand counting it. I am confused and annoyed and angry now. I put the car back on and drive home. When I get home Harry hasn't come back yet which is weird since he left before me.
I head upstairs to mine and Harry's room and start ripping the place apart and start looking, I don't know what I am looking for exactly. Then I lift the bed mattress up and see a clear another yellow envelope I open it and nearly pass out. Pills what the hell are pills doing in this house? I hear footsteps and immediately put the envelope in my pocket. "Hey love what are you doing?" Harry comes in.
I take a step back from him and he looks at me. "You ok?" he places his hands on my shoulders. "Yea fine, let's go back downstairs". I take his hand and act like nothing is wrong.
The next morning Oscar has gone with the lads to the soccer ground I asked them to get him out of the house for a bit so Harry and I can talk. "Morning babe" he smiles and kisses my cheek and pours himself some cereal and sits on the kitchen counter. He takes a spoonful and puts it in his mouth and then I grab the bowl and push it aside. "Harry, you know you can tell me anything right?" I say to him. He nods and is still chewing, "Um can I have my cereal back" he says I push the bowl back to him and he has another mouthful. "Ok well when you are ready to be honest with me, I'll be waiting" I take out the yellow envelope and place it next to him and tips the tablets out of it and he stops chewing and I walk up stairs.
